feelin glass shards rippin my arm
feel the blood drippin out of my skin
yea my head feels real fuckin light
if ya feel it claim insurance tonight

if you wanna learn, you just need to ask more
cos i'm about to give out more game than you could buy a class for
all you're gonna need is a passport and a glass door
and you can be educated as fuck n only half poor

first go sign up for lemonade insurance
make sure you do this first or your hand's gonna be ruined
pick the option with the burglar bars and the smoke alarms
so you can pay $8/mo and not a leg and arm

now lemme break it down: the shower door method
you break the glass with your hand then the money you collect it
the renter's insurance are gonna pay up man they expect it
now go to university and spend what you collected

now you might think this shit is funny
but I'm pickin glass out my hand n countin up my money

if you think life comes free you can sit, cry & cower
but if you wanna cook a degree you gotta break a couple showers

the shower door method

YTCracker tracks pulled from ytcracker.com/hismusicdirectory

I don't own this, only bump to it. --peace peace

Ytcracker - Legacy

Amplitude Problem - Enter My World FT. YTCracker (Max James Remix)

im as persistent as you are stubborn
i keep on hovering round you i just want your love and
dont know how to earn it
anything i need to know im sure that i will learn it
but you know there aint nobody perfect -

i cant avoid being annoying when i shoot my shot
i cant avoid the way im feeling and the way youre not
i cant avoid this mild obsession slowly turning to a curse
every time i think about us not together and it hurts

trying all these different methods ways to rope you in
playing little games with you that i can only hope to win
little gifts and little notes that i go stuff into your coats
folded into little triangles i decorate with quotes

little platitudes and anecdotes with hearts around the border
and a little signature with my nickname tucked in the corner
little hint of my cologne i sprayed up on the outer surface
every time i even think about you baby i get nervous

cause im so deep in the friend zone
yea im so deep in the friend zone
i cant get out
ill never get out
im so deep in the friend zone
yea im so deep in the friend zone
i cant get out
ill never get out

all the times we sit around and were just lounging on the couch
or i watch you from your bedroom as you tidy up the house
my heart is doing backflips and my stomachs all in knots
and im thinking all these crazy thoughts

think about the times i make you laugh while we are working
and the way you roll your eyes around whenever i be flirting
the way you tell me stop whenever im preaching a sermon
about how we should date because im such a awesome person

got a lot of suitors and the competitions stiff
but i want to make the leap and im here standing on the cliff
wonder what its like to have you clasping on my hand
if we took the jump together and we see where we would land

i guess ill stay in orbit til the universe is over
because thats the only way that i will ever feel some closure
love it how you humor me so i might have a chance
every time i make a comment about getting in your pants

ytcracker - friend zone

compartmentalization like i was runnin' Qubes

tragedy and system load

marshall be the reason i stay drinkin 211s
22 up in his skull - no i don't believe in heaven
matthew used to sell me big fat sacks of dexedrine
overdosed now i'll never get see that man again

josh and i used to make chiptune metal music
found his girlfriend hangin from a tree and i watched him lose it
thought he'd be fine - little damage - but he'd get through it
8 years later dead in a truck - his own doin

life is all we got - tragedy and the joy
hate to say it but you know that they're a part of the story
don't give a fuck about glory - its all about allegory
no light without the darkness, contrast keeps us from purgatory

do my best to not ponder questions that do not matter
i promise i'll never be the one to make my brain splatter
am i a useless piece of shit, trapper, hacker, or a rapper
i am none and all of the above i'm just another chapter

--

sometimes i forget that i grew up without my own mother
all i have are stories told by my father and my brother
i look just like her - sometimes i think bout the pistol striker
i digress - for years these thoughts be lurkin like a spider

so many people close to me talk about suicide
haven't even started to remember everyone that's died
hypnotized, thoughts of death - they romanticize
hotline will not help them realize that there's no paradise

you must utilize the pain joy and sacrifice
every little moment - good or bad - perfect art defined
this abstraction i rely - leaving thoughts of death behind
might as well be alive until i am neutralized

so open your eyes its another crazy fuckin day
it don't matter what yo good at - it don't matter what you['re] paid
are you you afraid? don't let it fade, soak it all in
every little feeling is a part of your blueprint

0x3b

lobotomy

ntopng

Saturday Sixteens #4
Beat by Shirazi Beats: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkeZKcmwc4I
Samples from: Lord of War, Call of Duty Modern Warfare
Image modified from Pexels: https://www.pexels.com/photo/action-adult-back-view-coat-415274/

Lyrics:
Neighborhood sellin I'm droppin nines
Discount shoppin and they formin lines
Sixteen in the front, eight in the back
I got what you want, gimme the FLAC 
Gimme a hollar, if you want Tech
Nine for a dollar, gimme the check
Tell me what you want, we can rock it
Lemme run on home, raid my closet
You wanna break bones, think I got it
You wanna throw stones, I still profit
You wanna go to war? Let's start three
You wanna buy some more? Get at me
World war four with the sticks and the stones
Distribute the fire, stay rockin phones
Words are the weapons gimme the mic
Just point, click, shoot and call in the strike

Arms Dealer

hack by my lonely

hey kid are you a computer wizard

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tragedy and system load

yung innanet