I've been listening to this on repeat. it's storming right now, and I feel melancholy 

i love this so much do you have a spotify?🥺

Absolutely love how much emotion and experience each of your songs hold. i quickly recognized the poem once spoken by another in a past piece. I hope youre doing alright man. Stay strong. Treat yourself well. 

strange stains

I'm left wanting more
it rains and it pours
and I'm sitting here in and out every year while death lurks at the door
I try to just find
some peace in my mind
but she left me quick
a gust blew out the wick 
watch the smoke rising on
~
I'm never content with myself
and truthfully I need some help
but ill say I'm fine
I'm never fine
I cannot find
the answers to questions I play on repeat again inside my mind
I'm so damn blind
my life seems so perfect but contemplate worth and I'm met my time
I hope this is worth it, I'll push on to taste those lips one more time

Left Wanting More [Prod. IOF]

f r 8 t r a i n

gonna miss summer

lyrics:
when u pulled up to my driveway
i saw u turn around
and u said we’ll do it my way
made me think that you were here to stay

cuz when ur gone
it feels wrong
all the things i do without u
on my mind
all the time
i dont know what im tryna find
runaway from the world
lets just run to california where
the grass has never been greener and
u look so fucking pretty baby

so i won’t pick up the phone
and u won’t leave me alone
so wherever I go
u will always be home

☼ California ☼

deleted album "KIFHY" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

If I fall will you catch me?
Wanna call but I know you hate you met me
I'm addicted, your love's deadly
I would drop it all for you, you won't let me

I'm so fucked, I can't hold on
No love, not from no one
If they do I won't fucking let 'em
What to do? I don't know I ain't fucking better

Shut the fuck up, I don't wanna hear that
I don't like the pain but I do when I feel that
I don't wanna stay with you and you fear that
But it ain't my problem

All of yours I can't solve 'em
Numbers in my phone I don't call 'em
All of my emotions, I wall 'еm
If it break, I'mma snap, I don't really give a fuck

Gavе her everything and lost her, I am not enough
I feel every pain I felt when I was growing up
Did wrong every single time that I opened up or tried
I'd cut out my eyes just to never see the light
I can't hide inside forever

I'm not ken, I'M FUCKING DETMER

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

no one. (prod. kubsy)

mixed & mastered by @whatafuckingbitch <3

artwork by https://instagram.com/sadcatsllc?igshid=NTdlMDg3MTY=

poison in my cup (prod. metlast)

Bloody Mary Shawty (w/ Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures)

prod me :)

lyrics:

i know i'm never gonna be your home
but i'd never leave you all alone
gotten sick of all this god damn cold
when you're not here
i think that you just need some rest
and i think that i just need a sense of confidence
hate to see it's time you go
but i'm glad you were near

is it love if i take you
love if i set you
free from the place you
hate but i know that's 
me i don't blame you
i just really hope you'll
see that it's meant to be

i love you
so i'll see you soon
give you space to move
lemme know when you're back here
i won't leave
i stare at that empty seat
without you i'm incomplete
lemme know i'll be right here

see you soon

Recorded in 2018. this hook catchy af ngl. draffish sent me this beat and I did my thing. I dropped it here but took it down cause I decided it wasnt up to par with my other songs

Our Song

deception

now I'm sad Pt.1 (Prod. Astrosurf)

[intro: Lost in Translation (2003)]

"the more you know who you are, 
and what you want. The less you let
things upset you."

"yeah, I just don't know what i'm
suppose to be"


[chorus]

12 gauge shotty with my name on it,
Bitches better stand back, blow my brains on it.
Blood drippin in the rain, got a name for it.
I won't make it past 20, put my fame on it. x2


[verse 1]

didn't want me but you see i'm making racks now.
drugs and depression baby it's the lifestyle.
only living 1 life make it worthwhile.
threw me to the side, and bitch you lost out.


[chorus]

12 gauge shotty with my name on it,
Bitches better stand back, blow my brains on it.
Blood drippin in the rain, got a name for it.
I won't make it past 20, put my fame on it. x2


[verse 1]

didn't want me but you see i'm making racks now.
drugs and depression baby it's the lifestyle.
only living 1 life make it worthwhile.
threw me to the side, and bitch you lost out.

worthwhile (prod. sketchmyname)

ALL MY FRIENDS ARE LEAVING MY HOME TOWN 
NOSTALGIC ABOUT THE TIMES WHEN I DIDNT CARE
NOW IM SITTIN HERE BY MYSELF
WISHIN THAT I LIVED IN SLOW MOTION

THE CLOCK, KEEPS ON TICK TICK TICKING AWAY
SITTIN HERE WISHIN THAT I COULD ESCAPE
AND I CANT AND THAT FUCKIN SUCKS BUT
I'LL BE YOUR AFTER THOUGHT
ITS TIME TO GO
IT HURTS SO BAD
I MISS YOU AND I DONT WANNA END IT LIKE THIS

MY CHEST IS TIGHT
I  HATE GOODBYES
SO ONE LAST TIME
CAN WE FREEZE FRAME
AND IGNORE THE FUTURE

AND I CANT SLEEP AND I DONT KNOW WHY
JUST WISH I COULD FUCKIN TRY 
LIFES A CHANGIN BUT I AINT BUDGIN
MISS THINGS HOW THEY USED TO BE
BUT THEN I BLINKED
NOW ITS GONE
EVERYONES DRUNK AND DONT GET ALONG
EVERYONES DRUNK AND DONT GET ALONG
EVERYONES DRUNK
EVERYONES DRUNK 
FUCK

REGRET BOY (PROD. HOOLIGN)

i just wanna let u know im going away

i don't even care if i lose u along the way 

dont look at me that way dont tell me what u wanna say

the feelings u had the feelings i had the feelings she had all decay

waves 46

extremely inspired by nomu 
just hide behind the curtains </3

lyrics:
tell me if youve ever felt the same
with all these fucking vices drenching me just like the rain
and u care for all ur friends but they just dont care the same
and u dont wanna talk so u post up for the frame

these people making fun of me but they dont know my name
u act like u know me but u dont know my pain 
i pray to be enough for u like every single day
i wish that i could love u but everyones the same

i dont wanna talk now
im so burnt out
everybody lies to themselves
but with the lights out
there a different person
ppl never show themselves 
just hide behind the curtains
it always make me nervous

hiding in the dark
trying to build myself to something
but at what cost
cause now im always running
i find myself lost
always feeling like im nothing
honestly disgusting
i wish i could be something

im a different person when i hide behind the screen
and i know that its hard just to be a friend of me
i just wish a person cared thats all i fucking need
text me every morning so that i can feel complete

waves 46

….it never rains out here

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