stop actin like I'm ur friend

21st Century Heartbreak </3

DEADSOONER

ma list

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us, backwards w/ oz the oddz (prod. nejdos)(LYRIC VIDEO ON MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL)

sing!

quick lil edit to one of my favorite tracks from Urban Flora.

enjoy!

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Alina Baraz & Galimatias - Fantasy (Unexotic Edit)

I might gonna go personal on this one, I interpreted this song as how i am going to be crazy if God take His love away from me, cause lately I feel blessed.

It has been really hard for me to express/address some things in my mind, and I've been keeping myself away from a lot of things to actually take my time looking for what I wanna do in life & all the other bs.

These past few months has been a real struggle for me, physically + mentally. I went through a shitload of health checkups, medications, therapies, IVs, etc. Yet, I still have to act strong like nothing happened or tryna act ignorant when I'm actually not okay.

I know I shouldn't be such a dramatic bitch about this, but I owe Him. I owe Him my life, I am surely gonna go way more crazy if I don't have Him holding everything together and I am so grateful that I have music as some kind of a therapeutic thing for me to go through my hardships.

If you're reading this, I just wanna say thank you so much for taking most of your time to actually listen to what I made here on soundcloud. 

I hope you like the things I put here, means a lot for me.

with love,

Gamaliel

c R a Z y

https://soundcloud.com/lukas-mckay on the guitar

gonna start to post more often.

I can't think of a name w/ Lukas

teach me how to sleep
this life aint what it seem
taught me how to leave
now u taking all ur things...

Teach Me How To Sleep (Prod by y0se)

An emotional piece featuring California talent YUNO. This track is a call back to 00's emo music packaged in a contemporary trap beat taking you to a roller coaster of EMOtions.

Produced by: naldooo
Composed by: naldooo
Writen by: Tristin Luu, Naldo Rendison

https://soundcloud.com/yunox

Paris, Texas Pt. II (feat. YUNO)

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

Monteguru - Detour feat. Born2Baatik (Prod. Ferualf & Sendeljer)

SHVRON X Ramandhika - Proper Way To Say Fuck U

Dear Grave Expert I album is coming soon!

Paris, Texas III

Paris, Texas Pt. III (feat. suisei X Wicigo Shawty)

wicigo shawty & clevt - new phase (ft. unvrse999)

CapsCTRL : https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

chorus:
we got much to talk
we got much to walk
everything between us seems so far away
i know i gotta go work on me, you know you gotta go work on you
girl, i know its hard for us two

verse 1:
every time we met, every time we fucked
you got that "what the fuck im doing" look on your soul, it got me worrying
girl, the hell im supoused to do, never met you on rendezvous
put my heart closer, you always zoning. im lowkey tired of all this shit

bridge:
never met you on rendezvous, know that we all got our own issues
you aint even trying on me, pushed me around like a king
girl, i'd die for you

verse 2:
playing behind ma back, like i dont know ya
you dont know me, i got ma own source yea
ma bros got ma back, like a soulja
tellin me its fucked up beyond recognition
but i keep turnin on ignition
acceleratin to ma annihiliation
getting fucked up by ma obsessions

chorus:
we got much to talk
we got much to walk
everything between us seems so far away
i know i gotta go work on me, you know you gotta go work on you
girl, i know its hard for us two

verse 3:
early on january
you wanted a break for awhile
said "we had difrent resolution on this whole relation-shit, i feel guilty taken you for granted"
wished we had more time to conversate

because you made me feel alive
i know its just a little things
when we lay, you made me feel so warm

Rendezvous

Rendezvous (Prod. CapsCTRL)

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yuk kita mandi (ft. goji)

summer nite w/ warren hue (prod. young taylor x polar beats)

i have fears (prod. CapsCTRL)

woa (prod. level)

foreign pt.2 ft.bagoussh

lemme lone (mino dawn)

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@ramandhika

prod. valious

fakie funk + naberhood - i see ur pain, do u see mine (feat. ramandhika)

makasih ijo


took a turn on another page (um?)
dont wanna stay i just want you to pay attention 
slide it right if you got it (um?)
cause all these girls dont wanna love dont want compassion
i just took another hit (uh)
all she wanted was just another some high fashion
all these words wont ever pleased you
remember when you swallow, made it to a song too

made it a song too
told me ill be fine no i dont want to
stay up all night long just to forget you
panic strikes my mouth whenever hear you

can i forget it?
unprepared me
strike me
when im not so fucking ready
went down for help
there’s no one near me
will i survive?
if you just let me breathe 

remember when you said you got something on me
remember when you said oh fuck it

took a turn on another page (um?)
dont wanna stay i just want you to pay attention 
slide it right if you got it (um?)
cause all these girls dont wanna love dont want compassion
i just took another hit (uh)
all she wanted was just another some high fashion
all these words wont ever pleased you
remember when you swallow, made it to a song too

please get out
please get out
this head is not your fucking home
please get out
please get out
please get out of my head

dont want you here
dont want to stay
please just get out of my head

took a turn on another page (um?)
dont wanna stay i just want you to pay attention 
slide it right if you got it (um?)
cause all these girls dont wanna love dont want compassion
i just took another hit (uh)
all she wanted was just another some high fashion
all these words wont ever pleased you
remember when you swallow, made it to a song too

pages (prod. izovert)

LIRIKNYA NIH HEHE

(RAMANDHIKA)

all the face all the race
i just wanna break the base
tie the lace with some pace
swear to god this aint just phase

draw the gaze
fuck your life i want some cakes
i just wanna be celebrated on your fucking face
ON GOD!!!!

you can’t take what’s not yours
you better get away from me and all of my own
have you ever feel the same when you living alone
you better get your ass up before i turn you to stone

reff :
on and on my head is on the ceiling
hanging on by treads, dont wanna feel it
all the pains, they rage, i need some healing
cross the line, when i hear it ringing

((DEEMUST))

South side boys all the way we rise up
Raging on da moshpit kick yo fukking ass up
Dika goin crazy brazy ionknow what he spittin
Iont even know theme of this song
But fuckkk
Im all in

Yeah we back
Boys we stack
Sip some lean
Fuck da scene

We do everything we like
Fuck the rule Full of fool
I be rockin wit ma homie in da crib
take some sip
Havin fun
Smoke da blunt
Grab yo gun
Kill ya mannnn

Wall of death, or u prefer doin moshpit
Day of yo death, let me take part on it
We can end yo story
only wit lyric we spit
Takin over underground
New wave always goin lit

reff :
on and on my head is on the ceiling
hanging on by treads, dont wanna feel it
all the pains, they rage, i need some healing
cross the line, when i hear it ringing

666999 w/ deemust (prod. SXXN)

MV OUT NOW

LYRICS

do you want me to go?
cause i would love to
been searching for an exit 
it makes me sad too
cold steel on my wrist
wish it would cut thru
guess it’s too late
everybody having their time of their lives
never meant to ruin your grace
but i been thinking bout ending things
and im so lonely
this town is so heavy
the tears i cannot stop
the way my heart is beating
i hate Him for a reason
i swear i wont go back to the time i used to kneel
and saying his grace
im so sorry my dear
been loosing my hope
since you wasnt on my near
oh how i miss all the tears
but now im running dry
i wont pick up the phone
cause i got nothing to hold on
got nothing to hold on