[+] look at my face girl just know that im trying
*produced by *

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LYRICS:

[chorus:]
Why can't you just, love me?
Why can't you just, hold me?
I don't think you, know me
I said that I'm, sorry (2x)

[verse:]
You think that you know me,
You don't know a thing
I just popped a pill, that help my suffering
Cuz I just lay in bed and I can't help but think
I just miss the days you were my everything
I aint even OD but it feel like I'm already dying
Look at my face girl just know that I'm trying
I see your pain I ain't going silent
Pop a xan and it feel like I'm flying
I want a Benz for my mom to drive it
I want it all but I don't wanna ball without you
I wanna call, but I don't wanna bother you

why can't you just love me

Lyrics:
im so fucking
hungry
i could eat a field of daisies
im so fucking
tired
i should get some sleep but maybe
its better if i

just stare at the walls
and stare at the ceiling
cause its better this way 
than to say how im feeling
probably wouldnt understand
i know thats why youre leaving
but thanks for taking time
pretending like you really believe me

you
gotta survive so i dont blame you for going

im
skin and bones, so maybe i can die soon
ill stay alone, didnt say where i can find you
im on my own, know you didnt wanna ride too
im running low, but ill save you from my life too

Hungry

HUNGRY

Lyrics:

[hero]

i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine

i don't talk to strangers
i don't even talk to me
waste away online
as these bugs invade my sink
sing into my microphone
and people try to leech
holes n shit called cavities waste away my teeth 
toxin from the wind just
makes it hard to breathe
it was carried from the power plant that failed back in 03
and it gave because the thing was empty of its employees 
cause they were tired of the boss that ruled their 7 seas

[cyzun]

I keep on sippin on moonshine
Hoping that I fucking flatline
I’m still Alive that’s a bad sign
Lie to my peers and say I’m fine 
If I keep retaining my thoughts
Sooner or later I will end it all 
I am a failure it’s nobodies fault
I jumped on the landmine and made it go off

You think I’m fine cause I never say shit 
Dont try cause your time will be wasted
rather sit alone in a home that is vacant
Thinking bout the noose in the basement 
I'm standing in the middle of a dark room 
Sick and tired wondering will it end soon
Serotonin hurry up I need you 
Cause I’m barely hanging on like a loose screw

[emptychest]

i think im wasting my time
fuck ur tears ion got none left to cry
got no hope but ill still give it a try
swear to god ill never work a 9 to five
five o five in the middle of the night
ion wanna fuckin die but it seems so right
buckle down or ur gonna end up dead
spend ur whole damn summer lying in ur fuckin bed
soundcloud revenue aint gon pay the rent
voices in ur head aint real js stop being depressed
yeah thats what they tell me and ion like it
and thats what they tell me imma bite it
yeah its all fun and games till its all over 
and i pull the mf-

[hero]

i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine
i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine

landmine (w/ cyzun x emptychest) (whiteravenn)

[+] A BURNOUT EXCLUSIVE

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Vocals by @kennyorlando + @seejayxo
Cover Art by @seejayxo
Produced by @jolst

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KENNY ORLANDO - "QUICK & PAINLESS" (FEAT. SEEJAYXO)

Lyrics:

she's not so beautiful 
watching from this far away
shes not so beautiful 
viewing from the station in space
rip reserves from my soul to find ounces of strength
as i try to hold ground for my friends i can say
that i tried but the question's 
can u say the same
as she asks my forgiveness my body goes tame
and i melt as a puddle that forms to the lake
true colors aren't colors till forced out the gray
from my head to my heart to my soul to my brain
my nerves start to die
yet my costume still aches
my mind starts to rot and my eyes start to glaze
and even through all this the skin suit remains

the skin suit remains
the skin suit remains
the skin suit remains
the skin suit remains

-

she's not so beautiful 
watching from this far away
shes not so beautiful 
viewing from the station in space
rip reserves from my soul to find ounces of strength
as i try to hold ground for my friends i can say
that i tried but the question's 
can u say the same
as she asks my forgiveness my body goes tame
and i melt as a puddle that forms to the lake
true colors aren't colors till forced out the gray
from my head to my heart to my soul to my brain
my nerves start to die
yet my costume still aches
my mind starts to rot and my eyes start to glaze
and even through all this the skin suit remains

true colors (canyouseetheghost)

shoutout @juzo for the cover art :) give him a follow pls

lyrics:

AUTUMN

(rest my arms)
(where they cannot ever be harmed)
(cold to the touch)

there's certain days where i haven't been better!
but when the sun goes down
i know tomorrow will be bitter
i've lost my head; when the clock struck ten
the blade came crashing down & now i'm back where i had started
could give a fuck if i'm dramatic,
the reward could be prestine
if i take the pills they offer me
my dreams could be serene
but i never wanted that; figmentated lies
to put on a public act, for their brainwashed minds

EPITOME

every day i wake up just to do the same shit over and over again
it gets hard to even stand up when i don’t know who i am
i thought you were a friend
but where were you in the end
i see it’s all just pretend
now my wounds they won’t even mend
th-th-th-they won’t mend
nothing feels real 
am i fucking ghost
cant take time to heal
so i’ll put the knife up to my throat
just to see if i’m alive
and if i’m not than what am i?

spotify :)

my wounds won’t mend w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

scull a fuckin bottle, but it only makes it worse
i cant even feel it now, i guess its just part of the curse
all the black inside my veins is all i know, it fucking hurts
if you end my suffering ill pay you more than what its worth

flipping through the pages, writing in my book like
gotta stay quick on my feet write a hook like
gotta keep going, get used to my new life
all of this pain, and all of this new strife

everythings dark, but i know its the same
hit me on the phone, but im gonna hit the blade
you could never fucking tell me that you know whats in my brain
yeah but fuck it ima burden, yeah but fuck it im insane

reach for the ruger, point it at my skull and i
pull the lil trigger but then it be null and i
all of my trauma make me feel so dull and i
count on these substances to make me numb and i

dont really feel it cause im just so done and i
never feel nothin, i never have fun and i
drown in my hell while i bang on my drum and i
try to make noise but i know im just scum and i

scull a fuckin bottle, but it only makes it worse
i cant even feel it now, i guess its just part of the curse
all the black inside my veins is all i know, it fucking hurts
if you end my suffering ill pay you more than what its worth

Skull

SCULL (prod. Caves)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/2IpOedwLJx799PuossDiDe

Lyrics:-
Do you find it hard to breathe at night?
When you try so hard but you’re sinking down
I’m losing you and it’s my fault
I’m on my knees and I’m losing my mind

I feel lonely here tonight
I’m at lost in need of light
There’s a lot of pain inside
Wish you were here by my side

I feel lonely here tonight
I’m at lost in need of light
There’s a lot of pain inside
Wish you were here by my side

♫
Wish you were here by my side
♫

In the winter cold that’s when I need your more
With your heart of gold, how I can just let go?
How can I survive without you in my life?
Will you think of me when you’re on the road?

Stay with me darling
I need a map to guide where I’m going
All the memories, they are haunting me
Like when I taste of your lips 
And the way you say my name
‘Cause it’ll never be the same

I feel lonely here tonight
I’m at lost in need of light
There’s a lot of pain inside
Wish you were here by my side

I feel lonely here tonight
I’m at lost in need of light
There’s a lot of pain inside
Wish you were here by my side

♫
Wish you were here by my side
♫
There’s a lot of pain inside

I feel lonely here tonight
I’m at lost in need of light
There’s a lot of pain inside
Wish you were here by my side

I feel lonely here tonight
I’m at lost in need of light
There’s a lot of pain inside
Wish you were here by my side

Pain Inside

v v v 

tell me how life changed and u dk why
smoking every night to get the words out of ur head
woah
please talk 2 me 
woah
but if u got like nothing to say then say nothing
ill know what u mean, ive been frontin too
woah
dont say a word
woah
ill sit in ur garage as the light just hums 
steadily more steady than my beating heart could
but please be proud of me because ive gained a few pounds since i got here
and i think i learned everything i felt was irrational 
i had a case of a thick ass skull
and everything i learned in school was useless
got alot of shit to say so hold my drink rq
stacking building blocks like a god damn child
does a come first or b come last
i still stay up but idk why
gtf to bed u gotta be alive tomorrow
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess
im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down
(im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down)
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess

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Lullabyboy - I Can't Let This Go (ft. Lil Skele & Yung Van)

prod. by me

big big thanks to @softhert for jumping on this track

eyes low (ft. Softheart)

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