unreleased aftertheparty

aftertheparty

McDoozle - The chill intro [prod. by pyrexkdot]

Camera[prod by aftertheparty]

fall.

https://soundcloud.com/downtime
https://twitter.com/gnawdown
https://soundcloud.com/downtime
https://twitter.com/gnawdown


it gets hard sometimes, I know
it gets hard sometimes
it gets hard sometimes
location that's the same for me
leaves they change emotions change too
and you still not here for me
you not here for me
you wont hear from me oh no
if i hear from you ill assume that
you want something i don't have
i guess that I should know better though
turning me out, changing me out like
you never need me round, needed me round right
then you be callin' my phone with the turn tide
the tides turnin'
now its different
now i got money coming in and it's different

money that comin' in different
hundred's and fifty's my mission
fuck em both different position
make em switch sides and they kissin'
ay i got used to the sinnin'
blowin' this molly im grinnin' 
kickin em out if they bitchin'
she's like "can I bring my man?"
fuck him
no
can you bring your friends so we can fuck em?
hoe
you should know better
you should know better
change them like weather
change them like weather

I Should Know Better, You Should Know Better [Prod. downtime]

......................................excuseme

switch[prod by aftertheparty]

i dont want to change the world
i just wanna change my pocket
i dont want a brand new house
i want the lot then lock it
family will get profit 
past that it's my profit
i am not a handout
what you want im not it
duck duck goose on a fine bitch
bout to start upping my fine bitch
add a couple zeros to my wrist
diamond dance till its blinding

who do you want me to be?
what do you want me to be?
want me to be like this?
want me to be like him?

fuck it ill be like this
go make a bee line bitch
please just stop calling my phone
hit you with cease and desist
swing and a miss
bet you pissed that you found me
i dont want you around me
only family thats around me
go fuck a townie i don't know
go get your friends do some blow, right?
yeah you're on top of the world aren't you?
yeah you're on top of the--


who are you disguised as?
oh you look so fine
"who's the girl making eyes?"
i've never seen her just ignore that bitch
i don't know, i don't know but
you can tell that it's easy for me to switch
and you know it
i'll probably end up doing the same shit with her but
i know, i know it
so pour, so pour it
i'll just sing about a foreign with a foreign
and i'll pretend im important
when im not and we both know it
but im big enough to admit it
are you big enough to admit it?
what i really fucking meant to you
what you really fuckin meant

what i really meant to you[prod by aftertheparty]

I cant have the same conversation
Lotta people new, they don't talk the same
Lotta new faces, they don't look the same
Lotta new money, now they act different
Lotta people want it they don't have the vision
I just cut a line and I do division
I've been on time like due diligence
This is all, this is all.

This is all they want from me from me
They don;t give a fuck about me about me
They just wanna count my money money
This is all they want from me from me

I can't have the same conversation
Hard to look at you with two faces
Hard to look at you, need replacing
They just watch my move then they chasing
Its so easy, watch them watch them ride my wave
Its so easy, watch them watch them come my way
I cant feel them, no no no no, no no way 
I just wanna runaway like runaway oh yeah
I'm not one to runaway but they act like I owe them
These are not open doors, I already closed them
This is all they want from me and I know that.

This is all they want from me from me
They don't give a fuck about me about me
They just wanna count my money money
This is all they want from me from me

same conversation [prod. by aftertheparty]

sorry it's been so long.

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I'm different now
Pill poppin' got me feelin visceral
Melancholy girl tell me where you're from
Why the fuck should I smile I'm barely on

(Ooh get me higher)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn betchu riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.
(Ooh then I'm riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn let me ride out)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.

Do this 'till you're fucking on with me.
Leave it behind it's all gone 
If you really wanna let it go
Let it.
You wanna feel something and that's fine.
You gon' let him swallow up your pride?
You can come with me and just ride
We can do this till the night end
Cigarettes and pills burn your eyes
You can take off your disguises
He ain't worth the tears that you cry
All you wanna do is get high
That's okay, lets get high.

(Ooh get me higher)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn betchu riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.
(Ooh then I'm riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn let me ride out)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.

Same kick with a new bass
Same bitch with a new face
Same dish with a new plate
Cookie cutter that's the new way
New friends think they knew me
Old friends act a new way
I've been getting it the hard way
They gon' find out the hard way
When she call me baby hit her with the plan b, and that's plan a
Car straight from Japan, hands free but ignore when she call me
I can't depend on nobody and everything that I've been doing it's all me.
Who the fuck gonna stall me.
Who the fuck gonna stop me.

I've been numb.
I've been on.

Apple Music

numb [prod. by aftertheparty]

throwaway

all that he say she say out the way
imma let them all insinuate
pockets up and they insulate
insulate
double up with that parlay
damn they compare but they far from me
i don't need no one, no apostrophes
what the fuck you tryin' to play like yes you been startin' me
and i need these pills like they apart of me, like honestly, just push it 'till they cartin' me
pussy that's in quarantine, it's just for me
fuck it bitch i'm on like 15 lines the percocet gon' put me down to sleep
and my mom appalled with me
she told me that "you gon end up dead if you dont slow down"


slow it down
your lights gonna turn off eventually
just slow it down

slowitdown[prod by aftertheparty]

They gon say they me when they not me
Open up a line and it's toll free
I just cut a line give me nosebleeds
I just cut in line give me more please

I just wanna push it up, mhm

Movin' quick need Dramamine
Fuck what all that drama mean
I ain't trying to sell myself
But I know she'll fuck for free
Forget what you really mean to me
You are not no friend to me
Become what you couldn't be
10k on my fucking Visa

This is all for me now
This is not for you but look on from the bleachers
Damn I gotta re up
I've been running low

Like whats the problem washuneed washuwant 
I've been popping all alone just for fun
I've been doing cocaine all up in the front
Got it stuck all in the cracks of my phone 
That's no problem, like thumbin' through a check
I don't give a fuck about your respect now
I'm about to push it till I'm fucking down
I'm about to go down any day now

push it

"You should get a desk job
You should take some courses then you'll learn
Everything you didn't know
Then you can slow down what you burn
So fast
Too warm
Too fast
My God
So fast
You'll burn so fast"

throwaway/desk job

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McDoozle - The chill intro [prod. by pyrexkdot]

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