i need sum help (VIDEO IN DESC)

@nevermadeithome
@jolst
@pekarot_161

i can never get myself to care
you can try to fix me but you cant
blurs in my vision overhead
stumbling around, it's only chance
its only chance
damage
i set up the scene in which i land in
pull the curtains down, you cannot make me stand this
i ran in
ruined all i had my hand in
i sit back no use in standin
you wouldn't understand it
too much on my mind
wish i could agree
i couldn't stomach all the lies
i go back there all the time
now you see, i can never get it right

nevermadeithome:
u really ruin my mood
guess thats all on me
cast that shit behind
like a cloak check my feet
i be dancing on my own in my room
keep romancing on ur phone ur not cool
damage
i set up the scence in which i land in
u use to own 2019 but u vanished
savage u know u fdk up panic
u been round to long i guess that u had it

vanish w/ nevermadeithome (jolst x pekarot)

lyrics

I just think I need a little space right now
cause every now and then I think of them somehow 
don't stay awake
just go to sleep
promise I'll be safe n sound

ur getting lost in the finer things
he risked it all on a wedding ring 
stop and wait
stop and think if it's the smartest thing
but fuck it I'm drunk rn and honestly I can't pretend
I wouldn't lay down my life just to save urs
and when I'm drunk I just say what I'm thinking more 
haunt the walls paint the floors with my brain of course
hear the call put it down I don't wanna talk

1 o'clock by the water front 
just let me know if u had enough
just let me know if I get too much
cause goodness knows that I can be a lot
lips locked up and she say she'd buy my flavour 
baby hope u know that I cannot be ur savior 
heart crossed up and I wouldn't wanna waste her
cause she seen some of my problems and she say it doesn't phaze her 

throw back to the first night
she kiss on on my lips and I get frostbite
its alright 
it's alright
drinking smirnoff straight n ur smiles so nice
I said I'm headed home
she said the fuck u are
ita 4am and a couple hundred miles from ur House
just say if there's something wrong
sit down u can sing ur sing
I said that we don't talk about the shit that we been thing bout 

I think I need a little space rn
cus every now and then I think of them somehow
don't stay awake
just go to sleep
I promise I'll be safe n sound

it's getting late in the night and it's kinda snowing 
so let me know if u figure out where u think ur going 
it's getting late in the night and it's kinda snowing
let me know where u think ur going


kinda snowing. (back2thapast x irby)

if we died, would our ghosts fw each other?

this city is a monster

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this city is a monster (feat. hamilton) [p. stay woozy]

prod by. noski x essar
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and essar https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4ck80Z9prYfnSElUW5_ezQ

lyrics:
everydays a struggle, everything is fucked up
i don't know what to say to you
tryna lift the rubble, crush it when i come up
i can't even make it through, but shit i ain leavin
i got too many things to believe in
they wont text me like "bro are you down?"
i gotta figure my own shit out.

where did i go wrong? i've been static for way too damn long
will you trust me? don't say that it's gone, say that it's gone, say that it's

you can tell me i'm stupid i know, 
but there's not any blood on the floor
i won't end my own life that's forsure,
i know that there's more there's gotta be
more than this, there's gotta be

more than this.

hold the applause
produced by @prodbybrody
featuring @sewerperson
mixed by nine to 5 and sewerperson

lyrics:
both:
so won't you hold the applause
cause its all that i got
i know its not a lot, but it feeds me the strength that i would need to move on

nine to 5:
I did all the things that i said i would
Try to push me to the side but you never could no
I’m breaking through the walls it’s competitive
Now im taking to the bottle like a sedative woah

After all of this time and i still get it wrong
I won’t tell you what you wanted hear no more
Yeah you played me a game tryna get up the score
But i aint finished yet i’m still coming for more

So won’t you hold the applause
Cuz its all that i got
You tore it apart
It was doomed from the start
Fallin for your mirage 

Falling from nothing
But oh its so exciting
To go
To these places i aint been before
You took hold my body sunk it into the floor

going insane, my body is sore
i feel a lot different than i did before
seasons have changed, i'm closing these doors
i'm burning these bridges can't take anymore
so take all i am, i'll do what i can
but nothing will satisfy you in the end
but i understand, it's all gone as planned
you fucked up my head but i'll take what i can

sewerperson:
Seventeen nights in the grip of cold hands
Baby i try do u right while u just doing what u can
Wails heard thru the night from somewhere deep inside the branch
Toss out a flare we can light up the world
Ash floats thru the air as this fire unfurls
Tell me how this shit compare to a night better spent
Watch The banshee touch down on to the charring grasslands

Won’t you hold the applause
Cause its all that I got
I know its not a lot but it feeds me the strength I would need to move on
With her taste on my tongue
And my hand on my heart
I cant be what u need but I swear on my life I will be what u want
With the grace of a wisp
She comes right around and attaches to my hip
She whispers are u scared and I said maybe just a bit
U know I cant lie when u look at me like this
When u look me in my eyes
I know u could see into my soul into my mind
U know I know I could never get away with lying
That’s why its the truth that without u id rather die

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nine to 5 - hold the applause ft. sewerperson (prod. brody)

staring at the sky pt.2 ft sendflowrs (caves)

Ima misfit

FIRST LADY

been waiting to collab with gloomE :)
@gloom3

We'll Keep Falling w/ gloomE [prod. BLADE901]

LYRICS:
(JoshuaSageart)
Nothing can compare to the way you make me feel
If it’s the end of the world tomorrow please just tell me it was real 
If you need me I’ll be standing on an island with the stars in the sky
I swear to god I’ll be shining
I ain’t lying,I’m surviving 
She wanna sing me her songs before the night ends 
Take me away from a place I know 
And we’re on our way and we’re far from home 
I’m not the same as I was before 
And that’s just because she walked out the door

(EndOfWorld)
its the end of the world
we can really turn nothing into something look at the stars how they shine
i can see us in all consestalltions
Cause you know
im gone im gone im gone


(JoshuaSageart)
Nothing can compare to the way you make me feel
If it’s the end of the world tomorrow please just tell me it was real 
If you need me I’ll be standing on an island with the stars in the sky
I swear to god I’ll be shining
I ain’t lying,I’m surviving 
She wanna sing me her songs before the night ends 
Take me away from a place I know 
And we’re on our way and we’re far from home 
I’m not the same as I was before 
And that’s just because she walked out the door

(StarInTheSky)
I have a star in the sky
And it's just for you
So when the world ends
We'll have a perfect view
Explore the whole galaxy
Baby come with me
I'm hopelessly spinning around without you
I can't help but tell everyone I meet about you
Can't help but kiss every single one of your tattoos
I would take a bullet in my chest if I had to for you
Just hold me I adore you...

(David Entendu)
I adore youuu
Like Jasmine and Aladdin 
We’ll make magic happen
Every wish I got
Know I’d spend them all on you
And yeah, I know you’re broken
Baby, I am too
But if you take this chance
Promise you’ll feel Brand New
Hold me through the season change
Would you ever take my name?
She text me that she felt the same
Love’s the drug to numb our pain
And you’re the star to guide my way
An angel above my bed frame

(Shigaraki)
?
Sitting in my room
Writing love songs about you
Id risk it all for you
Id fucking die for you
?

(SteadySuffer)
and i’m still shining bright for you
lost times, i fell like i’m dying for you
i don’t wanna be a write for you
i just wanna find time with you
don’t, dont, don’t they know
it’s the end of the world as we know it
this is all we have so you better not blow it
thoughts crawling out our face while our eyes burn
stuck with the feeling of pissed 
i’m sick of following you 
this is not what i planned 
no, this is not the way out
friday nights, no feelings aside from my head
drugs on my bed, why do i feel like this

(Wstdyth)
i just hope that u remember me 
shawty i don’t wanna ever lose ur energy 
i been always by ur side 
will you stay around to fight the night 
when it’s done maybe we can be alright 

maybe u don’t wanna talk and it’s okay 
shooting me at close range 
i been feeling so grey 
like i’m made stone 
ur holding my cold face 
i said i would always love u baby ur my snowflake

(QUINSEA)
If you could take it all back would you do it different
Ever since that day youve been acting kinda distant

And you still tell me that you care
Snowflakes resting in my hair

Gravity keeps pulling us together
Holding hands in the frigid weather
Baby you can wear my sweaters
I love you
Wish i showed it better

Stars are falling from the sky
Teardrops running from your eyes
Feeling fine wait thats a lie
Writing sad songs every night

And all you ever cared about
Was getting high
Cuts on your thighs
To ease your mind 
To feel alive

✮JoshuaSageArt✮ - https://soundcloud.com/joshuasageart
7071 - @00000001111111
✰ STARINTHESKY ✰ - https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky
david entendu - https://soundcloud.com/davidentendu
Shigraki - https://soundcloud.com/xshigarakix
steadysuffer - https://soundcloud.com/steadysuffer
wstdyth - https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth
Droozy - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJU_LuOeWrQ01e08UIIP6HQ
Servatus - https://soundcloud.com/servatus

Gravity w/ JoshuaSageart, david entendu, steadysuffer, wstdyth, Shigaraki, 7071 & STARINTHESKY

quinsea