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i wish i could go back in time
wonder what i'd find
in the corners of a life turned mess
wonder how i'd feel if i confessed
what is it that you hate about this guy

what is wrong with the way i pray
are my expectations in the way
or does it just take time for god to have his say
what does heaven make of me
am i even to receive a key

i wish i could go back in time
wonder what i'd find
in the corners of a life turned mess
wonder how i'd feel if i confessed
what is it that you love about this guy

how do you even see
in all these shards
you call a memory 
am i really still that real to you
am i just one trauma in a self harm queue

did i not love
did i not pay
did i not suffer
do i not pray
am i not worthy
am i not right
am i not just as lost as you

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welcome to omnifone
everything what you will hear is a one man show  
if possible listen loud - while reading the lyrics
maybe it will enter into your soul
one is - all - is one

Over 25 Years of experience with different Synth - Categories I'd like to share some Music from my main Electro/Synth  Project "Future Scourge!"
"Future Scourge!" is my Solo - Instrumental project next to "Travelogue", where I try to create some Elektro, Synthpop, Dark-Ambient - and Soundtrack - Works. Hope you enjoy some of them ;-) Thank you for your visit and of course I appreciate your likes, comments and reposts very much. I am very interested in collabs here on SC. If any singer of you has some ideas to one of my instrumentals, please PM. 

All Tracks produced and recorded @ "Underground Arc Studio" Rheine, NRW - Germany 

Copyright: All Rights Reserved By Tom Laukemper

Just Making Music 🎶 For Fun In An Attic...(Minimal Lyrics... I'm No Poet...I'm No Musician...I'm Not A Singer... I'm Just oscuridad romántico... )
Free Downloads For Those Who Want... Thanks For Listening...

Outrageously expressive vocalist and dancer, regrettably trapped in the tone-deaf body of a cage fighter - hence eternally death-embracing Goth
Deeply religious, yet extremely critical of a clearly unfinished project - Lord, what were thee thinking?
According to many, blasphemous, as I do not oppose a certain fallen angel. It just seems so obvious to me that this creature ('creation, see what I did there?), is just as necessary as the dear Lord himself - and is still trying to clean up some of the mess left behind. I think...
There are times when I've been known to express political thoughts, but only ever to desperately call for revolution and/or declare violence as acceptable as long as it is directed at fascists (and only as long as the good lord does not himself deal with these dickheads by bestowing upon them erectile disfunction and reserving them special rooms in hell). 
Strictly for freedom, opportunity, love, food, shelter, education, health, empathy and dreams. For a true, science based and supported, social democracy. Absolutely not in favour of any form of dictatorship, be that fascist or socialist. However, and to be clear - I am not somewhere in the middle, nor on a fence ;)

Musically, I like to think that I am influenced by classical music, as well as death and doom metal, gospel, blues, country, 80's pop, east-german 80's punk, gothic rock, Enya and, of course, Abba, however, when I listen to the stuff I churn out when I'm experiencing just the right level of depression, I can't help but be reminded of classics like 'Da Da Da' by Trio or 'I'm too sexy for my shirt' by Right Said Fred.
I'd love to liken my voice to heroes like David Bowie, Nick Cave, Blixa Bargeld, Peter Murphy, Andrew Eldritch, Dave Gahan, Marc Almond, Peter Steele and so many other real singers out there, but have to honestly say that, by carefully resisting the need to actually hit notes befitting the underlying musical arrangements, harmonies and ambience, I've managed to create a perfectly detuned and emotionally confused, yet consistently dislikeable style of my own. I wish I could say it grows on you ...

As all my remaining friends despair of my tyrannical tendencies (proudly displayed by diva-like tantrums) when participating in collaborative attempts to achieve somewhat melodious and/or rhythmic proclamations, I tend to squeeze these out all by my lone self. Should anyone out there feel capable (and inspired) to deal with an eternally intoxicated (by his own ego) and therefore very very angry individual, that (who?) is yet confusingly happy to sensually scream along any old tune (that does not glorify fascism), then please get in touch. 

Also happy if you get in touch if none of the above makes any sense to you, but you do like one or two of my songs - there must be someone out there ...

Thank you kindly for stopping by...

'Being humble dictates that I tell you not to take my music and words too seriously - but I don't mean it!' (Rausch, Psalm 384 (or thereabouts), 2021)

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raging rausch