think i ran out of your love, your the best bro, we need to work tg on a track sometime, yk who i am lol

Love the style of this one, you should do more 👍

Scatterbrain

NOSTYLIST

What happened?

long may she reign!

lyrics
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remember when they said we wouldn’t strive
but we wrote it out and cracked the fucking code
remember when we lost our fucking minds
so sedated shit but now we on the road

the flowers out back if you wanna catch a glimpse
come thru to the crib you can see just how i grow
seltzer habit i’m a caffeine addict
two matches strike the pack so you can see the ember glow
full screen this one you gon wanna see the wrist
cause i’ve been icy in this bitch and it’s just me and all my bros
flow so clean i’ve been rolling in the deep
with a dell and a yeti maybe i should take it slow

wait
this the part that i haven’t yet made
ugh i hate when i’m alone in this place
my mind isn’t made up about today
but so far this weeks looking fucking great

monday we was in a gorgeous place
yeah tuesday we hit traffic in LA
uhh wednesday took another trip to the bay
yeah thursday drove for like 12 hours straight
ugh friday we was up in rose city
saturday just passed yeah it’s 1:43
now it’s sunday praying for another way
all i’m thinking bout in the van is your god damn face

i can’t hold back
you should know that
i shoulda never really hit you with that call back
i shoulda really thought about it before all that
now im alone in my room and it’s pitch black
pitch black
where my bitch at
i just got another on the way that shit is kick ass
i just made another dumb mistake and i cant list that
i’ll just kick it solo in my home let’s skip the chit chat

fuck this party
i ain’t leaving sorry
things aren’t looking great
and i
wish that i wasn’t 2,000 miles away
but let’s be honest
this is what you wanted
what can i say
lately i’ve been numbing all the pain when i step up on the stage

ember ft. eric godlow (prod. sorrow bringer)

this is a song about dealing with my diabetes

Sugar Overdoes

Spooky Black - Where Did You Go

Bleeding Out v1

VERSE I: $LICK $LOTH

Still depressed
Still misunderstood
Still popping pills, popping seals, smoking backwoods
Still smoke a swisher if you got it with you
Everybody won't me sober, but i'm not a quitter
I say the less you know the better
That west bank fire setter
$uicide dream team
It's that codeine fiend
Hell bound is what i'm deemed
Surrounded by crime scenes
Only peace that i know is sleep or be deceased
I can't call it anymore
Get more depressed when i'm on tour
Wake up in the middle of a war
Wake up wishing that i was a fucking corpse, fuck...

VERSE II: RUBY DA CHERRY

Yeah, now if we got a problem, then we got a problem
I don't give a fuck
I can't even see that far at the bottom
My cousin toxic, and i'm rotten
This ain't an option
I was opting out responsibility
Turn a new leave and get it poppin
Pull up on their fucking ass
All they do is fucking ask "can i flash you with the gas?"
And so i pull up on their ass then i ask "want to catch the gat's blast?"
It's always back to back
$uicide used to calm my depression, used to call it my progression, used to make me less upset and $uicide now causes all my depression

VERSE I: LIL NO FLASH

Sold out shows, but i don't believe in souls
So i doubt these shows are going to leave me feeling whole
A couple blunts i blow and now i'm idolized, a role model
That'll get 'em to get me to model clothes
I'd rather snort up roxy's until that dope battle rattles
Nope, i'm not about to tackle yet another problem
I'll have to put this one at the bottom
I feel like fucking sodom and gomorrah, but life is sweet
Another black petal falling down right at my fucking feet
Another flower rotten, a bouquet of efforts
Sour scents are haunting my defeat
Sold out funeral no live nation fee
Captivate 100,000 people
Still me and the reaper me
100,000 want to meet me
I hope they'll let me be

VERSE II: LIL HALF CUT

I'm able to paint a picture most people can't even see
Basquiat mixed with Monet when that heron in me
Self-critic thats speaking in cryptic
Defying the laws of physics
Let me be specific
Sadistic, mr. pessimistic
Slickity sloth the motherfucker they call the anti-christ
Used to dream of fans chanting, screaming that "$uicide!"
Now i get on Instagram and they're posting my personal life
I promise it's not what it seems
Climb up just to fall down a stream
Drag me to the river
The richer i get, the worse my liver gets
No strippers on my zipper
Still in my room
Keep it dark as i can
Remember scraping up change just for cigarettes
Immortalized $uicide
No they won't forget

VERSE I: LIL REMAINS

Yeah playa
Yeah playa
All my teeth gold
Damn playa
Damn playa
I still can't sleep though
Yeah playa
Yeah playa
I be that sheep eater
Wolf creeper but disuised as the grim reaper
Sad playa
Sad playa
I be that sad playa
Damn playa
Damn playa
Thought you was money making?
Yeah playa
Yeah playa
Don't change that i'm forsaken
Grey playa
Third razor
Laugh at you bitches hating
Yeah playa
Yeah playa
My pupils dilating
Dope shot up in my veins
I'm feeling nauseated
Law breaker
Law breaker
I'm trying to feel alive
Make sure my teeth gold when i'm filled up with formaldehyde
$uicide

VERSE II: PAPA PINE

Used to be called a bunch of things before they called me snow leopard
I froze up and shivered off the shards of cold weather with no effort
Leather belt around my throat feels so better than the rope i had before
The results are the same, but now i'm comfy when i go
I got hoes that burn their wrist with the blunt they rolled for me
And now i'm always stoned
Always home alone
In the back of the benz, i got my squad i know
But, i only see them on the road, and the rest i know just want to use you
Always want to used you
Snakes in my face, yeah, i think i'm medusa
Polo pajamas with the pockets ripped
The red, white and blue ones
That's why i'm always losing money, but don't let that confuse you because now i got a mouth full of gold, but baby i'm still a loser

I No Longer Fear The Razor 3

I NO LONGER FEAR THE RAZOR GUARDING MY HEEL (III)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

Life gets better 
If you say so 
You don’t understand it 
Well I guess we’re in the same boat 

I can’t honestly remember why you’re mad at me still 
And the fact that it’s not over swear it’s making me ill

I swear it’s making me stagnant 
Weighed down 
Need some rest 
I’d give you all I have so I can feel again you 
say that you wanna move along
 but you don’t show it 
You don’t give a shit 
You never did
And now I know it 

Well how am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back 

Shy away 
I try my best but Ill never change 
Go back 4 years 
And I’d feel the same  
I can’t stay afloat
I just stay awake 


All this time spent all alone 
Feel alright again and you know
Then you’ll see inside my mind 
Then I’ll wake up on my own 

If you leave then I get it, go
See the words past right over my head 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Not doing well but you could have guessed 
Think that I care the way that you dress
Look at my face 
Am I impressed?

How am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back

if you leave then i get it (prod. brody)

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody
art by @ihateshota
prod by https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

this song means a lot to me bc i don't really hold anything back and it felt so good to say all of this. that being said, im still not in the best mental state, but i'm trying my best.

can someone tell me why i feel this way about love
and why i try to hide my emotions behind these drugs
my friends just tell me its apart of growing up
my bones seem to get much older but i never feel in touch

i talk to my friends like i talk to the people inside of my head
and sometimes i ask them for closure cause i never remember what i said
so tell me what i have to do to feel grown up in this world
maybe ill ditch my old life and just try and go fall for a girl
cause its been a long time since i've felt a thing called trust
and i don't think i've fallen for a girl without feeling a bit of lust

break me down
to my core
and you'll see 
that im the enemy

my age is a factor in this but i feel like im falling too quick
and if i dont slow myself down maybe ill just mess up and ill slip

can someone tell me why i feel this way about love
and why i try to hide my emotions behind these drugs
my friends just tell me its apart of growing up
my bones seem to get much older but i never feel in touch

spotify

growing up

One Night Pt 2

theres nothing for me here anymore

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-dtqU97i4E

prod @darrenkmusic
swingsets out now

OFFICIAL VIDEO

anymore (prod. lokel)

fun while it lasted.


if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
get knocked down try again, get so nervous that I up chuck
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

You know I have no self control no need to fabricate the truth
then we can talk about the good times and all the evil things you do
Made a world full of your bullshit tried to fill my head with lies
so when I tell you that I’m leaving it should come as no surprise

no surprise, why’d i try? just to end up here again
fooled me once, fooled me twice, fooled around with all your friends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
Get knocked down and try again, but get so nervous that I up chuck 
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

maybe i could learn to skate 
or play guitar to compensate
for all the little secrets that i keep
cause my dreams warned, be on the ball.
i took advantage of it all 
she was my girl, lights in my world, my everything.
then life said sike, why’d you try? 
just to end up here again?
fooled you once fooled you twice, please don’t tell me it ends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

What happened?

Mi3tAkE✪

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