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i still remember when we met 
i saw your silhouette
falling down the steps
wrapped up in a dress
mine was kinda see through
and yours was too
i wonder what you'd say to me if i walked to you

it isn't funny how we met
took an online personality test
i still remember what it said
'you're needing a reality check'
i thought that you could save me
i thought that you would care
i was desperate for affection and i saw you over there
say you need me
say id be right there
and i was much as you wanna talk to me daily i don't care

save it for the rest
i don't really care to talk about your boyfriend you had when you were 19
treat me like a lesson
don't write it off as something that it wasn't, you were broken bout it
yea you were

take my shirt off
and break my knees
you know everything
(tell me everything you know about me)
so what am I to you?
i wouldn't lie to you
what am I to you?

i can tell the truth
if you want me to
i wish i hadn't gone through hell and back to be with you
i almost ran with you
but you can't tell me to
i'm a freer man than i would be as a girl with you

12.9.22

Care

From Me To You (Vinyl Exclusives)

track 4 (instagram snippet w/ vocals)

NICE TRY

Vanisher, Horizon Scraper

RUIN MY LIFE

NO QUESTIONS ASKED

THE GREAT BAKUNAWA (with Danny Brown)

LEARN TO SWIM

BURNS DOWN

This is my album Belief. I think it's one of the better grunge albums ever out there. What do you think?

How to Eat Real Meat

Second Album, Slightly better than the first 

Only Time

Alternative  Rock Electronic Slow Motion Anthem  for 80s -90s lovers,  in new dress

Intro – dark ambient, slow build, distant echoes]
In the dark, an island rises,
you walk toward the lighthouse flame.
But the light has drowned in shadows,
[Bridge ]
it no longer calls your name.

[Verse – cinematic, hypnotic groove]
The sky is heavy, filled with stars,
they lead you where no path remains.
Branches reach like ancient fingers,
[Bridge ]
whispering leaves remember pain.

[Chorus – strong, melodic, deep voice with reverb]
Echoes of the island,
footsteps fading slow.
The further that you’re walking,
the less you seem to know.
[Mantra – repeated softly, layered voices]
All around… all around… all around…

[Bridge – spoken/half-sung, long poetic line, atmospheric]
And you believe it’s not the ending, but the silence stretches wider than the sea, wider than the night, wider than the memory of everything you tried to hold.

[Chorus – darker, heavier instruments, deep male vocal]
Echoes of the island,
nothing left to shout.
The more you try to follow,
the less you work it out.
[Mantra – whispered and echoing in background]
No way out… no way out… no way out…

[Instrumental intermezzo – guitars with reverb, dark synth layers]

[Chorus – final, layered vocals, emotional climax]
Echoes of the island,
shadows twist and drown.
Your voice returns in silence,
your body’s sinking down.
[Dual mantra – layered, call and response]
All around… [main vocal]
No way out… [echo vocal]
[Bridge ]
All around… [main vocal]
[Bridge ]
No way out… [echo vocal fading]

[Outro – slow fade, ambient, distant reverb]
No lighthouse in the silence,
no shoreline to defend.
The night repeats forever…
[Bridge ]
and still it never ends.

NO QUESTIONS ASKED

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