Walking With Rusty Bones

(what is real? what is real, what … is real, what is wrong, what is real, what is real, what is real, what is is wrong?...) 

I want to die while I’m in my prime 
And not be taken by Mr. Evil. 

Goin’ outside for a little wonder 
Don’t think I’ll live to be a hunderd.
 But I don’t care
No one will 
Still be real by that time
I want to die while I’m in my prime
And not be taken by Mr. Evil
Yeah, there ya go. 

Goin’ outside for an over-under 
Before the world is ripped asunder  
But I don’t care; no one will 
Be able to feel; it’s a crime! 
I want to live while I’m feeling fine, 
And be gone before I’m unreal. 

Going outside for a little blunder 
Might as well take a little plunder. 
But I don’t care, i hope I get killed 
Be able to die on the hill I climb 
You won’t find me about to whine 
That I’m getting under-tilled. 

This whole world is all inside 
Everyone is trying to hide. 
Mr. Evil don’t care; he’s got nano gel. 
You know he is coming after 
Us all with Digital ID disaster, 
Take our avatars to virtual hell.

(want to stay real, real,  real, really, really real)


(what is real? what is real, what … is real, what is wrong, what is real, what is real, what is real, what is is wrong?...) 

I want to die while I’m in my prime 
And not be taken by Mr. Evil. 

Goin’ outside for a little wonder 
Don’t think I’ll live to be a hunderd.
 But I don’t care
No one will 
Still be real by that time
I want to die while I’m in my prime
And not be taken by Mr. Evil
Yeah, there ya go. 

Goin’ outside for an over-under 
Before the world is ripped asunder  
But I don’t care; no one will 
Be able to feel; it’s a crime! 
I want to live while I’m feeling fine, 
And be gone before I’m unreal. 

Going outside for a little blunder 
Might as well take a little plunder. 
But I don’t care, i hope I get killed 
Be able to die on the hill I climb 
You won’t find me about to whine 
That I’m getting under-tilled. 
This whole world is all inside 
Everyone is trying to hide. 
Mr. Evil don’t care; he’s got nano gel. 
You know he is coming after 
Us all with Digital ID disaster, 
Take our avatars to virtual hell.

(want to stay real, real,  real, really, really real)

  (want to stay real, want to stay real, real, real,) 

Really, really really real. 

Really, really really real.


Many people are concerned about the ongoing biodigital transhumanist agenda and thus may appreciate the metaphoric concept of this song. 

While some of the basic lyrics are sung, most are spoken, because it's basically a Trap song. Trap music has a specific drum beat, and it's about Trap Houses, in which denizens are stuck there, unable to work any longer or maintain a normal life, desperately addicted to the street drugs sold to them by the criminals who feed off them for profit, becoming wealthy themselves. 

The addicts living there, and visiting to purchase, very often become criminals themselves in order to pay for the drugs, and this many times involves gang murders. 

Other than living in a neighborhood that surely has some of those, I've never been associated with anything like that in a literal sense. I do feel compassion for people who have been deluded by such places (including musicians such as Paul Kossoff.)

My vision for this song and other Trap music is that we are all forcibly stuck all in a kind of Trap House in our current society. The criminals are corporations such as BlackRock and Vanguard, oligarchs, global elites, Big Pharma, the WHO, and so on, who are destroying the harmonious planet, our natural bodies and innocent ways of life. Constantly mandating more control, surveillance, propaganda. Turning everything into a fake pixilated version. 

This song is an expression of what it's like emotionally for many of us to struggle inside that situation. Determined to stay whole as we were originally created, even if that means the wish to die when it's time, in order to maintain our principles and integrity.

Glitch in the Dominatrix

Wish To Stay Real

Please enjoy the private pre-release album IN FULL!

The Ego

Let’s get high on weed!! 

LET’S GET BAKED!!

Lets Get High

This track is the first idea for a new piece of music about how physics interacts on our bodies and our own perceived reality. There will be some heavier tracks coming in future to complement this but I wanted to get something out before the end of 2023 as i had made a bet with myself :) and i was missing the warmth of summer sunlight

image from CERN under CC-BY

A Unified Theory

Consciousness extended version

Movie Star Harpo Cover

The Revolution

A hand was up, the first to speak,
Thought you a smartass, clever and cheek.
Then I saw your humor shine,
Quickly, your charm became divine.
Realized I'd been completely charmed,
By the most stunning being, profoundly disarmed.

I found a brilliant sparring partner,
Then discovered a soulmate, a heart warmer.
With each laugh shared, our bond evolves.
Now we have a two-body problem to solve.

Over coffee, dates our debates unwinded,
Words flow, our passions intertwined.
Mid-discussion, clarity, so suddenly,
"Forever together!" the promise we see.
Our wedding was perfect, with just one test,
To fly in Grandmother Mary far from the West.

I found a brilliant sparring partner,
Then discovered a soulmate, a heart warmer.
With each laugh shared, our bond evolves.
Now we have a two-body problem to solve.

School's over, we're worlds apart,
Jet-lagged kisses, short and sparse.
Our love on pause, our hearts fray,
Shall we compromise, or delay another day?
We sit down, our words deliberate and clear,
A decision looms, profound and sheer.

I found a brilliant sparring partner,
Then discovered a soulmate, a heart warmer.
With each laugh shared, our bond evolved.
But we had a two-body problem to solve.

Now we walk alone, our debates a memory,
Growing older, in our separate reveries.
And when I dream of your eyes,
I see the smartass I loved, the hardest goodbye.

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Note: there are two versions of this song here, they only differ by the last verse. Please tell us which one you prefer!

"Two-Body Problem" is a heartfelt ballad about the joy and challenges of a relationship between two intellectuals, exploring their journey from meeting as sparring partners to navigating life's decisions together. The song uses the metaphor of the 'two-body problem'—a concept in physics and a real issue for career academics—to illustrate the difficulties and triumphs of balancing love and career ambitions.

Through its verses, the song delves into the moments that define a relationship: from initial attraction filled with clever banter and charm, to the deeper connection that forms through shared dreams and challenges. It celebrates the journey of love that is both intellectually and emotionally fulfilling, acknowledging the tough decisions that sometimes come with dual-career partnerships. This one is to the smartasses we love and the complex problems we solve together.

#TwoBodyProblem #AcademicLove #RelationshipGoals #DualCareer #LoveInAcademia #HeartwarmingMusic #LifePartners


Two-Body Problem

Kicking Off The Destruction

Halibut

About winning the lotto in my dream last night and I bought 2 lotto tickets the morning.  

Lotto Dream Terrorzine C3 Mind Melt

The Featherstone Massacre 1893 the British Army turned their guns on the civilian population.👇This is music about not taking things for granted they can always get worse. Its Metal and Alternative Rock for people who love distortion and a sing along chorus