Bubblegum

I was living with my granny had no water in the crib
I’on listen what they say and I’on care bout what they feel
Now they trynna say they sorry
But I’m deaf it’s hard to hear
Through the pain i’m still gon smile like I bought some new veneers
Man it’s okay
Cause now I’m Steppin out i’m fresher than some Colgate 
And on this road I had to make sure that my tolls paid 
I told my mama that I’m fed up with these long days
Uh huh, wait
Tell me if you know the feeling when your back against the wall
Hard for me to shed a tear I’m used to seeing bodies fall 
19 when he passed told that nigga imma ball
Got these chains up on my neck but still ain’t colder than my heart 
Hard for me to love the cash when I got demons in the crib
Skellies deep inside my closet hard to leave em in the rear
I’m still doing what I gotta, I refuse to be in fear
I’m a product of the block I tried to leave, it’s hard to steer

From apartment to apartment I been living on the run
Tried to leave shit in the past, but it keep on coming up
Vacant lots where I be sitting trynna get this money up
I was rolling with my brodies, know they always show me love
But I know that everything is really out for what it seems
I was stressing with no options here exploding at the seams
If my bro done taught me anything it’s stack by any means 
“Even if you get it dirty there’s a way to make it clean”
Man they don’t know about them nights where I was fed up left alone
My father showed me all the papers said to do it on your own 
I was 15 at the time and been the man inside the own
I was stressing but I promised that I’d make it on my soul
I seen the pain seen the struggle hate to see my mama cry
I was sick and fucking tired trynna barely make it by
You want a difference be the difference words that I be living by
Even if I never make it owe my life to it to try

I was living with my granny had no water in the crib
I’on listen what they say and I’on care bout what they feel
Now they trynna say they sorry
But I’m deaf it’s hard to hear
Through the pain i’m still gon smile like I bought some new veneers
Man it’s okay
Cause now I’m Steppin out i’m fresher than some Colgate 
And on this road I had to make sure that my tolls paid 
I told my mama that I’m fed up with these long days
Uh huh, wait
Tell me if you know the feeling when your back against the wall
Hard for me to shed a tear I’m used to seeing bodies fall 
19 when he passed told that nigga imma ball
Got these chains up on my neck but still ain’t colder than my heart 
Hard for me to love the cash when I got demons in the crib
Skellies deep inside my closet hard to leave em in the rear
I’m still doing what I gotta, I refuse to be in fear
I’m a product of the block I tried to leave, it’s hard to steer

against the wall freestyle [prod. andyr]

AIN'T LIVING RIGHT

#SCFirst
Prod. Bri-C, Shokwave, Binomadeit

lyrics:
1–2–3
When the clock strikes 9
I’d be ready for a fight 
And you’d never see me bleed 
But that doesn’t make it right, baby
I can feel the difference when you do you never tried
All the times I gave you help you took for granted every night 
And now I’m staring at the ceiling with the lights off
I’m counting every crack like moments that we been lost
Even silence got a voice when you’re involved 
I try to shake it from the past but it’s been hard 

Cause I still see your shadow in the driveway light
I can still hear you laughin’ on a Thursday night
But I won’t go back, no I can’t rewind
Cause a story like yours don’t deserve a second try
And I don’t know what you’re doing 
But I’m wishing you meant well
It’s all good you don’t have to prove it you can leave me alone 
Now when you hit my phone
The message at the tone
Tells me that you
Miss me “can you please come home?”
I been wondering hours on the end
Bout what you thought it was 
How could you regret
You made a choice now you’re laying in the bed 
I can’t believe it when you say you wanted this 

Now I’m scrollin’ through the past, tryna edit out your name
Guess it’s easier to pass when I blame you for the pain
Croppin photos every smile that I see of me is fake 
Hard to picture me as happy when you took it all away 
And the looking glass self got me feeling hurt now
Saw a future in your smile til I saw it turn down
Like a house made of dreams that the wind burned down
I been skimming through the smoke but our loves unfound 

Yet I still see your shadow in the driveway light
And I still hear you laughin’ on a Thursday night
But I won’t go back, no I can’t rewind
Cause a story like yours don’t deserve a second try
I don’t know what you’re doing 
But I’m wishing you meant well
It’s all good you don’t have to prove it you can leave me alone 
Now when you hit my phone
The message at the tone
Tells me that you
Miss me “can you please come home?”
I been wondering hours on the end
Bout what you thought it was 
How could you regret
You made a choice now you’re laying in the bed 
I can’t believe it when you say you wanted this

Come Home (with Bryce Brixton) [prod Bri-C x shokwave x binomadeit]

Sweet Nothing

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bluff
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freestyle.

Tired of reminiscing thinking bout how shit was
I was all in this for nothing but I still miss your touch
Called me everything but you never called a bluff
I could never say the same always knew some shit was up
Tell me one time, did you even really feel it
Please just be honest cause I really need to heal this
Late at night I’m on a drive, take my feelings trynna reel it 
I ain’t finna lie you took the fate we had and sealed it 

Took all my bags, ran away and did the dash
And you took all my cash, it’s okay I’ll make it back
But the time we spents invaluable it’s hard for me to track
Physically I’m moving on but mentally I’m still attached oh lord
And that door gon stay open, I wish i had a choice 
But I wish id never hear from you I’m blocking out the noise 
Push and pull done got me fucked up im hanging on the boards
Like I say all the time, this is not what I want
But for real I owe apologies I need all my dogs
Cause no matter what’s gon happen they keep me on my toes
I can’t get away from you I need something more
But I know if I keep taking I’ll be trapped in your claws

Tired of reminiscing thinking bout how shit was
I was all in this for nothing but I still miss your touch
Called me everything but you never called a bluff
I could never say the same always knew some shit was up
Tell me one time, did you even really feel it
Please just be honest cause I really need to heal this
Late at night I’m on a drive, take my feelings trynna reel it 
I ain’t finna lie you took the fate we had and sealed it

bluff. [prod. urbs]

Just A Little

muchas veces procuramos satisfacer a nuestra pareja sin que aquella persona haga cambios por nosotros. necesitamos aprender a poner limites que nos permitan ser felices en una relacion y en su caso, aprender a soltar a quien no nos dará lo que merecemos en reciprocidad a lo que ofrecemos. amarse a si mismo es crucial para recibir y dar amor de una manera saludable.

FUERA DE SERVICIO

I been thinking 'bout the way that life is going 
Without thinking I been going through the motions 
Every time I get going it stop rolling
All the times I hear you name I lose my focus
When you smile & say my name I just start floating
I don’t love you but I think that you important 

I remember when you told me to stay open
Is this love all I know is you important
All times that we was talking on the porch & 
I looked you in your eyes, baby you so gorgeous
I remember when you told me to stay open

Stay open 
Stay open, for me
Stay open 
Stay open, for me
Cause baby I’m open 
I’m open, trust me
I’m open 
I’m open, trust me

Always feels like it’s the first date 
Nervous even though I’ve known you since the 1st grade 
Overwhelmed & I can’t think straight 
You know you cause it in the worst way, okay
Never feel the same with you 
Hand in hand us makes two
Tell me that the pain heals soon 
I just wanna be with you 

I remember when you told me to stay open
Is this love all I know is you important
All times that we was talking on the porch & 
I looked you in your eyes, baby you so gorgeous
I remember when you told me to stay open

Stay open 
Stay open, for me
Stay open 
Stay open, for me
I’m open 
I’m open, trust me
I’m open 
I’m open, trust me

Pray to god for your soul to keep 
If you need faith then just take a leap 
Is this the way it’s supposed to be
It’s you and me and the devil makes three
Pray to god for your soul to keep 
If you need faith then just take a leap 
Is this the way it’s supposed to be
It’s you and me and the devil makes three

(Produced By Adam Haag)

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(Prod. Adam Haag)

Open

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