reborn

born2die

walaaaa.

vox/guitar/production - rainfield
bass guitar - lea jaffe
drums/production - @basic_shapes

mix/master - @basic_shapes

company

From Test Phase, Tape One (1997)
"Untitled 12"

Duster - Skulls (Misfits Cover)

Ragebait (Prod Deer Park)

GEEKING ##LLF

Made Of Pain - Despair

nettspend, osamason & xaviersobased - innis bch prod cranes

Eera & DJH - Smile (Bass)

I can’t take it again
My eyes rolled back in head
Eyelids still opened wide
This scarf covers my lies 
This brim covers my face 
Don’t let them recognize 
If so don’t even try
I 
Could barley breath
Yet still we smoke again 
There’s something in the air
My lungs cant comprehend

*don’t be a cunt harto*
Damn I need a cigarette
I just took another football, don’t think its kicking in
The exo punching every time, it never miss
Got so high when i fall out the sky they think its heaven sent 
I ain’t fitting in, don’t make me part of this 
World get so cold wishing I still have my Cardigan
My mind gets to puzzled, got me putting back my heart again
Looking in the mirror staring at the one that I’m against
Battle 1 V 1
Neither of us won
I’ve been leaning on the cup
I need another crutch
I was smoking so much Soap you’d think i had the Suds
Keep on getting so numb I’m feeling out of touch.
I can’t blame the drugs
When it’s really me 
Everybody fake as fuck ain’t what it really seems
In the function and we smoking exo B2B
Let em kick us out cause i don’t care i’d rather leave
(I rather go)

I can’t take it again
My eyes rolled back in head
Eyelids still opened wide
This scarf covers my lies 
This brim covers my face 
Don’t let them recognize 
If so don’t even try
I 
Could barely breath
Yet still we smoke again 
There’s something in the air
My lungs can't comprehend

.BloOdY-gEeKeR*

No Ragerts <ᵖʳᵒᵈ ᵇʸ ᵐⁱᵐⁱᶜˢᵍᵃᵗᵉ , ᵉᵛⁱˡᵍⁱᵃⁿᵉ>

fetish +jackzebra

official MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLsdFISSRDU

prod me, mix/master @jamison2
lyrics:
if i dont have what she want me to have ill go back
haven’t been where she want me to been ill go back
done did all the shit that i said thats no cap 
haven’t been where she want me to been ill go back

larry david with the way that they wish me the worst
larry david with the rack that i spent at james perse
we can’t work if you making this shit so fame first
i just dont give a shit about this that damn much

if i dont have what she want me to have ill go back
haven’t been where she want me to been ill go back
done did all the shit that i said thats no cap 
haven’t been where she want me to been ill go back

Go Back (mv in description)

fakemink - No Thanks (Prod Rek)

I <3 maxon

high like me

love you all

available on spotify, apple etc now here:
https://lontalius.lnk.to/surrender

spotify/apple/etc

sleep thru ur alarms

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it