Come Closer

*am not claiming credit just wanted it on soundcloud*

Beach Bunny - Ringtone (100 Gecs Cover)

instrumental by ae beats ( composition by versus beats )original lyrics

selfish

//charli xcx's latest album hit very close to home during a time of heavy depression and anxiety. having the stems for the album freely available online empowered me as a charli fan and as a creative, and helped me realized these feelings in the first full song i've written in over a month. starting the night of 7/2, i made 5 or 6 different versions of this and got frustrated at my inability to make something good. but i kept pushing and by the next evening i'd ended up with this...weird...remix with a feature verse from me. idk. i'm just glad i did it. i love you @charlixcx

//lyrics to trvsh verse:
You know i like to party with you
You were hoping i’d come thru
Probably would’ve come for you
if i didn’t say I was busy all the time like I usually do

Can’t get out of bed, yeah that’s nothing new
Can’t get out of my head, what have I come to
I could wish I were dead, I could press Undo
Some may say that’s overdue cause I kill the mood

You know I wouldn’t show up in a weird state of mind
I’d just spend the night inside it and i say that i’ll be fine
Wonder if you worry ‘bout me or if your feelings align
Used to barely think about it, now I cry every time

I say loneliness is necessary, I know what I need
Happiness is temporary but I’m never up to speed
I’ll never be legendary but I know I could succeed
Know you’ll beg and you’ll plead, but just let me bleed

But someday I’ll throw a party for you, not just for two
I’ll even let your friends come through
I don't wanna let you down
but this is the most I can do

nintendogs

weston