Is Missing 
blessed. 1 , better off dead 1 and the oldies

Lil revive / Josh A / Jake Hill

Spooky

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

yeah make way for the coward like what did you expect
yeah you didn’t think about it much but now your sons a wreck
doesn’t know how to cope or be social, 
feel like he’s the only one who feels this way no he cant maintain

a regular routine or fucking diet
cus he doesn’t know how to be alive most days he feels like he died
in that car crash a few years ago
he swears he saw the fucking light at the end of the tunnel

but he’s still on two feet, still barely coping
yeah he stays high so he doesn’t deal with his mind
cus it’s always the negative thoughts that take over each other
yeah until the tension just breaks snap yeah we just relapse back

to a childhood where we were neglected
by a family who couldn’t understand what it’s like to be different
from everyone else it’s like you’re all just NPCs
Yeah living check to check just to have nothing to show

yeah it’s fucking sad that we have to live this way
always tryna feed our family who’s hungry but they don’t understand the pain
that you go through day to day, live a nine to five, 
just the same routine from 30 till your fucking 89

I don’t  know why you fucking live like this
what happened to your fucking dreams would you blame it on your son
and would you leave all of us behind just to restart
maybe you fucking would but that’s life you don’t get a second shot

so this kids a bit older he’s almost 25 
doesn’t know what he wants but he’s got his fucking music
to live by new friends no lies, 
Every day we get a little better more plays no we never settle

for what we couldn’t have back when we grew up
yeah we all got our own problems and memories no one perfect
so we just fade, just fade out have a few more drugs
Yeah this isn’t what life is fucking all about

I Beg Your Pardon

Grave Digger

jeepers creepers

ghostface

undead

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

yeah crucify me stab me in the front
what was I expecting I knew you’d break my trust
watch the veil come down and cover up my eyes
would you come and save me, ill believe your lies

tell me what’s the point I feel like I’ve given up
should I call you back when I know this isn’t love
you just take advantage when im on the low
when I need you most I find myself all alone

I can feel it in my skin crawling under my eyes
its constant negativity that makes the doubt and takes emotions that I hide
until im just left feeling so numb
a delicate flower that breaks when it’s loved

im over-medicated i didn’t want to say it
because if I admit it, you just freak out and leave me here all alone
and it shows
that i don’t know how to communicate to you at all

I see you suffering, you know it’s hurting me
I ask if your ok but you just find ways to push away
all the pain
until it builds and builds and you take it out all on me

so why can’t you explain to me what you're going through
you know you're not alone
but we shut everyone out
until were drowning in our doubt

Live A Liar

Instagram - @dempseyrollboy 🚬

in a world of my own... 🖤💭

backpack rap

On all platforms. Prod. dercept
Lyrics-

why, am I like this?
no, I don't like this
I can try (I can try)
to change my mind, change my mind
why am I like this?
I might get high and change my mind
change my mind for peace of mind

nothing ever works out, works out no
nothing ever works out, works out 
I'm on a downward spiral, downward spiral
I don't want to be with anybody else
I don't want to think like anybody else but,
I think way too much
yeah I drink way too much, to live like this 
cause I am not okay, I don't know what to say
but all these thoughts inside my head they never go away
if I told you how I feel would you still feel the same?   
and if I left right now would you be okay?

why am I like this? no I don't like this
I change my mind, I change my mind for peace of mind

I just need to slow down slow down yuh
take some time to myself myself yuh
every word that you said, you said
that you want me dead and you won't forget it
never thought that I would make it this far
now I'm singing with a broken heart, yuh
can't explain what I'm going through
now I'm all alone, I been telling you that

I'm all alone, I want to cry
why can't I reach my peace of mind?
I'm losing hope, you'll be alright
I can't complain cause I'll do my time x2

peace of mind

peace of mind (prod. dercept x maxflynn)

i wanna go home

i wanna go home (prod. lonelyprinze)

Lyrics

You don't wanna know about some things that I know
I don't wanna think about some things I did before
When I met you, I swear I was saved
When I'm next to you I feel like I'm safe

When I'm not, my mind starts starts to spiral
I got all this weight that I'm draggin' like I'm spyro
My soul is on fire, my religion pyro
Preaching to the choir, I feel like I'm psycho

My dad reaching out now cause he back in prison
Too bad I don't care now, I don't even miss him
When I was a kid I reached out so many times
Now I do not give a shit, won't come to see you when you die

I just took a break, I ain't ever fucking done
I do this to stay alive, you just think it's fucking fun
I care bout 3 things and my music number one
Music help me with my two, she is three but she the one

I don't care bout nothing else, at least not in that magnitude
Fuck bout how that made you felt, don't care about yo attitude
When I needed fucking help, I found it in my solitude
All I need myself I'm not sorry that's the honest truth

My dad reaching out now cause he back in prison
Too bad I don't care now, I don't even miss him
When I was a kid I reached out so many times
Now I do not give a shit, won't come to see you when you die

spotify.

spyro! | Produced by ralm

Lyrics:
Always outside in the cold weather,

Yeah I got a real bad vendetta,

I'm hoping for you that it end better,

I just want air, I want a breath of it.


I don't ask questions I just go set foot in

Better talk to me respectfully...

Do everything i do carefully

Remember who I am you are in debt to me.




There's nothing that I can abide to

Look around at these people I lie to 

They see me, they wanna come do it how I do it

Do you listen to music and cry to it?



I got no public discussions for nothing,

Cause my head is fucked up

I never go dance with puppets

I dance with the bullets



Cause I always consider it.




Pray to god, that I'll be a kid again.


Put up facades, for all my sins committed


not sufficient,


death is vivid,


I just want the definition.





What's the meaning of this?

Did you mean to offend me?

It's easy for you to forget me?

It's not easy for you to respect me?




I know how to solve all these problems,

Pull out my strap and I pop them.

Or do I pop myself?

I grew up all by myself.

With no help.


But oh well

I guess we'll fuck him over and we won't tell him.

Let him scream, when the ghosts sell him.

They wanna leave, but I wont let em.

Now I sit in the cold weather.





You need me for all your development

This is my settlement,

Look at the bodies I carried in.

Treated me like I was always irrelevant,

Hey man I think you should talk to a therapist...



No i don't think so,

I'm fine with living life like I'm a schizo.

I try to slip in a time where I get hope.

5 more seconds until Ima get smoked

Try to make it I know I can't get home.

Why come tell me you love me and let go?

VyOk - Definition

soul kid - не забуду

can't go back to yesterday
 (prod. zwall)

yesterday

Jake Hill - All Along

Lil Revive - Graveyard

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Lil Revive - Graveyard

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