1. eyes wide open
2. treason
3. manic (reprise)
4. savior
5. eyes run red
6. [[ passé // wayward ]]
7. need u // admittance

ive lost my sense of self no going back
i cant recoup ive broke my back
no friends in the meantime ill just repeat rhymes
im on the decline (x2)

downward spiraling down in and out i cant
figure it out id rather pout again
know it all now i only frown
im dead
figure it out its something i cant atest

passé // wayward [TG1K ARCHIVE]

been a while, gonna try posting more regularly tho

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spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0r3PcFp8wknaYYoTTy4DhO?si=GJ1-bmH6SZ-aSX7zPPLEaQ

lyrics:

im anxious 
im stressed out
ye ill figure the rest out
and sometimes 
i just need to be by myself for once

its not always easy to breathe
but i need to force it
cause i need some type of relief
i need it
i need it

im way better than before
but im still not fine
its way better than before 
but i still cant sleep at night

anxious

a lil different but i like it

thank you to Banser for the melody :)
https://www.looperman.com/users/profile/4392153

lyrics:
got a new place? that's lovely
ima put some lead through your heart
think I'm useless, I'm petty
i thought you knew that, guess not
gotta wonder, am I the enemy?
ive got a, cold, dead heart
I'm immortal, you're not killing me
you know old habits die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard

my words go deeper than bullets that spray and I
think that I'm safe here, I hope and I pray
i can't think of a time where I wasn't inside of your mind
of your mind
life just walks away from us
and all I can do it watch it
life just walks away from us
yeah all I can do it watch yeah

got a new place? that's lovely
ima put some lead through your heart
think I'm useless, I'm petty
i thought you knew that, guess not
gotta wonder, am I the enemy?
ive got a, cold, dead heart
I'm immortal, you're not killing me
you know old habits die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard

life just walks away from us
and all that I can do is watch

got a new place? that's lovely
ima put some lead through your heart
think I'm useless, I'm petty
i thought you knew that, guess not
gotta wonder, am I the enemy?
ive got a, cold, dead heart
I'm immortal, you're not killing me
you know old habits die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard

watch

hi it's been a while. made this today. <3
cover by colin padulo

black lighter on me
all the things I can’t change
ain’t that strange

i wanna make love to a girl
that just hates me
why do I feel like everyone hates me

i just feel like dying
your blood on my eyelids
i can’t even hide it
there’s no point in trying

yeah it's all your fault

never the time to
remember the times when
these things aren't helping
they're filling my lungs

kick dirt on my name
feel so ashamed
guess nothing has changed
how i feel right now

say you're coming soon
i'll just cry about it
while i'm stuck in my room

punctured lung

zoom in produced by rab

sum clips v2

Instagrammm(p.tenshixgod)

TRUTHORDARE [shad]

i wanna rly believe that i can make this one work

lyrics:

i just find it so hard to just believe in something
i cant take you at your word
and u cant take me at my worst
said imma crumble in the dert
and my hearts just given up
and cant find my strength
i cant fight anymore :/
i know i wanna live, i cant fight anymore
but i dont wanna live my life anymore
live my life no more

givn up

prod, mix, master by theguy1k
trying to get better at this typa stuff :p

[lyrics]

they dont want my presence
imma show up anyway
drift away in the distance 
tell me whats my name?
im so lost and afraid
and im on my own
never one to know
whats up next, i dont

they dont like me just for who i am
feel like an outcast upon the herd of everyone
they dont wanna give me a f*#Kn chance
feel like im running from everything at once

please let me out
please let me go (x4)

they rlly dont wanna know
just what im capable of
r u rdy to go?

think of what you've done
think of those who love
show me what is wrong
i cant find the wrongs

im just on the run (x5)

drifting away (from reality) [TG1K ARCHIVE]

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lyrics-
im so tired, leave me be
trapped down as far as eyes can see
feel like shit i wanna scream
ill see u again inside my dream

im a no one, lifes not what i pictured
dying for an image i cant take a perfect picture
live by what i write like its scripture
never turn my word just for what its worth
see myself in the mirror, but thats something i cant handle
see my eyes fade 2 black, see my ego get dismantled
see the past everynight, yeah theres problems i cant strangle
ill remember them when i touch the sky, become an angel

im so tired, leave me be
trapped down as far as eyes can see
feel like shit i wanna scream
ill see u again inside my dream
im so tired, leave me be
trapped down as far as eyes can see
feel like shit i wanna scream
ill see u again inside my dream

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