i liked your last album alot there was alot of good songs this is good also bring your cloudy songs back man keep your work up 

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dude this whole song is holy fucking relatable ily

Ive been lost in music since juice died but you bring all yhe righy vibes 🤘🏾

reupload (soundcloud keep deleting the song)
download it before it's gone

Earl Stan - Nightmares

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yeah make way for the coward like what did you expect
yeah you didn’t think about it much but now your sons a wreck
doesn’t know how to cope or be social, 
feel like he’s the only one who feels this way no he cant maintain

a regular routine or fucking diet
cus he doesn’t know how to be alive most days he feels like he died
in that car crash a few years ago
he swears he saw the fucking light at the end of the tunnel

but he’s still on two feet, still barely coping
yeah he stays high so he doesn’t deal with his mind
cus it’s always the negative thoughts that take over each other
yeah until the tension just breaks snap yeah we just relapse back

to a childhood where we were neglected
by a family who couldn’t understand what it’s like to be different
from everyone else it’s like you’re all just NPCs
Yeah living check to check just to have nothing to show

yeah it’s fucking sad that we have to live this way
always tryna feed our family who’s hungry but they don’t understand the pain
that you go through day to day, live a nine to five, 
just the same routine from 30 till your fucking 89

I don’t  know why you fucking live like this
what happened to your fucking dreams would you blame it on your son
and would you leave all of us behind just to restart
maybe you fucking would but that’s life you don’t get a second shot

so this kids a bit older he’s almost 25 
doesn’t know what he wants but he’s got his fucking music
to live by new friends no lies, 
Every day we get a little better more plays no we never settle

for what we couldn’t have back when we grew up
yeah we all got our own problems and memories no one perfect
so we just fade, just fade out have a few more drugs
Yeah this isn’t what life is fucking all about

I Beg Your Pardon

Lil Agony x Prompto - Cry The Pain Out(Prod. nvr.frvr)
.

Lyrics : 
Lil Agony : 
I'm being on my own now 
dying when i see her 
crying all my pain out 
tired of just living 
try my heart out
dying when i see her 
crying all my pain out 
tired of just breathing 

Prompto:  
Lost inside my love for you
i take my shot , you are bullet proof
im porcelain you're plexiglass
im shattered i cant get it through
i need better days i can't change what i get into
don't understand my pain when i scream inside my mental roots
my feelings got me scared , insecure and im sure of it 
you never really loved me and i wish that there was more to it 
a grave that i've been digging for myself it's almost morbid with the way you hold yourself together you'll never be my ornament.

Cry The Pain Out

Cry The Pain Out w/ Prompto(Prod. nvr.frvr)

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Send help, be quick please
‘Cause it seems that my life is in repeat
I’m waiting for your phone call baby, this silence is driving me crazy
I know that you love that you hate me, I’m too drunk to know that you blamed me
For every problem, every mistake and every time you made my heartbreak
I’m a fool for you, should of known better it was cruel of you
Know we’re done it's through
Crying so hard in the two-door coupe
Will you remember me? Tears in your eyes in my memories
It wasn’t meant to be but, just know I’ll still bleed for you
I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Lately
Feel crazy
Thoughts of you, back to back, got me shaking
Fuck around with a dumb mix I ain't safe b
Self-harm in the form of bliss it amaze it
Dazy
Hazy
I ain’t know where I am wake up achy
Crust up blood on my lip fuck so I take these
Chalk white pills to forget what I can be

Damaged
And frantic
Ya cold heart take advantage
Baby

Manic
You savage
My poor heart you gone damaged

Lately
Soul lost
Glazed eyes
Dead face under bangs baby

Same thoughts
With the same lies
I ain’t want this so I fade, daily

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Fall (feat SLOTHBOI) prod. sorrowbringer x amalia

THE HEART BREAKS BONELESS (prod. ndot & Travis Barker)

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Flight Mode

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Lyrics

Were sick of being just used by the ones that we love
Wont you say a quick pray and give our souls to the wind
So light a match in the dark and reach a hand out to me
Losing grip over time this god gave up easily

A drug fucked mess at the alter, no your prays no they don't, don't deceive me
I'm feeling sick from all this pressure, from the ones who say they care
I watched my family be abandoned by the church who said they'd be their
Even my family that my mother used to love, abandoned her when she was in need

I'm sick of being betrayed by a lover, so disgusted am I
I've became resilient to the affection that they deny through their eyes
Where were you when my mother needed help and my brother was so suicidal back then
I was just a kid trying to keep this family together but it wasn't enough

Tainted my blood with some DNA chains
Addiction runs in me genetical fate

My blood is so tainted
I can't help to crave it
I'm drowning in vomit when I be awakened

Abusing myself and I keep coming back
Sophia I'm sorry I left in a flash
I promise I miss you but shit I got issues
I'm trapped in this cycle of booze with a screw loose

I feel like everyday's the same
I say it every song cuz I mean what I say, aye
Like I'm tryna the face pain
But when its coming in the same wave, everyday
I feel just crushed by weight
Its hard to fucking stand up let alone feel okay
I know I feel disdain
At my own life so I fight it every day

I miss your face
The excited gaze
These autumn leaves, ain't feel the same

I lost it all
I gave it up
For a dream, no regrets, but fuck it sucks

I make mistakes
I feel the pain
Associated with me to blame

My life is fucked
Deep rooted mud
God gave it up, and I had enough

Were sick of being just used by the ones that we love
Wont you say a quick pray and give our souls to the wind
So light a match in the dark and reach a hand out to me
Losing grip over time this god gave up easily

Sophia

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wrong place wrong time⌚ (prod. raiden killah)

Feeling kinda bent now
I just won't forget how
Things had ended up
And now I'm drinking from a double cup

Messages are cryptic
Acting pessimistic
Loss of my existence
I'm just a statistic

Lockdown now confined to stone walls
Vision of a prison I'm stuck with no calls
Looking out the window and watch the snow fall
Spitting all the writtens committing a faux pas

Cellophane game looking right up it's plastic
Think it's gotten fucking better but shit has been getting drastic
Pass the fucking papers to roll up another wood
Might be doing all the shit that they wanted but never could

Sticking up a sign and I'm wearing a balaclava
Bitches never saw me and going and starting drama
Fuck a pig snitching I'm riding inside Impalas
Got the purple up on me they might mistake me for the Ballas

Secondhand bitches they're breathing the blunt smoke
They're reciting all the words and the lyrics I once wrote
Sipping everyday while they're gripping up on the tec
Roll a couple of bundles while they be ripping on the deck

Feeling kinda bent now
I just won't forget how
Things had ended up
And now I'm drinking from a double cup

Messages are cryptic
Acting pessimistic
Loss of my existence
I'm just a statistic

Never knowing pain I'm injecting the novocaine
I've been waiting all alone and avoiding the soaking rain
Thinking in my mind I just wanted to smoke a strain
Calming every fucking nerve and the wanting to blow my brain

Venom in my pocket and flowing into my vein
Got the blood up on the carpet eroding into a stain
Gone without a trace and I'm taking a second look
Caught a vision of the drugs that you wanted but never took

Cash in account got the FAFSA dispersed
But I feel so dead feel the cash is a curse
Never felt better but I never felt great
I just got that pay bout a year too late

Truth of my time yeah the truth got told
Got the drugs out back when the drugs got sold
Deals went bad but the deals got made
And we ate real good when the bills got paid

Feeling kinda bent now
I just won't forget how
Things had ended up
And now I'm drinking from a double cup

Messages are cryptic
Acting pessimistic
Loss of my existence
I'm just a statistic

Just Wanted To Say Thank You For Nothing

Music Video https://youtu.be/DLDdULa0IaE
AMV by SUNLIGHT featured on IDLEGLANCE YT: youtu.be/BmQs8M16gBE 🖤

prod: https://soundcloud.com/discent
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover: IG @muskisdead

Lyrics 

Memories
Of the dead in me
I'm seeing them while I'm in bed

Like

Pharmacies
They killing me
Replaying your death in my head

I ain't see
Bitch what you see
I hate me so I'm on a bend

Seeing threes
I'm dying b
I'm tipping right over the edge

I got problems
They got faces
Staring at me like bitch I cant take it

I be dizzy from pain
Inside of my brain
Bitch you ain't got this you lucky you sane

Fuck all clout that aint what this about
This some emotion straight outa my mouth
Sloth be authentic and there is no doubt
I be true to myself bitch I aint on no route

I got some patience
But you gun break it
Tired of bullshit from all of yall faking

I really seen all this seen shit
My ex done suicide
And it broke me a bit
Like

I aint got no one left
Im breaking im dead
Im lonely in my bedroom shit I confess

She lived but she blamed me for that shit
What the fuck bat shit, crazy you damaged

Memories
Of the dead in me
I'm seeing them while I'm in bed

Like

Pharmacies
They killing me
Replaying your death in my head

I ain't see
Bitch what you see
I hate me so I'm on a bend

Seeing threes
I'm dying b
I'm tipping right over the end edge

I'm unstable, shit I said it, please don't leave me I'm better
Still got problems with addiction but I'm starting to get it
Getting better but I'm trouble and I know that aint changing
But I'm breaking thru this trauma of the past ima make it

Everyone high
I'm spiraling by
Got a couple fucking problems and they want me to die

But I'm choosing my life
I ain't losing this fight
Ima make it bitch I'm trying if I give up I die

Tipping Point

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Tipping Point (discent & 5head) [Music Video ↓]

Self produced / Sad  

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I Beg Your Pardon

Rivilin

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