Morning light feels wrong on my skin,
Empty bed, lets me breathe again.
My heartbeats slow when there's no rush,
The silence is loud, but not enough.

My eyes look so empty,
Just wanna sleep, my lids heavy,
Colors are so dull, yet still new,
I keep seeing brand new hues.

Strange to feel, strange to stay,
Strange to heal, to just walk away.
My scars still hurt I cannot lie,
I feel the burn all the time.

It feels so strange
Quiet days, soft pain
Miss you, but not the same
Learning life without your name.

Fuck it's all so weird
Life without you here
I shared my darkest fears
Just finished wiping my tears.

These nights feel so calm,
All of it feels so wrong,
Used to crave the sugar sting,
Now I feel the realest things.

Miss the rush, not the ache,
Miss your voice, not the break,
Did you know love doesn't burn?
A lesson I struggle to learn.

Bottles kept me calm at night,
I can't seem to sleep tonight,
Trusting is so slow these days,
You cursed me in the worst ways.

All the stupid shit you'd say,
It was still hard to walk away,
What even happened to me?
How am I trapped yet free?

It feels so strange
Quiet days, soft pain
Miss you, but not the same
Learning life without your name.

Fuck it's all so weird
Life without you here
I shared my darkest fears
Just finished wiping my tears.

This shit is so hard,
I don't know what to do.

Strange

I crash and crave, tryna find my wave.

Cravecore and Crashwave need to be genres.

PA 44 - 1/2

Strange

q.exe