lost

IG: https://www.instagram.com/shade666apollo/

Prod. @therealthundaa
Mixed & Mastered by @max000_000
Cover Art by https://www.instagram.com/danzaro.jpg/

Lyrics:
Losin' myself, like where the fuck am I goin'
Lookin' in the mirror, I ain't even sure if I know him
I ain't even sure if I

Escape the maze, then I'm caged
It's back to the same old shit again
One moment, I'm on top of the world
The darkness hits, then I feel like I can never be rid of it
Sometimes the beat feel like my only friend
So when my progress meets a dead end
I tend to descend
Into a dark, unforgivin', and most shadowy bend
So that smile you're seein' is probably pretend
The life of a starved artist
Who depends on his pen to defend himself from the darkness that lies within
And fend off the ghosts that often postpone my hope
I'm broken, tryna pick up the pieces, like where the fuck they go
Slowly overtaken by my woes
Flirtin' with death but when I flow, I feel the need to take it slow

Ironic 'cause that's when I start to give a fuck and get my ducks in a row again
See, every now and then, I transcend the abyss
Learn to live in bliss but then that class is dismissed
Pursuin' happiness then it's
Back to the end of the waitin' list
I'm hatin' this life
The brightest days keep feelin' like night
Pullin' myself closer to the Reaper's scythe
But when I grip the mic, that sliver of light proceeds to shine
So when I feel like nothin's left, I look to the pen to make it right
Look that Grim motherfucker in the eye
Tell him take a hike, it ain't my time
I'm clearly conflicted and it's evident in these lines
That maybe I'm relyin' too much on these rhymes
But shit, this is more than just a pastime
This that shit that gimme purpose
Without it, time is just sand in a glass that pass by
But with this music, my demons could never ever ever ever ever ever ever outlast I

I'm lost in my thoughts
I'm too often feelin' fraught
Tryna think happy thoughts
Just reminds me what I'm not
I feel like John Constantine
All these demons I have fought
I'm pursuin' happiness, they actin' like it's somethin' that is bought
But it's not, they say it depends on where you shop
That cannot be the case
It is not that fuckin' simple for the pain to be erased
I miss the good ol' days
Sometimes I wish I could retrace my steps
Back to my youth but I can't
So I'mma try my best to progress everyday
Fuck bein' depressed, I'mma lay
These thoughts up on a page
Stage an attack on this darkness and watch it fade away
I found my way up out the cage

Before I Became the Reaper, I Was Tempted by Death

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Before I Became the Reaper, I Was Tempted by Death (Prod. thundaa)

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CODEWALKER

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KILLMART

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THEPOOLBOI & KILLSTATION - BLOOD [PROD. THEPOOLBOI]

Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/the-virus-uk

Intro By: https://www.youtube.com/c/CorpseHusband

1st Rapper: https://soundcloud.com/zotiyac

Singer (hook): https://soundcloud.com/tmttmf

2nd Rapper: https://soundcloud.com/izzokenpachi

IWonderWhoTookMyPlaceThisTime - Ft. Corpse Husband | ZOTiYAC | TMTTMF | Izzo Kenpachi

an album where i jus made tracks in the moment and revised very little

one last hurrah for my halfassery

thank u for listening if u did <3
-jboogie

COVER ART BY : https://soundcloud.com/saeglass

LYRICS:
Keep the mirror foggy, please dont look
(please dont look)
Expectin others just to read me like a book
(please dont look)

Feelin stagnant movin through the lines, like a rook
Feel like my whole life just been a lie, im a crook
Cause stole all of this love from ya life baby, i just took
Please dont staredown my eyes, already hate myself, please dont look

And I dont know where my revalation be
And I dont know if all my relationships will flee
And I dont know what this medications doin to me
And I dont know why i feel like i'm losin me, when im still just me

And I'm feelin it right now
(The Time Is Right)
Imagine all the blood on the ground
(The Time Is Right)
And I'm feelin it right now
(The Time Is Right)
I Cant Help But Hate Myself Every Fuckin Hour
(Someone Shine A Light)

What a fine night to die
Gotta finite supply
If I dont drink up ima cry
And If I drink ill still cry
I morphed into something else
No Power Ranger, No lie
More like goldblum and da fly
Crawlin my walls and my mind

And i'm smoking cigarettes again
And i feel dat upcoming binge
See that phantom let em in
Have a convo wit all of my sins

I know that they aint fucked wimme
But now they all fuckin wimme
Coming full circle like frisbee
Still givin out all these freebies
Dont know if I should care
Dont even know if I care
Do I care about my health
I Know I Dont Cause Listen to Myself

And I got no fuckin friends
And I Feelin sorry again
And no its not the fuckin trend
You should be better and not pretend

Yeah what would my momma say
Yeah what would my poppa say
I dont wanna go out at all today
I dont wanna go out at all today
(x2)

And I'm feelin it right now
(The Time Is Right)
Imagine all the blood on the ground
(The Time Is Right)
And I'm feelin it right now
(The Time Is Right)
I Cant Help But Hate Myself Every Fuckin Hour
(Someone Shine A Light)

Someone Shine A Light
X16

And I cant help but think now, how much i hate myself
So destructive with myself
Whats with these cards i was dealt
  
And I cant help but think now, how much i hate myself
So destructive with myself
What is it with the self

I Don't Want This Anymore [Part 2] (PROD. LC2K)

Lyrics

Bitch you can’t see me like a damn silhouette 

Ya’ll can’t pay for my respect 

I hope you drown in your regret 

Hoe once I open up the void your whole existence laid to rest 

Aim for yo neck 

Blade through ya flesh 

Drain your blood till nothing left

I ain’t ever fake no phonk and I ain’t flake out like no punk

Pass yo bitch just like a blunt she got my kinfolk on her tongue

Dawg the squad up in that cunt and you just stand there getting cucked

I let my demons fuck you up in case you come thru actin tough

What the fuck

Do you want

You don’t want this one on one 

Separate your neck from skull and then I’m carving out your guts 

I want blood 

Thats a must

Watch your flesh corrode like rust 

Eradicate your soul then crush your bones to fucking dust

Dead boy out the muthafuckin crypt like a cadaver hoe

Make my enemies all disappear like fuckin magic hoe 

Light my fuckin blunt and no I ain't gon fuckin pass it hoe

Lost my mind inside my mind and now I’m tryna shed my soul 

Bitch I’m a demon I’m leaving you bleedin ain’t no one gon know you exist by the weekend 

I stalk in the morning then slay in the evening 

I’m death in the flesh you can call this a reaping 

My mind is collapsing 

I feel like relapsing 

I’m having some trouble just talking and breathing 

Evil in me screaming out that it need this 

You stupid mortals couldn’t handle this even

Crypt (Prod. By YoshimitsuXXX)

You Are Already Dead.

You barely know my name
Let alone my story
But imma give you a fantasy
you can freakin' glory
I give head like a guillotine
just ask my exes
But a lady never tells
so they won't answer questions
Wicked City's finest
The Spider Queen
Your Highness
It's when my eyes are eclipsed
that I can cure your blindness
I ooze real venom
Not on that fake ish
the same color as denim
My genes are stainless
Blue blood
I seduce you to consume you
I'm Zero Two with the voodoo
So, screw you
No respek on my name
Come get the kiss of death
One touch from a woman
And you'll be out of breath
Not even Andre or Big Boi would claim this outcast
Your desire for clout
turned to a desire to be downcast
I feel bad for her
you know,
the girl in that home
Two huskies and a stray dog
yeah, dog, leave her alone
Tell your mother you've been laid off
and you need to come home
not laid on
no one wants to lay with the roach in their home
Bet you was waiting for that for eons
For AGenius to pee on
Probably gave you a hard on
while bumping J. Kelly's diss song
Wait
He was a virgin
'Til these bars penetrated
I took his innocence
in a sense I feel elated
little lap dog trying to do big tingz
got the backing of a pillar
yet can't flap those wings
He says he promotes positivity and unity
All I see is burning bridges and quite fluently
I know you've never had a girlfriend
so here's a tip
Communication's key
Now go and flap ya lips, punk
Burning bridges with those you worshipped
those you were honored to work with
Don't cry, Sis
Thou Shalt Not Kill
but is it really breaking one of the ten commandments if he's already dead?

youtube.com/FrivolousShara
facebook.com/FrivolousShara
twitter.com/FrivolousShara
instagram.com/FrivolousShara

omae wa mou shindeiru. (Prod. bsterthegawd x Roshima)

CashxStash
https://soundcloud.com/user-990431449
Somber
https://soundcloud.com/jsomber

Engineered by @kvnny

cashxstash

microdot x cashxstash - mitsubishiwa feat. somber (prod. BeatzEra)

You can run but you cannot escape 
What you've done, that was a big mistake
You know you've left me soulless (you want to x2) You know you've left me broken (you want to x2)I can not leave this torment (you want to x2)
I know I should've stayed away from you 
You made the same mistake over and over
I can't deal with you, so get out my life and say goodbye to me
I lost the faculty of enjoying their destruction, and I am too idle to destroy for nothing, you cant back your statement now please quit the bluffing
Now you are wondering to offer apologies I hate it came to this I just admitted it, you swallowed your pride and then you were left choking so witless
God I wish I had a witness

I wander but I'm not lost (unreal)

I Wander, But I'm Not Lost (Prod. Eternal Raijin)

Get Lost (feat. ZOTiYAC)

Megalodon (Prod. Kingwicked)

RiverKinn
"Uptight"
Produced by RiverKinn

--------------------
All my life
Been so fucking uptight
Never catch a break
But I break on sight
Let's fight
Fuck you, pussy
Goodnight
Then you hit the ground
And it's lights out
All my life
Been so fucking uptight
Never catch a break
But I break on sight
Let's fight
Fuck you, pussy
Goodnight
Then you hit the ground
And it's lights out
All my-

Life started over tonight
Me and my demons had to reunite
Cobras in my line of sight
I put my boot down before they can bite
I burn out the parasite
451 degrees in Farenheit
I fuck your wife out of spite
Then I piss on your burial site

All my life
Been so fucking uptight
Never catch a break
But I break on sight
Let's fight
Fuck you, pussy
Goodnight
Then you hit the ground
And it's lights out
All my life
Been so fucking uptight
Never catch a break
But I break on sight
Let's fight
Fuck you, pussy
Goodnight
Then you hit the ground
And it's lights out
All my life
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Uptight

prod https://soundcloud.com/ghostrage
mixed by @twdutchman

Catastrophic ft. Saphir (Prod. Ghostrage)

runawaytohellandswimwithawitch (Ft. Leon Johnston)

Primrose

Lyrics

Pray for me where the fuck did the day go  
I’ve been living outside of my window 
I know it hurts and you’re sad it’s okay tho 
I feel the same and it’s worse with the primrose
I feel it raining down
My mind is filled with doubt
I feel it raining down
My mind is filled with doubt
Count ting down my days
Close my eyes
Close my eyes
Waking up as the same damn person
Gotta realize the fact I’m always hurting
Never peace never sane every day 
Never peace never sane every day
Pray for me where the fuck did the day go  
I’ve been living outside of my window 
I know it hurts and you’re sad it’s okay tho 
I feel the same and it’s worse with the primrose
Pray for me where the fuck did the day go  
I’ve been living outside of my window 
I know it hurts and you’re sad it’s okay tho 
I feel the same and it’s worse with he primrose

PRIMROSE (PROD. ROLLIE)

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