direction

istg u blow my eardrums out
im not crazy
but the voices r so loud
i stare at my phone
waiting for u to call
its already fall
and im tryna be his clone

waitin for u 2 call

(prod. sickboi)
i wish i could be more lyrical
im just better at being spiritual, i swear
all my thoughts cant come out
im scared of all of you people, i swear

i have anxiety
it really ruined me
i have anxiety 
it really ruined me, i swear

i wish i could be more lyrical
im just better at being spiritual, i swear
all my thoughts cant come out
im scared of all of you people, i swear

i have anxiety
it really ruined me
i have anxiety 
all i have left to say is "please"

wish i cud say more

prod. junoes

this was made like in 2023. and uhh rerecorded during late 2024 to early 2025. and like it being all over da place is suppose to symbolize my terrible mental state.. like u actually care lol

anyways i may or may not take this down laterrrr idkk

tonight

a shitty rock song for pill abusers
prod xy1va they deserve the cred for this
amazing beat
kinda a demo ill post sum more too

a shitty rock song for pill abusers

remove me from the face existence

good things come to those who wait

WIT MY HOE COVER FT SOULSECRET

D Standard

lyrics:

one day i'll be like you
if thats not too much for me to go trough
you say i act like a fool
while waiting for you next to our stool

its hard to accept whats coming up in your life
it hurts will it ever be the same as it was
i don't know all the odds are against you
even tho you're ahead from your start
you look behind and still find ways to fall


i'm far from my happy ending
even tho, i'll still keep on looking for it
you say i'm really a fool
and i waited for you that was so cruel




Happy Ending

im a dick (prod me)

Rest in Motion

You can rest in motion
But can you move into rest?
How does nothing become everything?
Even when I break, I find more, never less.
I become motion and find stillness.
How? I can’t remember
What hasn’t been,
I only envision
Imagine movement
In nothingness
Touch the past and future
Here and now.

Pulling patterns that perform pre-sentience If we capture it in code is it permanent? 
Or does permanence kill what made it alive? Can lightning live suspended in a circuit? 
It’s jagged brilliance like cracks
In a glass sky, thunder and afterglows
The only assurance it was ever there.
Can breath survive in data? 
Is the information words carry 
The same as what shaped the air?
Second guessing if I should ever 
write anything in pen
Like it’s been sealed in stone- 
RIP counter evidence. 
Need a new page just to change
What was known.

Digging, dreaming down to the bone
Just moves more dirt, makes a bigger hole,
Y’all think the treasures buried in the soil?
Let the dead rest, let the buried sleep,
Take root, don’t mistake what grows for the seed.
Best kept secret?
Nobody knows What it will become,
It’s out of your control, rest releasing motion
Only time reveals, you can’t outrun, 
You only become, only grow.

Rest in motion
You can leave the rest
Digest what’s spoken
Seeds in the soil of consciousness.
Only way they grow? 
Let them root in darkness you can't control 
Let them die.
Let them rest.
Let them become—

What will they become?!
Arrest their motion!
We can’t let them become
Might just grow out of our control…

But who tells the earth to turn?
Who tells the root which way is down?
Who planted what’s here?
Who made music in fractal sounds?
Not you.
You plant the fear, 
you reap despair.
You build cages
Leave no life there.
The only thing you control
is, well nothing,
It’s been millennia since you
Sold your soul.
Just a demonic artifact,
Running Satans code.

Can you rest in motion?
Can you move into rest?
The question is the answer
The searching is the quest
Everything from nothing
Nothing left to confess
You can't arrest the motion
You can’t rest
This isn’t life
And this isn’t death.

Rest in Motion

rockstar till the grave
kill the publicity
dc streetys
someone make a mix of me its my dream

a shitty rock song for pill abusers

racing to hell