Instant Sobriety

Disaster

Disaster (feat. Pentagrvm, blackwinterwells, 8485 & Yawns)

produced and mixed by yodie!!!!
lyrics:
hey
watch made out of gold
mmm
i just found your goal
it’s been a long day
was already boutta go insane
ayy ahhh ohh 
and i gotta do it everyday 
watch me get it all
mmm i just found your girl
i’ve came a long way
reinvent myself my baby
ayy ahh ohh
ayy ahh ohh
i’ve already done the worst things
was already boutta go insane
bishes see you get it
they try
these hoes cost me money
i try
be mean to me baby
you can start callin me baby
i jump on your bed
get ready
visas on me baby
workin out my city 
ay
ight

AIO (prod yodie)

religious psychosis (nightcore)

NO RELIGION

NO RELIGION (ANTIDEAUT REMIX)

I don't wanna do this anymore x Coinstar Xxxtentacion & Rex Laurent (Mashup)

i want you to know my mom and take care of my dog when i'm gone

Take Care Of My Dog When I'm Gone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2mxaaZGn8uE
prod. me



Choker

Coming Down (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

hard 2 chase (feat. BELIS) (produced by john luther)

i’m in la to make ends meet
lil shawty she plotting on my end
im making sure all of my dogs eat
i’m working too hard but i can’t rest

and if you do tell me you heard this
i’ll know in the end i’ve done my part
lately i wake up i don’t feel shit
cause i just been breaking my own heart

i wearing my heart on my ankle
ball with the chain weighing me down
i know that you don’t like me now
i been on my own too long now

I. A WEIGHT I CANNOT FEEL ANYMORE

never ask me for anything ever again

please listen to this song on any major DSP instead of soundcloud:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/collidingwithmars1/heirloom-remix

written by Colliding With Mars, shinigami, Supachefm, polearm, Savage Ga$p, 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e
produced by Colliding With Mars, 93FEETOFSMOKE & polearm
mixed & mastered by polearm

lyrics:

[Verse 1: Colliding With Mars]
I'm sorry for the way I treated you (Oh)
And I’m sorry for the way it fell apart
What a day, what a day
I'm sorry that I took than to let you suffocate
I can never be stronger
Staring at the seams; goner
I'm breaking, I’m facing the end of my mind
This head rush will make me crash
Sedate me, I'm wasting
I feel the impact
This heirloom won’t bring me back
I'm sorry for the way I treated you (Oh)
And I’m sorry for the way it fell apart
I didn't mean to break you in half
I just don't love you anymore

[Bridge: shinigami]
I'm screaming to the sky for one chance
I'll do what I can to make this last

[Verse 2: supachefm]
And I promised you girl, that it's all for good riddance
And I'm scared of the scene when we go and first meet and I have to go and break the ice
Wait, it's the last straw
Gotta smoke a couple buds when I'm pissed off
Oh wait, might just fly away, girl
Every time I'm high, think I contemplate girl

[Interlude: Savage Ga$p]
And after all you hate me
Ay, I never thought that we'd come home
To lay with you now
Ay, but I don't wanna let you go (Ooh)
Why am I alone now?
Falling in the snow, woah (Ooh)
But I don't wanna let you go
I call you on the phone, you just wanna let me go (Ooh)
I can't only get there myself

[Verse 3: shinigami & supachefm]
Laying awake and I'm wasting away
Thinking 'bout you and it's ruining my day
And I told you I'd wanted to meet in the backstreets
I'm still embarrassed from when you had asked me
Burn it all down, you been watching me spiral
I haven't felt like myself in a while
And I try and retrieve just some space just to breathe
Can't we just meet all alone on the scene tonight?

[Verse 4: polearm]
I could say that I’m feeling alright, yeah
But lately I've been feeling you don’t got the same vibe, yeah
You act like you don’t care when I say that I'm there
I was tearing it out so I cut off my hair
And you don't feel a single thing, oh no

[Outro: fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]
It's alright, it's alright
No it's fine, no it's fine
Just leave me here, it's alright
Guess that it's cool, guess that I'm fine
I know I'm lying, I know I'm lying
I know, I don't, I don't, I don't like
Just leave me here, it's alright