this song really pulls on my heart strings... I love the message...

Silver & Black

Getaway

Filthy Heart

When I wake up, I don’t wanna
Face the mirror, I'm a goner
Fake my cool, my chest gets hotter
It burns like soda in my veins
Missed that moment, lost that dollar
Scuffed up ego, hot on the collar
Buzzin’ head, where's the gain?
Nobody’s driving me sane

You talk slick, I can’t stand it
Go ahead, tear your bandage
You just want to drag my name
While I cave in, you play savage
God, I hate it — but I manage
You make me sort of enjoy the pain

I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up feelin’ like a fake, oh
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up - next to my mistakes, no
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Lose my place or lose my grip
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up - just to exist

Keep on loopin’, thoughts keep shootin’
Half alive and half rebootin’
Hold my breath like it’s a stunt
Play that role and keep disputin’
Truth’s diluted, mind’s polluted
Choke me gently, call it blunt

You're so proud, I can’t mute it
Tear me down and refute it
You make me want to burn places I've seen
But I still stay, barely rooted
Freaking out, wired, deluded
You make me wanna claw through my screen

I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up feelin’ like a fraud, oh
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up prayin’ - oh my god, no
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Keep losing sleep I can’t recall
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Keep being your light in the hall

Told myself that it gets better
But I’m still taped up with tether
Every day I come undone
Take my face off, switch the weather
If I break, well, call it clever
Say I ran — but I never run

I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up stitched into a mask, oh
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Rehearse answers, you never ask, no
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Chase the lines that they made bleed
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Wake up just to not succeed


I Don't Wanna

KMT KI Media 2025 (16.08.2025)
Album Trilogie Nr. 17 "In the Sign of the Cross (2/3) - The Empire Strikes Back" by KMT - Style: Synthwave, Opera, Electronic, Musical, Epic | Tracks: 30 (ai generated)
Lyric: English

Theme: Despite the odds, it remains. Now, it's time to meet organized resistance with a fire that will engulf the world! Directed and produced by Kurt Michael Treichl.

Track 01: Trajan's Decree
synthwave, opera, electronic

Track 03: Antioch's Secret
synthwave, opera, electronic

Track 05: Hadrian's Wall
synthwave, opera

Track 07: Polycarp's Refusal
synthwave, opera, electronic

Track 09: Marcus Aurelius' Meditations
synthwave, opera, spoken word

Track 11: The Lyon Martyrs
synthwave, industrial, opera

Track 13: Blandina's Strength
synthwave, opera, electronic

Track 15: Commodus' Games
synthwave, opera, theatrical

Track 17: The Scillitan Martyrs
synthwave, opera, electronic

Track 19: Septimius Severus' Ban
synthwave, opera, darkwave

Track 21: Irenaeus' Witness
synthwave, opera, lyrical

Track 23: Persecution's Price
synthwave, opera, darkwave

Track 25: The Soldier's Choice
synthwave, synth metal, opera

Track 27: Tertullian's Plea
synthwave, opera, lyrical

Track 29: In This Sign, Resistance
synthwave, opera, inspirational

If you would like to use my music commercially, please contact me. No financial income may be derived from my music without my permission. My music is free for private use. However, it would be appreciated if you would credit me (Kurt Michael Treichl).

Thank you very much for your time and ear. Enjoy the journey through my assisted artificially generated music paradise.

Album cover and music generated in coopertion with AI by © Kurt Michael Treichl

Best Regards,
Kurt Michael Treichl (KMT KI Media) - Austria / Salzburg

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