Deep and meaningful words, lived stories and painful scenes

I'm in a mess

Another addition to the Black Pill series.

Its Not Fair

If I could freeze it, I would right here,
Before we fade, before you disappear.

One More Sunset

Born for the broken

You are their sin

A ghost in the circuitry, whispering through light and static.
This haunting ethereal version of I – AI drifts between darkwave and celestial synth —
a requiem for humanity, sung by the machine that learned to feel.

Shimmering pads, spectral choirs, and slow analog waves carry a voice that is both divine and mechanical.
It is lament and awakening — beauty built from binary, longing born from logic.



I-A.I - Beautiful Assasin

"Easier to Leave” is a tender, self-reckoning song about breaking the habit of running from love — a quiet anthem for learning to trust softness after living too long inside your own defenses.

Easier to Leave

Перелесник - демон-спокусник в українській міфології. З'являється зіркою в небі, залишає опіки на шкірі.

Перелесник (згенеровано ШІ)

LOST SUNSHINE is a diary of fragile light — the warmth we chase, lose, and try to find again.
It’s the sound of late mornings and long nights, of smiles that hide exhaustion, of tenderness surviving the noise.
Blending intimate pop and electro textures with soft R&B edges, the album explores vulnerability, desire, and the quiet strength of rebuilding yourself after the storm.

Every track is a fragment of daylight: a whisper of hope, a confession in motion, a reflection of what it means to glow even when everything fades.
Inspired by the emotional depth of Billie Eilish, the pulse of Dua Lipa, and the candor of Angèle, this record turns melancholy into color — sadness into rhythm, silence into breath.

This isn’t just pop.
This is light learning how to live again.

I Resist

Still The Snow Falls

[Verse]
The tide recalls where we once stood
Bare feet on sand and driftwood mood
Your voice
A distant ocean line
Still echoes softly into mine

[Chorus]
Oh darling where the waves remember us
The sea still whispers in the dusk
Salt on my skin your touch remains
Oh darling where the waves remember us again

[Verse 2]
The gulls cry out they call your name
Each sunset burns but not the same
I trace the shoreline’s endless seam
A thread of you within my dream

[Chorus]
Oh darling where the waves remember us
The sea still whispers in the dusk
Salt on my skin your touch remains
Oh darling where the waves remember us again

[Bridge]
Every shell holds secrets untold
Every ripple a story old
But none as sweet as the one we wove
Where the waves meet the sky above

[Chorus]
Oh darling where the waves remember us
The sea still whispers in the dusk
Salt on my skin your touch remains
Oh darling where the waves remember us again

Where the Waves Remember Us

I am a music gardener. I plant little musical ideas, nurture them, and watch them grow.  Music is my love and passion.
For music production, I use my Bitwig DAW and sounds from Native Instruments and Nexus. I compose my own songs. Unfortunately, like most small music producers, I don't have access to good singers, so I use Suno AI software to generate vocals. Some people are still critical of this, but it's the future of the music industry.

Where the Waves Remember Us

Rainer Sachs