Poppies - Told

kind of a different style but i hope you guys enjoy it! 

lyrics: 
oh honey i'm in in love 
but i'm scared of who i should trust 
i know you wont be that one 
to run when it gets tough
 
you know i wont budge when you had enough
i know it's not just lust 
we didn't rush

you're my love 
my only one 
you're my crush
i cant get enough

you're the one i truly care about 
i surely don't have those doubts
i know you wont fade away 
when i say to go away

My only One (prod. Broken Pupil)

Animal Violence

AVAILABLE ON SPOTIFY :
https://open.spotify.com/track/5h7bfrYLbehuGC8bFt15YF

(official video) : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFTGb27dmyA

written and produced by jmaes

lyrics : 

Don't you act like that,
Lovers or not,
Here I am.

Hand in hand I break my walls,
For you to hurt me...

I know you too well, 
I know you too well... 
Now.. Now!
Working myself out,
Working my next move to go,
Go...

I wish to write a happy song for you,
But it seems as if I don't have the right social cues,
Baby won't you hang out with me cause you're so cool!

Don't you act like that,
When you're around me,
Don't you make me feel like I'm,
Not worth my worth,
Don't you act like that,
When I'm just fucking with you,
Don't take it too serious,

I know you too well, 
I know you too well... 
Now.. Now!
Working myself out,
Working my next move to go,
Go...

(musical interlude)

don't you act like that

something's not right

*watches stranger things once*

this one is real old
+I put stuff on spotify now, come w/ me

dreamz

mercedes

I DO NOT OWN THIS BEAT.

babyumi is the producer

lyrics:

How am i in this line, thought i'd stay away till the end of time
oh i know, how this goes .... or how it grows? idfk what i said lmaoo
picked up the phone again to let you know

how do you  reject the truth 
how are those memories not stuck to you

(4x?) how do you  reject the truth 
how are those memories not stuck to you

Memory( PROD, babyumi)

GONE

DONE

This is song holds very close to me since it very personal just with caloric intake. I've allowed myself to pour this out into a song. 

If the lyrics aren't so clear, this is a song about my sister who has dealt with schizophrenia for a very long time. I remembered her being very smart, dedicated, and kind from what I remembered. Her mental illness will never define who she is as a person. love your family and friends for anyone who has to go through this, give them great happy memories that they wont ever forget. Even if they can be difficult at times due to what they go through never treat them as less of a human.

The Sister I Once Knew

i have a lot on my mind and creating songs is the only way i can express myself.
Ig: aestheticvibeys

My only One (prod. Broken Pupil)

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