mu list

I might hit my temples with a hammer

Thank You

relax

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soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/rubenslikk

Ruben Slikk BOOTED UP (without feature)

credit to https://twitter.com/sh1nd3 for the cover art

fucked up
my life
and theres no going back

burning
all my time
and i feel so trapped

everyone hates me
feel like im going crazy
i feel stupid i fucked up theres not much else that i can do

i just dont want to feel this way
its getting worse everyday
these feelings i just cant contain 
i think that i am going insane

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

fucked up
my chances
and now theres no one left for me 

i just want
to end it
then i can finally be free

my friends and family think there is no saving me
nowhere left for me to go be better off six feet below

i just want to redeem myself
but cant admit that i need help
from everything that ive been through
i just dont know what to do

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

dejected

change by deftones

Walking On A Dream

You got nothing to say
But everyone to blame
You act so proud
You should be ashamed

You got nothing to do
But everything to lose
You cry out loud
You're being abused

I can see and hear
I don't really care
I don't understand
I don't wanna be your friend

I can think and feel
I don't think you're real
I don't understand
I don't wanna be your friend

I don't wanna hear from you
Hear about the things you do
I don't wanna hear you out
About what you're going through
It's a pretty simple fact
I don't like the way you act
We really can't talk it out
I don't wanna talk it out

I Wish Blocking People Would Kill Them

love the world and it'll love you back

if you're a girl and single, DM me... maybe..

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling detached
There's no coming back
I wanted to say that
I hate you
The hate in my heart
It drives me so far
Away from the things that
I always knew

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

[Verse 2]
You're all getting kids
You're all bowling pins
That I would strike down
If life was a game
So thoughtless and cruel
You think you're so cool
I don't think you deserve
Another day

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?
I miss thе one that I know I lost
I miss the one that I lovе a lot
Drinking again in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

The Love I Lost - Fried by Fluoride

From "The Colour and the Shape" - http://smarturl.it/tcats

Everlong

Выключили свет

Kuuchuu Buranko - Plastic Tree

impacto - enjambre - sped up/nightcore - art by 8_0mph on tiktok

Let Down – Radiohead (Remastered)

prod. softscars

> lyrics <

i knew u would
break out
from my arms
i didn't want
to let u in
my heart
tell me what you saw
when u looked at me
was i everything u wanted me to be?
lost every piece
of what once was me
trying so hard to be just what u need

we didn't work out
guess ur happier now
beating my eyelids as my tears fall down
our love is up in the clouds
the silence speaks so loud
need to escape the thought of u somehow
when u start to walk away from me
i can't breathe
i only see u with me
send me down and i will fall

i knew u would
cause i knew u
u pushed and pushed
when u asked me
if i loved u
remember when
u didn't wanna leave my bed
i won't forget
all the pain u nailed inside my head

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

i'll die before i see u again

One More Night

morgenshtern, lil peep - повод x falling down (mash up)

Yahshua

詞：ワインレッド
曲：ボジーヘッド

カオスな時代明日が見えないけど　僕らはみんな助け合っていこう
カオスな時代不安は尽きないけど　僕らはみんな信じ合えるはずさ
人間誰でも本音を出せばわかり合えるだろう
人間誰でも素直になればわかり合えるだろう
人間誰でも本音を出せばわかり合えるだろう
人間誰でも素直になればわかり合えるだろう

カオスな時代明日はわからないけど　僕らはみんな前を向いていこう
カオスな時代先は見えないけれど　僕らはみんな信じ合っていこう
人間誰でも本音を出せばわかり合えるだろう
人間誰でも素直になればわかり合えるだろう
人間誰でも本音を出せばわかり合えるだろう
人間誰でも素直になればわかり合えるだろう

カオスな時代どんな未来がきても　僕らはみんな受け入れていこう
カオスな時代先が見えなくても　僕らはみんな協力していこう
人間誰でも本音を出せばわかり合えるだろう
人間誰でも素直になればわかり合えるだろう
人間誰でも本音を出せばわかり合えるだろう
人間誰でも素直になればわかり合えるだろう

わかり合えるだろう　わかり合えるだろう

カオスな時代 (Chaotic Age)

Новий світ - Сльози

Download "Koi No Yokan" here: http://smarturl.it/deftemp

Lyrics - "Change (In the House of Flies)"

I've watched you change 
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh
I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away
I've watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change.
Now you feel Alive
You Feel Alive 
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh

カオスな時代 (Chaotic Age)

The Red Wine