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never have i ever [prod. wxrst]

WHOTFISSATAN (FEAT. MISERYFELL) [PROD. yungdeathbeats]

jutsu jumpin w/ @omenxiii

Cover art done by: https://www.instagram.com/nishio__/
Prod: deadwait & oo oxygen

POLTERGEIST! (Ft. OmenXIII)

music and lyrics written by YusYus, produced in How Convinient studio, Zagreb.
artwork: www.kitsch-nitsch.com
released on "Sever Severozapad 3" compilation supported by Danilo Kiš foundation from Subotica,Serbia www.danilokis.rs

YusYus - Ticking Clocks

erinnerst du dich
an die armeen
erinnerst du dich
wie sie untergehn
erkennst du dich noch
in der uniform
erinnerst dich noch
an die wir verlor'n

erwachst du noch schreiend
um gnade fleh'n
wuenscht dir den tod
um dem fluch zu entgeh'n

schmeckst noch das blut
der vergangenen nacht
und bist wieder weinend aufgewacht

hoerst noch die schuesse
umarmst noch den tod
vergessene kuesse
das fuenfte gebot

siehst noch gesichter 
in schmerzen verzerrt
toedliche lichter
die man erst spaeter hoert

weinende frauen
traeume ins nichts
naives vertrauen
toeten ohne gericht

traeume ins nichts

Traeume Ins Nichts

Scarlxrd x Kordhell x Corpse - Like Yxu Wxuld Knxw (Autumn Trees)

stream ''SHUT UP'' on Spotify:
- https://spoti.fi/3DOLrto

SHUT UP [PROD. H8THIS]

une Big collaboration entre kanash et Neurs_vaddor 

KANASH_X_Neurs_vaddor__C'est_DEAD__Master.mp3

From the "Citadel" 7" single. Fabrika Records 2015. 

https://www.discogs.com/Silent-Em-Citadel/release/6541995

Blackout

Extrait de l'album Macrale, disponible en vinyle : https://distag.bandcamp.com/album/marcale

Rhume Carabiné - Dans La Vie

Prod. Heartful
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3pXVmZh293nWtqxildz9jf?si=3KU0DGfyREKz1w5nDx5uXA
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clnIeauiVDM
I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS
FUCK
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS
FUCK
WISH I DIDN'T MISS HER SO 
MUCH
KNEW THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN, FUCK
LOVE

BREAK A MIRROR, YEAH FUCKIN BREAK A MIRROR
GLASS SHATTER, GUMS BLEED, OFF THE FUCKIN EVERCLEAR
EYES RED, MIND RACE, FUCKIN WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE
I WAS REALLY  FUCKING HOPING IT'D BE DIFFERENT THIS YEAR

SHE OPTIMISTIC, NOT ME
NO QUIERO ESTAR AQUÍ
WOE IS ME, L'APPEL DU VIDE
SHE STILL WANT ME, C'EST LA VIE

I CAN'T EVEN LEAVE MY PLACE WITHOUT HIDING MY FACE
JUST A GLAMORIZED DESK JOB ROTTING AWAY
I AIN'T EVEN GOT FRIENDS, FEEL LIKE EVERYONE FAKE
REALLY PRAYING FOR THE DAY THE REAPER TAKE ME AWAY

BREAK A MIRROR, YEAH FUCKIN BREAK A MIRROR
GLASS SHATTER, GUMS BLEED, OFF THE FUCKIN EVERCLEAR
EYES RED, MIND RACE, FUCKIN WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE
I WAS REALLY FUCKING HOPING IT'D BE DIFFERENT THIS YEAR

I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS
FUCK
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS
FUCK
WISH I DIDN'T MISS HER SO 
MUCH
KNEW THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN, FUCK
LOVE

MISS YOU!

Outrageously expressive vocalist and dancer, regrettably trapped in the tone-deaf body of a cage fighter - hence eternally death-embracing Goth
Deeply religious, yet extremely critical of a clearly unfinished project - Lord, what were thee thinking?
According to many, blasphemous, as I do not oppose a certain fallen angel. It just seems so obvious to me that this creature ('creation, see what I did there?), is just as necessary as the dear Lord himself - and is still trying to clean up some of the mess left behind. I think...
There are times when I've been known to express political thoughts, but only ever to desperately call for revolution and/or declare violence as acceptable as long as it is directed at fascists (and only as long as the good lord does not himself deal with these dickheads by bestowing upon them erectile disfunction and reserving them special rooms in hell). 
Strictly for freedom, opportunity, love, food, shelter, education, health, empathy and dreams. For a true, science based and supported, social democracy. Absolutely not in favour of any form of dictatorship, be that fascist or socialist. However, and to be clear - I am not somewhere in the middle, nor on a fence ;)

Musically, I like to think that I am influenced by classical music, as well as death and doom metal, gospel, blues, country, 80's pop, east-german 80's punk, gothic rock, Enya and, of course, Abba, however, when I listen to the stuff I churn out when I'm experiencing just the right level of depression, I can't help but be reminded of classics like 'Da Da Da' by Trio or 'I'm too sexy for my shirt' by Right Said Fred.
I'd love to liken my voice to heroes like David Bowie, Nick Cave, Blixa Bargeld, Peter Murphy, Andrew Eldritch, Dave Gahan, Marc Almond, Peter Steele and so many other real singers out there, but have to honestly say that, by carefully resisting the need to actually hit notes befitting the underlying musical arrangements, harmonies and ambience, I've managed to create a perfectly detuned and emotionally confused, yet consistently dislikeable style of my own. I wish I could say it grows on you ...

As all my remaining friends despair of my tyrannical tendencies (proudly displayed by diva-like tantrums) when participating in collaborative attempts to achieve somewhat melodious and/or rhythmic proclamations, I tend to squeeze these out all by my lone self. Should anyone out there feel capable (and inspired) to deal with an eternally intoxicated (by his own ego) and therefore very very angry individual, that (who?) is yet confusingly happy to sensually scream along any old tune (that does not glorify fascism), then please get in touch. 

Also happy if you get in touch if none of the above makes any sense to you, but you do like one or two of my songs - there must be someone out there ...

Thank you kindly for stopping by...

'Being humble dictates that I tell you not to take my music and words too seriously - but I don't mean it!' (Rausch, Psalm 384 (or thereabouts), 2021)

Traeume Ins Nichts

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