megatriste

Saint Avangeline's debut album, Gardener of Eden, tells the story of a young lesbian woman recalling her romantic, yet tragic encounters, doomed-to-fail relationships, and coming to terms with her traumatic sexual assault. Two months after attempting to take her own life, she began to write this album as a means to begin to accept what happened to her, and let it all out, using her pain as a source to create something beautiful, and to eventually heal from. 

Inspired by tracks from Lana Del Rey, Avangeline chose a similar moody, ethereal tracks (all from BeatStars), paired with her own personal gothic style of poetry, to create dreamy music layered with reverb. 

Armed with only Apple earbuds and a laptop, Avangeline learned to mix and master her own vocals and released this album independently in April, 2022.

Lilith

gen4

STREAM | LISTEN | DOWNLOAD - https://drop.cobrand.com/d/Crossy/challengerremix

The wait is finally over! Challenger the Crossy Drum & Bass Remix. This years summer classic gets the refix.

Follow Crossy 
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Follow Azule
https://www.facebook.com/angusxbarry/
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Azule & Natty D - Challenger (Crossy DNB Remix)

prod mxdy

happy pride month we support y'all <3

LGBTQIA+ freestyle ft. prisegabi

MAL (Prod.Spleen)

KEYBOARD : @auzek
PROD/MIX/MASTER : @wiljahelmaz

VIDEO : https://youtu.be/nzjzPSUnVsQ?si=hfOLdSbDG0zwiQHo

KEYBOARD : @auzek
PROD/MIX/MASTER : @wiljahelmaz

SKE KSE SKE

dogs' lullaby

brouillon_1.wav



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brouillon_1.wav

r@zya