For a While

Raheem DeVaughn - A Place Called Love Land.  2013 Studio release.

Wrong Forever

Bubbly (LV X Donny X Ant)

Sunday Service (w/ K Wales)

[Verse 1]
It’s okay, they say I’ll be fine someday
But I wake up, roll up, and fade away
OJ and ashes on my nightstand
Dreams in my head that I can’t stand
Been lost, stuck inside my room
Old friends talk but they don’t come through
Text me like they care, but I know they don’t
Say they wanna chill, but I know they won’t

They say I been changin
I just been vacant
I don’t pick up calls, I’m too faded
Family ask about school, I fake it
Tell em I’m good but I hate it
Every night I just overthink
Look in the mirror, can’t even blink
Feelin’ like I’m floatin but I’m drownin
Smilin but the pain still shoutin

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of always waking,
Same old thoughts, my heart still aching,
Maybe I been growing too fast, yeah.
Feels like I’m floating, but I’m breaking,
Losing sleep, my hands still shaking,
Maybe I been stuck in the past, yeah.

Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah, yeah.
Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah.

[Verse 2]
Baby, I’m a burnout, mom says slow down
But I light up just to calm down
I been high since last weekend
Tryna stop my brain from speakin
Old friends act like they know my pain
But they just want clout from my name
You can break my heart, just don’t break my pipe
I’ll still be numb by the end of the night

I’m awkward, can’t say much
So I pour my heart in a paper cup
Post a song when I feel too low
Then delete it, don’t want ‘em to know
People fake, they shapeshift fast
Swear they real, but it never lasts
And I wonder if I’ll make it
If I crash, will they play this?

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of always waking,
Same old thoughts, my heart still aching,
Maybe I been growing too fast, yeah.
Feels like I’m floating, but I’m breaking,
Losing sleep, my hands still shaking,
Maybe I been stuck in the past, yeah.

Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah, yeah.
Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah.

[Outro]
I can’t stay too long
You’ll forget me when I’m gone
If you ever feel alone
Play this song, play this song...

maybe i'm a scumbag

Hueman Sound - studio true covers that feel human


Say It (1950's Jazz Version)

Falling

Much respect to the Isley Brothers for this beautiful song & Aaliyah for making me aware of it & inspiring me to do it. I would like to thank everyone who helped me put this together (@1julienpaul__ | @stupidrich | @justhalo_). I hope this resonates with your mind, body, and soul. Here’s my debut single #ChooseyLover Enjoy. 

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Choosey Lover - Aaliyah/Isley Brothers (Rendition)

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