oh no

you said that we could 
catch up another time
cus i caught you 
on a bad day

you said you’d understand 
when i felt this way
but i know you won’t 
i know you don’t

i’m tired of this new shit
teach me how to be like you
I’m scared of messing up again
cus i still like you how i used to

you said that we could 
catch up another time
cus i caught you 
on a bad day

you said you’d understand 
when i felt this way
but i know you won’t 
i know you fucking don’t 

i know you won’t 
i know you don’t

catch

happiness in my heart
paintings on the wall

Heart Paintings

written by nicole and i did guitar and such, shes amazing check her out

vulnerable people aside treacherous seas w/ micmole

liner

an old version of lilies from before I got julia to agree to sing on it and also made it more electronic

lilies, but different *unreleased*

Forgot

Wish i could talk to you
Wish you could talk to me too

Wish i could say your name
Without feeling like i do
Scaring you

I don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again

Miss walking in the snow
I miss the places we would go
I miss being your friend
I miss being around you
Around you

And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend

recorded in the autumn of 2015.
album artwork by ivanna masera

Miss

frail is how I see me
giving up on changing is ending me
feeling like I can’t feel
just another symptom you can’t heal

find nothing in everything 
mend my brain don’t want to break again
i can make you crave to be
someone that you’re really afraid to see

ignoring that corner inside of my
mind
tried to make sense of the patterns
im wrong
dream of a beauty in being so 
dull
disordered condition of living 
done choice

heart pounding why not be
learn to swim inside the dark abyss
you can make me so weak
use me like you used to when im sick

ignoring that corner inside of my
hell
tried to make sense of the patterns
they’re gone
dream of a beauty in being so 
numb
disordered condition of dying 
done choice

frail

mine in the drive (demo)

In memory of Quinn
June 16, 1998 - March 01, 2018

"every moment is fleeting, you could drop dead at any minute, so why not express yourself to the people you don't know in order to connect on an emotional level, so you feel like you have something to offer to someone out there, even if it isn't much."

rot

dissociative youth

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