She loves to ignore you 
Every chance that she gets

Maybe she’ll get the message
With a gun to her head 

It’s not fine
It’s all over for you 

You’ll just 
Sit at home
And masturbate again
Lose those thoughts
Of getting laid 

You’re not worthy 
Of the peace and quiet 
You deserve the
Fucking grave 

You’re not worthy 
Of my love or body 
Say that to
My fucking face 

She loves to ignore you 
Every chance that she gets

Maybe she’ll get the message
With a gun to her head 

It’s not fine
It’s all over for you 

You’ll just
Sit at home
And masturbate again
Lose those thoughts
Of getting laid 

Broken body 
On the fritz again 

Discard 
start from scratch and then
Program all the things you want 
To hear 

You’re in charge
It’s now or never 
Don’t press restart
Without a plan 

Start from save
And do it over 
And don’t give up
Till happy ends

happy ends |prod paranaparu

The war within - (A side)

throwaway
recorded2024
@avsaknad

one time thing

poison (avsaknad)

Lyrics: 
~Japanese~

俺の人生は
祟りだ
燃えたい魂
でも腐ってる

腐りきった肉を
燃やすことのように
俺に火をつけるものはいなかった

深い落とし穴
今日も落ちる
落ちて深くなり
明日も落ちる

這い上がるのに
一日を使う
ここからは
出ない奴もいる

ここは地獄じゃない
でも俺らはここで
自分の落とし穴を
深くしなければならない

俺 / Ore - Demo

(Verse 1)
You slide in like static on the radio
Midnight perfume, dressed in vertigo
Eyes like crime scenes, lips a cigarette
I lit your fuse, but I’m the one who’s wrecked

(Pre-Chorus)
You said, “Love’s a game,” and I’m a bad sport
Always chasing hearts I can’t afford

(Chorus)
Velvet cigarettes and neon sins
You’re poison wrapped in silk and gin
I swear I saw heaven when you said my name
Now I’m coughing up stars in your hurricane
You taste like trouble, and I’m still addicted
Every kiss a crime, and I got convicted

(Verse 2)
We danced like secrets on the fire escape
Your laugh was louder than my big mistakes
I should’ve known from the start,
You play guitars like you play hearts

(Pre-Chorus)
Said “Don’t get close,” but pulled me in tight
I lost my head in your blacklight

(Chorus)
Velvet cigarettes and neon sins
You’re poison wrapped in silk and gin
I swear I saw heaven when you said my name
Now I’m coughing up stars in your hurricane
You taste like trouble, and I’m still addicted
Every kiss a crime, and I got convicted

(Bridge)
And now your ghost is in my speakers
Singing lies in perfect pitch
I tried to quit you cold,
But you're the needle and the itch

(Final Chorus)
Velvet cigarettes and neon sins
I’d light you up all over again
Even if it burns, I’ll take the flame
You're the bruise that feels like fame
You taste like trouble, and I’m still addicted
Love like yours should be restricted

Velvette cigarettes

22 is a collection of songs from various styles including edm, dark trap, phonk, rock and more! 
I wrote this for anyone who has been a fan over the years thank you so much for the support
and I hope you found a track within that you like, possibly the whole thing. 
More to come for now enjoy 22. 
Thanks so much for listening. 

slow death (prod. Zamaxx x SylverTM)

A redone track from a song I did years ago, just wanted to do it again.

I was thinking about putting it on the EP, But it really didn't quite match with the rest of the songs so I'm uploading it as I guess  bonus song


Anyway,

Heavier Stuff coming soon!!!!

Gone Missing

A new song, dark blues rock this time. I hope you like it!

Lyrics © Señor Barends

Oh oh  
You’re in deep  
Knee deep  
Deep in sleep  
Eyes stitched shut with greed  
You don’t even hear the scream

There's frost in the blessing, the fire's gone cold  
The silence you cherish was bought and sold  
Hands that once built now just claw for more  
Eyes glazed over, blind to the war  
You praise the lie, but curse the whore

There’s so much distress  
The world’s a rotted mess  
They treat truth like trash  
Feast on the clash  
They’ll betray you for cash  
And call it finesse

You’re in deep  
Knee deep  
Wading through sin in your Sunday best  
Open your eyes  
But you just confess

You sleep with your pockets turned out  
Pray to gods who cash you out  
What you reap, you sow  
But you never plowed  
No sweat on your hands  
Just blood from your mouth

You’re in deep  
Knee deep  
Deep in the bones of the deal you made  
Open your eyes
Now your future’s delayed

They’ll betray you for cash
(And laugh while they do)
Ain’t no saving grace
Coming back for you

You're in Deep

years past

Don't just follow blindly and become a sheeple. Question everything and don't drink the Kool-Aid

俺 / Ore - Demo

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