not gonna do anything stupid just had to get these emotions out

Lyrics:
This is it. I'm done.
My head's spinning again it's
too much

every morning is more attempts
only seeing the same results
started wondering my importance
I became a shell, a husk

and I can't identify the words
that can accurately describe these
feelings boiling inside me
To keep moving forward
is slowly increasing in difficulty
shit is mortifying

my deepest apologies I didn't mean to bother,
They tryna pick at my brain, I feel llike cannon-fodder
Anxiety is like a stain, can't seem to get it off, huh?
They leading lambs to slaughter, 
I dont wanna be apart of...

There's no use in pointing the finger
already set in stone now
I'm fizzling out
Tell me you see misfortune is winning
treading for too long I wanna drown
my body wont be found.

I damn near lost everything I've ever loved, ever loved, ever loved
Can't push aside all of this pain, I've had enough, had enough, had enough
Momma you tried everything, thanks for not giving up, giving up, giving up
Father you left us astray, were we not enough, not enough, not enough [2x]

(Wanted more and more and more...)

I don't think I'm enough.

Made This Instead Of Plotting My *******

Feel The Distortion. Forever Lost. The Fool.
Skeleton of https://soundcloud.com/saikomahou

(pronounced Cuh-Lawn) 
Chronic Perfectionist.
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Some loser with too much time on his hands.

Made This Instead Of Plotting My *******

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