✩I FEEL SO ALIVE✩ ꒰◍ᐡᐤᐡ◍꒱ - I FEEL SO IN LOVE (prod. QQ εїз)

I Heard That Noise

This House

I Punched Through The Wall

Raven

Enything

The Roof By The Watertower

i cant go out tonight

snow

standing underneath the pink flamingo 
crooked knee locked in place to say 
relax enjoy the show
inebriated stumbling aimlessly
i see the you inside of you and inside of me
and i wonder how we got so wound up in this place
drunk on equilibrium leather and lace
the lawman's big brown brimming hat 
serves to let us know 
though we paid big top circus prices 
still order reigns below
flex a sexual muscle
incite a pleasure riot
the motto here is "it stays here" 
and so "when in rome" you try it

falling into this temporary bliss
where none of us will remember this
thrill to deeply penetrate 
a memory left to rot
among the refuse we consumed 
we purged and we forgot
our favorite tricks and masquerades 
devils we all know
just tell me you like what you see in me
a hole inside a hole
you want me need me you live to please me 
i'm irresistible
my darkest disease distancing my body from my soul
and here we swim in pools of pleasure and delight
where narcissist and egotistical manias collide

whatever influence evaporates societies
the same destroyer lives inside of you and inside of me
collective unconscious' death wish hangs on us like a prophecy 
the end of divisions 
and all our religions 
and jungian philosophy
a formless hand reaching through the veil
finger flicking insects unwitting 
economies of scale
networked neurotic lights in fibrous conduits 
signal our distress
too late for feedback 
all you'll hear are the gasps of shock on every breath
hacking through our human roots 
to dig a loamy grave
so future culture carbon testers 
will date us here one day

hand

New Life

Lightweight

Raven

quickly, quickly