you said you're sorry cause you never reply
but all i'm doing is trying to help so could you please tell me why 
why don't you reply 
maybe you don't miss me or you have no time 
or maybe you moved on and you think i'm doin fine
but you can see my face , look into my eyes 
they're reddish from the joints and from all the tears 
every single tear i shed for you 
could fill up every dry lagoon 
and i wish my eyes dried too 
i can't bare with this i might end it all soon

i'm trying to hang on 
i'm trying really fucking hard 
but every time i try to move on 
it gets even more fucking harsh
i get so lost i can't count the hours 
i go somewhere else where i only see flowers

you said you're sorry cause you never reply
but all i'm doing is trying to help so could you tell me why 
why don't you reply 
maybe you don't miss me or you have no time 
or maybe you moved on and you think that i'm doin fine
but you can see my face , you can look into my eyes

why don't you reply (splashgvng)

blink your eyes and it's here

with @ejcarrmusic
executive produced by immortal

enjoy. <3

lyrics:
torture me
what you see
is only make believe
forcibly
tell me things
you only wish you’d think

i’m taking back everything i said i would
everything i said i could do for you
just fell back into my hands
it never mattered what i said
cuz by the time i went to bed
i forgot what you told me
just hold me like you love me again
if only you had known what it meant

if only i’d seen the sunshine 
before it died 
the permanent shadow 
it cast across my mind 

if only 
i hadn’t been so selfish 
ensure me
that you’d had done what i did 
but it’s gone 
with the words that i’ll never say 

if only 
i’d had seen the rock 
what it brought 
knocking in circles 
and laughing in purple 
is trapped in a memory 
left with a lesser me 
leading to countless nights 
hurting and wondering 

what if i had told you 
what if i had told you more 

i’m taking back everything i said i would
(what if i had told you?)
everything i said i could do for you
(what if i had told you more?)
just fell back into my hands
it never mattered what i said
(what if i had told you?)
cuz by the time i went to bed
i forgot what you told me
just hold me like you love me again
(what if i had told you more?)
if only you had known what it meant

everything i said i would
(everything i said i would)
everything i said i could do for you
just fell back into my hands
(its all in my hands)
it never mattered what i said
cuz by the time i went to bed
i forgot what you told me
just hold me like you love me again
if only you had known what it meant

(torture me, what you see is only make believe)

spotify & apple!

if only w/ evan carr [immortal x aidan han]

Featuring heylog: @heylog

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

[heylog]
Save me before I use this knife
This pain grew on me over time
I wish I was a kid my whole life
'cause I see things that I feel sorry for my eyes

So baby I'm crazy
Don't think you could date me
But I don't have problems
Like your drinking habits
She goes out for the night
To hangout with some guys
Who could care less for her
But she doesn't seem to mind
No she doesn't seem to mind
Mom's worried sick
And dad's tryna ring her line
But she don't pick up
She's gone for the whole night

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

garbage

welcome

not home. - welcome w heylog (Irby)

produced by jacob vallen

lyrics

on my desk theres two lighters and a picture of us
i look at it everytime i sing so i know just what im singing for
i smoked too much
i get asthma attacks everytime that i wake up
she said baby sorry bout the makeup
its okay ill put it in the wash we can stay up
anything to spend some more time
cause i dont got time anymore
i been trying to get used to living with the choices that i made
cause i dont like living with myself
its something that im praying for
i pray i pray i pray

can you call me when u wake up
call me when u hear this
hope you hear it more than once
i been trying to get away
but ever since i quit its been calling out my name
my mind can be a confusing place
think of you as my happy place
i dont want no change baby
but nowadays i dont do much
nowadays i work so hard
i hope that its all for something
im kissing your hand in public
the same hands that rip me apart
but i wanna try
i wanna wake up happy that im still alive
i wanna go back to belmar and look at the sky
baby i keep having dreams where i fucking die
then

i get asthma attacks everytime that i wake up
she said baby sorry bout the makeup
its okay ill put it in the wash we can stay up
anything to spend some more time
cause i dont got time anymore
i been trying to get used to living with the choices that i made
cause i dont like living with myself
its something that im praying for
i pray i pray

asthma (jacob vallen)

COMFORT

(kaiso)
Alright, I don’t wanna be up all night
This time, I don’t wanna see time pass by
You really think that I don’t see that look in your eyes
I see you watching me
I wish you could love me again
No, I don’t want nobody else
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again

I see the way you look and girl it’s crooked and you know it’s wrong
If you won’t tell me how you feel then how the fuck are we gonna get out from this mess
This hazardous place that turned me into a crooked bandit
I died and went through the Lazarus
What if I came back to life just for you

(yungcray)
What a fucking mess we made
This will never be the same
I’ve been looking back on our love
It fucking hurts the pain
keeps on getting worse
Live inside a curse
Spinning on my words
I don’t even drink though
Yeah it hasn’t felt the same since
I’m not strong enough to face this
Blood is pouring out from open wounds, but fuck it 
I dont got that much to lose
What a fucking mess we made
This will never be the same
I’ve been looking back on our love
It fucking hurts the pain
keeps on getting worse
Live inside a curse
Spinning on my words
I don’t even drink though

(kaiso)
Alright, I don’t wanna be up all night
This time, I don’t wanna see time pass by
You really think that I don’t see that look in your eyes
I see you watching me
I wish you could love me again
No, I don’t want nobody else
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again

love me again w/ yungcray (hollowprpl)

Place

I'm 44 On

tothegood - my fault

lil shadow - quickscope ! (prod. nixon yung)

mixed by me
produced by @xtravulous

lyrics:
tell me what to do yeah
when im all choked up over you

tell me what to do
when I'm all choked up over you
and my heart won't stop missing you
hold my breath baby til i turn blue
[x2]

now I'm lost but I'm feeling brand, new
hit me up you know you can come, thru
anytime that you fucking want, to
ill be here, ill be here for you

all you gotta do is call for me
lil shawty, yeah she love me, she want all of me
she wanna ball with me
everything she do, she do it so flawlessly

tell me what to do
when I'm all choked up over you
and my heart won't stop missing you
hold my breath baby-

tell me what to do
when I'm all choked up over you
and my heart won't stop missing you
hold my breath baby til i turn blue
[x2]

hold my breath

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tothegood - my fault

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