why do i have to feel this pain
when all you had to say 
was go away
you expect me to move on
and maybe i have, but
im certainly not okay 
oooo im not okay 
haunted by the thought of you
moving me aside 
like my feelings don’t matter
caught up in the things you do
oh what a ride it’s been 
yearning for what i’m after 
you taught me i deserve better 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
yeah (one last time) 

tell me all your lies
as if you don’t care 
that i’m dead or alive
who the fuck you kidding 
with all your problems
and your stupid disguise 
oooo stupid disguise
thinking about what i’d do
if it was just me and you 
left on the planet 
drinking away all my sorrows
left all alone
i guess i couldn’t handle it
but what’s on my mind
is one last time to cross the line

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 

oh you’re sad? 
well i don’t really give a fuck
GO!

you had the chance
to fall in love with this
but you rather be the one
to take the piss
all my life i’ve been 
the last one the get a kiss
now all you’re left with 
is the thought of what you 
fucking missed 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
one last time
one last time

One Last Time

Saga of Valhalla I ist ein musikalisches Epos, das die nordische Mythologie und den alten Glauben an die mächtigen Götter des Nordens in neuem Glanz erstrahlen lässt. Dieses Werk vereint kraftvolle Hymnen und epische Klänge, die die Geschichten von Odin, Thor und Loki in beeindruckender Weise nacherzählen.

Als besonderes Schmankerl enthält das Album neu gemasterte Fassungen der beliebtesten Lieder aus Krieger aus Valhalla, nun mit noch fesselnderem Klang. Mit einem völlig neuartigen musikalischen Stil, wie Ihr ihn von uns nie zuvor vernommen habt, beschreiten wir neue Pfade, ohne den Geist der alten Zeiten zu verlieren. Lasst Euch mitreißen in eine Welt, wo Legenden und Klang zu einer unvergesslichen Saga verschmelzen.

Die Wilde Jagd - Instrumental

Waiting (Live In The Studio Version)

Slôw Dôwn is a song that talks about how fast we humans are moving, the cover depicts the future life and what it holds. Ai form of myself with a hellcat in 60 years. This flow is completely different and once again has very meaningful lyrics on everyday struggles and how (Loud Loux prod.) feels

Slôw Dôwn (loud loux prod.)

A redone track from a song I did years ago, just wanted to do it again.

I was thinking about putting it on the EP, But it really didn't quite match with the rest of the songs so I'm uploading it as I guess  bonus song


Anyway,

Heavier Stuff coming soon!!!!

Gone Missing

Pandemic

A darker, glitchier reprise – echoing the original message through distorted layers.

Human.exe (remix)

Beloved Angels in Heaven

Born behind a paywall life
(before I could choose)
Raised to smile, trained to lie
(they call it polite)
Freedom’s just a brand they sell
And I was choking by design
(no accident)

Met my people through a screen
Felt more real than kings and queens
We’re all ghosts in rented space
Told to love this rusted cage
(not today)

They say “money can’t buy peace”
(tell that to the rich)
But I’ve sold my time for nothing
And bled just to exist
Try dreaming big in a quiet cell
(echoes don’t build)
Try being human in this hell
(it breaks you)

I wanna break the wires
(watch me burn)
Wanna burn their choir
(hear me now)
Build a fire where the liars freeze
With the freaks and friends who still believe
(still here)
I don’t want gold
I just want a soul
That dares to scream and dares to bleed
Just one fucking place —
Where I can fucking breathe
(breathe…)

I don’t want your luxury war
I want dirt beneath my door
A broken fence, a firelight
Where no one begs to earn their right
(or prove their worth)

I got a dream so loud it hurts
They tried to patent every word
But I’ll scream until my lungs give out
(not for sale)
Even if no one lets me out
(still free)

We’re already in their prison
They just painted it with pride
So we build walls inside the walls
(to fucking think)
Not to hide — but to survive

We carve a space where thoughts can live
Where truth cuts deep and joy forgives
They call us mad — let them speak
(madness sees clear)
This is the only way we breathe

Come with me
(right now)
We’ll build a wall
(of fire and songs)
Not to shut them out
But to feel at all

Why?
Because their walls make us sick
Because their walls make us numb
Because if we don’t build something real
(then we’re already gone)

I wanna break the wires
(I will)
Wanna burn their choir
(sing louder)
Build a fire where the liars freeze
With the freaks and friends who still believe
I don’t need gold
I just want a soul
That dares to scream and dares to bleed
Just one fucking place —
Where I can fucking breathe
(breathe… and mean it)

And if they tear it down tomorrow…
If they bury us beneath…
We still lived —
Where we could fucking breathe
(even if just once)

♥️

Where I Can Fucking Breathe

Paramore

The album "ALL THAT IS WRONG" is available on all streaming platforms!





I was down in the dirt
Just picking at my scab
'Til it made me hurt
'Til it made me mad
I made myself a hole
And picking at that scab
'Til I could feel my soul
'Til I no longer felt bad
But through the blood
Through the sweat and tears
I kept thinking about you
Even after all of these years
Intrusive thoughts
They came as they went
I tried to avoid them
I tried to not feel spent
Torn asunder 
I tried to climb out
But your voice like thunder 
Made me fall back down
But through the blood
Through the sweat and tears
I kept thinking about you
Even after all of these years

The scab on my heart
I picked it away
But I should've known better
It'd be back another day

Scab

Vikings • Music • Nature 🖤 Follow me and Odin on our adventurous journey through the world. Will you join us? 🖤

Die Wilde Jagd - Instrumental

RɅVEN