mixed, mastered, and produced by me

and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it
and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it

im 15 at the end of the day
oh my god im so bored im just tryna get paid
stressed out since 13 cause i can't find my place
i don't know what i am i just can't give a name
im 15 at the end of the day
oh my god im so bored im just tryna get paid
stressed out since 13 cause i can't find my place
i don't know what i am i just can't give a name
and i run

and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it
and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it

stream

run run run

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i learned to lose i learn
and its not an excuse to lurk
ill find another way
because without it livings not the same
today,
today.
today
today
today

theres just a difference in you
the silent whispers into
the air
the leaves they fall
today is not the same at all

the stray is locked inside the cage
there is nothing left to say
embarrased left up on the stage
just please stop staring at their face
today is not the fucking same


the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different

just step back right in line
leave all of them behind
they arent worth your time

they arent worth your time
they arent worth your time

the stray is locked inside the cage
there is nothing left to say
embarrased left up on the stage
just please stop staring at their face
today is not the fucking same (x3)

i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned

today is different

this song is a story thats very hard to understand

cause my head keeps rolling off
my jeans keeps rolling of my shoes
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my seams start ripping 
then my blood starts spilling onto you
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my legs give up 
i wont get up
its cause i think too much about forever and stuff
i call and text but its never enough
i try so hard but its never enough
cause my head keeps rolling off
my jeans keeps rolling of my shoes
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my seams start ripping 
then my blood starts spilling onto you
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
i miss when it was all brand new 
you keep me close and tight but 
now i think it was all for you 
they all want so much more for you
i just want what is best that true
cause my head keeps rolling off
my jeans keeps rolling of my shoes
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my seams start ripping 
then my blood starts spilling onto you
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you

queen of puppets

produced by me
supporting guitar by soju
mastered and additional production by @notlieu

lyrics

walk in and walk out
and get in and get out
youre what i want to be around
push in and push out
and get big and be loud
youre what i want to cry about

youll never be like me
cause youre crying in my arms
and everythings so hard
i said its right on
everythings my fault
cause im falling i cant stop
youre everything i wanted

ive been so bad at pushing for no push back
youre slipping through my fingers
and i know everything goes so fast
it makes me shiver
can you reconsider (it)

no youll never be like me
cause youre crying in my arms
and everythings so hard
i said its right on
everythings my fault
cause im falling i cant stop
youre everything i wanted

be loud

i crashed my car
i fail to care
i know i'll pay for that
you're not that bad
maybe you are
why are we saying that
you're all i want
nothing i need
so there's no changing that
i still act blind
when you're around
thinking just makes me sadder
thinking just makes me sadder
thinking just makes me sadder
  
fuck
think i'll see you tonight
i tried with all my might
to see another side
i'm running back
fuck
it's like i never cared
i hope i see you there
when i look in the mirror
it's not what i like
i'm running low, i
keep coming back, why.
i wanna know why.
this isn't alright
if i can't have you
then no one else can
now no one else can
think i ruined my life

i like, the way i hate the way you hate me back
you like, the way i hate the way i love you less
and i like, to think it's all i dream, this too shall pass
and you like, to act like all you did was nothing bad

my minds out of function
if it's not me then what than
you can act like it's ok
i'll play it cool

i still, love the way i'll look past
need to get my head back
you're the worst, i know that still
i'll play a fool

if i can't have u, no one can

Ghost Girl

i am a big https://soundcloud.com/1glaive fan 
man named crowbars: scared

LYRICS

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

aint no chance of survival,
20 shots to your spinal,
and if u wanna go cry boi,
we gon pull up wid that rifle,

where u at then ?
sed u wanna fite real hard,
but u madeleine,
keep a lil click like a guard ,
bringa sylo men,
givin me that lip,
then i dip em wid a mini skeng,

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

I was sipping soda! (h-h-hi dopa)
fucked up off sum liquor idk her 8)
crazy!
how u turned into a hoe ya
boring like da state of north dakota 
walk in to the club like im 18 
its crazy!
fake id n da police gonna chase me
i just threw up in da back
they gon hate me
now i got a cop on my ass tryna taze me
im a soldier (j-j-john)
ima walk into tha spot like im its owner
and my bros packing heat 
just like its sonar!
i been posted up i been smoking kosher
i been posted up i been smoking

"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

crowbars w/ glaive

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

srry#

me and my friend on a song

beat by me and @1hallow

talk down 💬 w/ SEBii (p. hallow + twikipedia)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

today is different

quannnic