You told me I'm your only reason,
That you like to keep living,
I'm trying to keep you here,
But I keep slipping, sorry dear.

Your problems are manufactured,
Like you're not happy with laughter,
You need chaos, you need drama,
Like you get off on your trauma.

Wading through the storms you made,
Hoping you can still be saved,
If I'm the life raft you keep 'round,
Then why are you weighing me down?

You’re the weight on my shoulders,
Dragging me lower,
I’m trying to hold ya,
Then you drag me down under',

You're a weight that I carry,
It's so heavy and scary,
I'm tired of treading water,
I'm sorry I wasn't stronger.

You put so much on me,
It was selfish, that's not for me.
I still love you, you know I do,
You just kept making me a fool.

I can't fix your problems,
Even when I solved them,
It's like you made more and more,
Just kept showing me the door.

If I am the only thing keeping you up,
Why do you act like I'm not enough,
You put this weight on my chest,
Is this a test, I need some rest, I wish you the fucking best

You’re the weight on my shoulders,
Dragging me lower,
I’m trying to hold ya,
Then you drag me down under',

You're a weight that I carry,
It's so heavy and scary,
I'm tired of treading water,
I'm sorry I wasn't stronger.

I feel so selfish myself,
I need professional help,
You leaned on me too much,
But to this day I crave your touch.

We're poison for each other,
You smothered while I suffered,
You keep doing this to yourself,
I put your pieces back myself,

I've got a chip on my shoulder,
Every day I get colder,
Every day I get older,
I just get colder as I get older.

You’re the weight on my shoulders,
Dragging me lower,
I’m trying to hold ya,
Then you drag me down under',

You're a weight that I carry,
It's so heavy and scary,
I'm tired of treading water,
I'm sorry I wasn't stronger.

Baby I'm so sorry...
I'm so fucking sorry..

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I crash and crave, tryna find my wave.

Cravecore and Crashwave need to be genres.

PA 44 - 1/2

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