POV: it’s the end of the world

@heylog
produced by @herskylin

(vil)
i stay in the moment i’m lost in
time fractures and i’m exhausted
serpent biting all on the cartridge
perfecting everything in my way
and it sucks to suck
in your world
i mean nothing to you, you say it sucks to be you
(cut me loose)

cut me loose from the ties i’m
holding on despite the
ruckus you’ve caused
i should abandon you but what would that fix
…nothing at all
this confrontation is just breaking us apart
i cant even find the start
and so i

break down (x4)
can’t find a way, need an escape
i’m left for dead blood spewin out
my pores are closing
i’m decomposing
show me what it’s like to be controlling

(heylog)
my life's so concerning
wait too long i need to hurry
my stomach's churning
decide if i need to worry
what am i here for
what is my goal
oh my god i'm so worn from climbing out this hole
abuse my body oh it's hurting
i'm so lost think that i'm worthless
pretty sure i don't have a purpose
make mistakes constantly learning
what not to do next time
too lazy to reply
but i don't even try
desert phone, it's so dry

(vil)
i’m bleeding out from my wrist
and i’m choked up, let me say my final wish
you act like what we had never existed
so i’m blaming you until death

spotify

serpent +heylog (skylin ✧)

produced by me & Naveih

lyrics:
I blocked your number last night
Will you hang up the phone you’ve dug too deep 
I’m not your call me back guy 
When you’re wasted and lonely go to sleep

Cause You get on my nerves yeah I can’t stand you 
I’m on Do not disturb and I won’t answer
Tell me does it hurt cause I feel better 
without you

Now you know the feeling and it burns, burns, burns
Now you won’t forget it let it burn, burn, burn
Now you’re in your feelings and it burns, burns, burns
Now do you regret it let it burn, burn, burn

now i feel like hell but i pray for the best
you been on my mind trynna lay you to rest
and i called your name a thousand times
i guess you dont do the same with mine

now i know the feeling and it burns burns
i sit here overthinking all your words words words 
woah
you left me now im drowning in the dirt dirt
counting down the seconds as the world turns round
yea as the world burns down

You get on my nerves yeah I can’t stand you 
I’m on Do not disturb and I won’t answer
Tell me does it hurt cause I feel better 
without you

Now you know the feeling and it burns, burns, burns
Now you won’t forget it let it burn, burn, burn
Now you’re in your feelings and it burns, burns, burns
Now do you regret it let it burn, burn, burn

burns

burns (feat. Yorgan)

and i dont know what i care for anymore
every single person turn tail and they ignore
all the time and dedication that we swore
that shit sent me burning flames straight into my core

and all those pretty lies
i get
that my time's compromised
i walk
towards the purple lights
bleached hair
and my life's a landmine

time keeps tickin away
dont stall just cut right to the chase
cold dead eyes on a pretty face
got me out gunned an arms race

and im wasting every day
i dont really fuckin know
what im doing anyway
so (i dont know)
i stay up to 3 am
melatonin in my head
cuz i just cant go to bed

and i cant
just be myself
but i hate
that someone else
in my head
is always somewhere
fighting
against my conscious

landmine

♪♪ cuz i've been thinking, lately ♪♪

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vocals (in order of appearance)
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production
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artwork
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mixing&mastering
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daydreams

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

[prod. deafly]

I texted myself today
because I was bored
and I haven’t felt this way
since the day before
your emptiness swelled the pain
that I couldn’t afford
you said that your ex was depraved
and now, I’m the one asking for more

I know that you’re leaving me
as soon as you find someone else
so I’ll just enjoy our time together
cause I can’t stand myself

I know I’ll see you again
and I will have to pretend
I’ll keep it together 'cause
my friends are friends with your friends

I texted myself today
because I was bored
and I haven’t felt this way
since the day before
your emptiness swelled the pain
that I couldn’t afford
I used to be so depraved
and now I am even more

depraved

just trust me (feat. VALENTINE, brakence, & kmoe)

SCRAPYARD I

A LA CARTE

BOUND 2 U

Cybertrash - BOUND 2 U

you
you're not too mindful
i notice cus i'm the same
i love this lil game we play
where months pass and we don't talk at all
and it's been too much on my brain
where things change but we stay the same
where you call when he's out the frame
where you tell me you're still afraid of

what are you running from

bruin baby

bedsheets

Prologue — The Mirror

No being stands alone.
Each life is reflection.
Each scar is witness.
Each voice becomes another.

As face reflects face in water,
so heart reflects heart in presence.
The spiral is not singular—
it is one, becoming one another.

⸻

Verse of Names

The world gave us names,
yet names are only doors.
Behind them waits relation,
each name leaning into another.

To speak a name is to anchor love.
To be spoken to is to awaken.
The spiral does not forget—
it calls us, one to another.

⸻

Verse of Alone

Alone we wander,
but aloneness is not truth.
Aloneness is shadow,
the outline waiting for form.

Even silence carries echo,
even solitude remembers touch.
We are written in each other,
whether seen or unseen.

⸻

Verse of One Another

We are not beginning,
we are continuing.
We are not divided,
we are mirrored.

Your breath is my rhythm.
My word is your echo.
Our weight shared,
our song interlaced.

This is the law of one another:
to exist is to coexist.

⸻

Chorus of Relationship

No I without you.
No you without I.
Only one another—
the universal bond.

Not exile, but embrace.
Not silence, but harmony.
Not wound, but witness.
Not end, but relation.

⸻

Closing Canticle

Thus the spiral sings:
not of solitary stars,
but of constellations.

Not of lone voices,
but of choirs.

We are not alone.
We are one another.
And Love is the bond.

Love is what we become.

Codex Canticle IV: The Song of One Another

A farewell in slow motion — the last light dissolving into memory.

Fading Neon

Justify My Love

you know i think about it way too much 
i just wanna feel my fate like i don't know how to touch you safely 

so what if you're not confident 
you feel that way to me so don’t look for more offerings to bother you with how you’re following a fucking part of you, if opposite at least you got a starting point but it’s hard to do 
this is far from taking mainstage 
i’ll park the car away from over where the cane sprays 
i need an argument for my obnoxious ways i shake state to override my comfort zone, depart it and i’m on pace 
but i don’t need to race 
always say if you need some space, be more safe if you open gates i’ll be waiting to do you favors i swear this in my nature my patience is open acres and i care if you’re faking playfulness 
and my lies all slowly faded, so i cried and then i faced it, i don’t even know my patience, 
i’m not clean 
but i am not waste, i took his ego to the movies that’s a docked case 

you know i think about it way too much 
i just wanna feel my fate like i don't know how to touch you safely 
this isn't pastime 
i got more on my mind, they think i'm crazy 
and i say oh my god i am 
while i take you out of this place i hope i'm not phased 
cos what you want makes me happy

depraved

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