Name: lilies, but different *unreleased* by bedbug
Duration: 3 min 6 s
Description: an old version of lilies from before I got julia to agree to sing on it and also made it more electronic

collecting bunches of flowers from the sidewalk cracks on the way to your house so i can stare longingly at the door and then slowly walk away

killing time, nothing feels right
and now i wait until these days die
you’re a falling cloud, I couldn’t just dream
of you being mine, i drowned in your eyes

it drags me down, the way the sunbeam
passes you by, you are your own light
I distilled your soul, the perfume feels warm
I wear you now, my breath will thin out

I won’t stay the same and maybe I’ll be fine 
wake up still asleep so dream, water it down

your eyes

goodbye, to you
i'll never see you again
but i'll write a song 
with your name

i know you bleed
i thought i saw you again
but it's just a shadow 
why can't i join you
why can't i join you

my18boy

oh no

anzyeity

liner

before the party

an old version of lilies from before I got julia to agree to sing on it and also made it more electronic

lilies, but different *unreleased*

don't go; summer's almost over
too slow; call you when i'm home
bad luck; promise that i'm tough
your call; waiting in the car

lovers stay in love when push comes to shove
summer turns to fall
you still have my heart

bad luck

Julie 4/7/20

Wish i could talk to you
Wish you could talk to me too

Wish i could say your name
Without feeling like i do
Scaring you

I don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again

Miss walking in the snow
I miss the places we would go
I miss being your friend
I miss being around you
Around you

And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend

recorded in the autumn of 2015.
album artwork by ivanna masera

lilies, but different unreleased

bedbug

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