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I speak here only to crucify myself 
The truth I cannot bare to confess 
It is here God confesses it on my behalf 
In a perfect way 

(Extra detail; West End Director invite in July.)

Codenames 
Demonic baby forced topic discussion
 
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Abortion dream interpretation for someone
(which is now my own portion) 

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5/18/25

OPEN MINDS

(Pre: there was some kind of race, involving arcane characters, where I was leading the pack in “Vi’s” position, although I wasn’t a “vi” main. Somebody had mentioned this, and I stopped playing the character because I I felt like it was too casual to feel good playing, also mentioning that jinx was bad after the nerf, but started playing jinx to the best of my ability. I saw flashbacks of old jinx, who could spam her dropkick, auto targeting any nearby player, now having to aim it.) 

I had a dream where I was on an island, and at glance was a ton of entertainment, but all of the entertainment was corrupted in one sense of sin or another. I had grazed by all the areas until I reached an area that just showed tons of lewd pictures for a game show run by what would be called “edgy teens” and I immediately diverted my gaze and walked off. Suddenly, the people themselves became corrupted, to the point of being zombie like, and hyper aggressive, slowly becoming a nightmare. They would chase and consume in a violent manner until you were no longer yourself. I was running, but I had some sort of innate ability where my body would dissipate and I could enter someone else’s. I entered ******[6] body, becoming one thought. She was like a witch, able to use commands and the forces would follow them, but there was this small, doll like monster that if ****** ever got near, there was a corroding, harsh pain that came from its atmosphere and depleted that power… so, to give it a command to turn away would significantly harm her in the process. She kept running, until I realized running would not work. I layed down in a bedroom; a house on the island unlocked, and ****** was given a command to herself, to go unconscious, so that when she was consumed, head first, she would pass quickly with minimum torment. I phase out, to a house on this island, and me and my sister were fighting tooth and nail to survive. I remember one man who was possessed by death who fought with me, and I hardly won. My mother came home, and we tried to tell her the severity of what was going on, but she didn’t believe us. I phase out, and I’m in another house with [SHOW DIRECTOR] filming, and I’m apart of the cast that is directly inspired by this actual happening. There is a vivid scene of the island I fall into, and I begin a mischievous endeavor to engage in sin and folly while restraining myself, touching ****** while talking to her, and then switching to ***** in another entertainment booth, looking into her eyes. A moment seemed to weaver, and suddenly I was facing a black camera lense as the island dissipated. I phase out again, where I’m rehearsing lines for this island play with mrs.*****, but I keep forgetting my lines and blocking instructions, my teacher is frustrated with me, and I’m frustrated with practically everything regarding this, unable to handle repercussions for what I’m trying to follow through with, letting out a curse word at one point and apologizing as my distress was very easy to identify. I was scared I’d be taken off of the cast of “my original story show”. She seemed to appeal to the other students to judge me, and I told her she was just fettering to her crows at one point before the curse word. ***** was there, and was baffled that I said this to her face, but only highlighted the surprise and said nothing more. Eventually I phase out, and I’m doing something I don’t remember, that takes -4- hours out of rehearsal time as I come back late. As I pull up in an unrecognized vehicle, I see others outside apart of the show eventually wave at me, and some had saw me and judged silently.

Pt.2 
Di-vien

I just like chill songs... and sometimes other songs.

I really appreciate SoundCloud fucking all my likes up when I linked my Spotify and added hundreds of songs I’ve never even played once

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