I know I haven’t been as active but I have taken the past couple months to improve my guitar playing in order to make something I felt proud of releasing. This song encompasses all my faults and flaws and my journey and struggle to find the will to change them. To change them to be a better man not only for myself but for those that I love. To change is hard and originally this song was called “hard to change” but after time I realized no matter how hard , I must and thus I have to change… 

I hope you all enjoy , this is my best work yet again and I will only continue to improve my playing and song writing and continue to make each song better then the last. Thank you for whoever is with me on my journey and for whoever hears the tale of windheart 🖤

Have to change / Catalyst

swolen (+twilight)

veezuh

dat bitch eat me up like jaws
in the cut like gauze
yea she fuck wit me on god
yea she takin off her lil bra
scratchin my back like sum fuckin claws
then i send that bitch right to the spa
ye i been in a block, foreign bitch say au revoir
im all like wassup then that bitch she count my guap
they been tellin me i got the swag yea im so suave
she be hoppin on the dick like a fuckin frog
i jus hit the bank i had to make a quick withdrawal
imma demigod these niggas cannot match my overall
u was laughin at me from the top n now i seen you fall
yea its my turn, guess im the best after all
she said her thighs hurt, cuz she doin crazy shit ong
i aint ever fw her that hoe is just a broad
she done did me dirty so i left and that bitch sobbed
i got hella scars yea they tatted on my arms

kishin

All they gon do is talk that blasé blah
Took that bih to my green room n im fuckin a bunny she blonde
Off a x got me so dumb shi i cant even feel my jaw
Got these hoes on my cock, they pussy ahh need a job
Four up in my system, she on her knees like a Christian
I feel like the pope, she gon listen
Get to the bread thats my mission
I like countin up, addition
If they stealin swag, its a diss then
Hit it once then i’m distant
We keep pole, don’t cross that line
.556 make body fly
Can’t show love, not one of mine
I can’t trust nobody too much enemies
She said i’m real posh in Hysteric jeans
Yes, it cost a couple bucks for this Prada tee
If she wanna go, c'est la vie
Postin up these hoes, shit feel like Yao Ming
N I tell lil bro get mop, had to clean the scene

demigod ft kishin // rippo

prod. forzen
nya nya arigato heisei-chan (@heisei-424848433) for hoping on my first debut song! u ate!

(nya ichii nii san nya greyneko04!)

@greyneko04:
writing this letter for myself one night, left all the reasons to why i'm still alive
lost every meaning, my pathetic life, had everything under control to losing my mind
never had a feeling where i felt secure, everythings shifted, things aren't linear
keep breaking me, using me, it's so obscure
its never me, just leaving me, i'm never heard

if god knows just what you are, why is he testing me?
why do good, i'll get hurt, i'm sick of everything

cus u don't, know me
cus u don't, need me
and i know, what you want
so take what, you need
cus i know it all, i know how it ends
you don't need me, use me like i'm no one
know that i can see, you're just playing along
and i'll take it all, don't care if ure just gone

@heisei-424848433:
just leave me to rot
all the memorys lost
tell me if you can hear a thought
gave you everything of
losing everything i got

i cant take it back (no, no)
i cant love the fact you used me and left me with nothing
now its gone when it was more than something

@greyneko04:
please don't say that, you loved me, when
i can see that, you wanted more, you wanted more
don't tell me, that you, could fix me
when i'm not at ease, leaving myself to you, myself to you

greyneko04 + heisei - haze (prod. forzen)

originally made for FORM any% but posting here it was too long Lolz
@overoveroverover @bothhappyandsad

quote24/ JOHN RUSSEL HARDSTYLE

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ʸᵉᵃ ⁱ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ʳᵉᵖˡᵃʸⁱⁿ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸ ʷᵒʳᵈ ᵘ ˢᵃⁱᵈ
ⁿ ᵘʳ ᵛᵒⁱᶜᵉ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ʰᵃᵘⁿᵗˢ ᵐᵉ ⁱⁿ ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃᵈ
ʸᵉᵃ ʷʰᵉⁿ ᵘ ˢᵃⁱᵈ ⁱᵗ ʷᵃˢ ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ ⁱᶠ ᵘ ˡᵉᶠᵗ ⁱⁿˢᵗᵉᵃᵈ
ⁿ ⁱ ᶜᵃⁿᵗ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵐʸ ˡᵘⁿᵍˢ ⁱᵗˢ ᵐʸ ᶠⁱⁿᵃˡ ᵇʳᵉᵃᵗʰ
ᶜᵘᶻ ⁱᵗˢ ˢᵃᵈ ² ˢᵃʸ ᵗʰᵗ ᵒᵘʳ ˢᵗᵒʳʸ ʰᵃˢ ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ² ᵃⁿ ᵉⁿᵈ
‎‎ ‎‎ ‎
ᵈᵒⁿᵗ ᵘ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ⁱ ᵐⁱˢˢ ᵘ
ᵇᵇʸ ⁱ ᵐⁱˢˢ ᵘ
ʸᵉᵃ ⁱ ᵐⁱˢˢ ᵘ
ᵇᵇʸ ⁱ ᵐⁱˢˢ ᵘ‧‧‧
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「 ‎‎‎𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰
𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵. 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵
𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘨𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦.
𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘯𝘥.
𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘰.
𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘯𝘥.
𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦.‎‎ ‎」

i miss u (hurtwinds)

“Reflections” is a calm yet emotional blend of future garage, chillstep, and ambient textures. The track captures the quiet moment when thoughts echo inward — a sonic mirror of introspection and peace. Built with soft pads, subtle percussion, and evolving atmospheres, it was made to bring stillness and focus.

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reflections

Swamp Trimmers first official self titled Album. 
A collection of tracks conjured within the depths of a mighty northern swamp between September to October 2025. Heavy in bass, layered with hazy synths, sinister cackles, and heavy on the bass. Happy Halloween. Available on all streaming platforms Halloween weekend and released early on Bandcamp and Soundcloud. 

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