My mouth starts running, running
And at night
I throw myself a pity party
Can't do anything correctly
I'm bursting at the seams
Much like my clothes when I stress eat

Self-sabotage is what I do the best
Self-sabotage ruins all that I am

I could sabotage everything, everything
If they would like
I don't think that they want that no no
Let's keep lying on the down low
It hurts more now that I think about it
Memories of how my childhood started

Self-sabotage is what I do the best
Self-sabotage ruins all that I am

Self-sabotaging everyday, everyday
Because I am afraid
Afraid of what they would think about me
Afraid that I am the last thing they need
Don't want their perceptions to change
Just keep thinking of me the same way

Self-sabotage is what I do the best
Self-sabotage ruins all that I am

Self-Sabotage

A collaborative song created for this month's Song Challenge!

@Kwichmann: Drums
@WitchKing99: Guitar
@HeartbloodMusic: Vocals, Mix

Tell Me Why (Demo)

Song challenge brief - create a track with the title 
'You Are Now Logged In'

You Are Now Logged In

You Are Now Logged In - October 2022 Song Challenge

Song challenge brief - create a track with the title
'You Are Now Logged In'
I wanted to write a song that sounded like someone playing an old video game.   

Watch the song challenge live with Hugo Moroux and Ben Levin
Thursday, October 27th at 20:00 (UTC+2)
www.youtube.com/user/HugoMoroux

For Hugo Moroux's community song challenge. The theme was writing a song that is titled and inspired by the phrase "You Are Now Logged In"

I did all the instruments /programming/mixing
Frances helped me with the crowd chatter

LYRICS:
my body
tears away slowly
like a preacher in a hallway
dressed in rags and painless 
always 
in wonder
neon glowing on an e-cig
pulling under with your pained expression 

I 
want to live through your eyes 
  
molting
into soil that is burning
what is fear if it's not learning, to beat the
life out of pleasant strangers 

oh 
here it comes again
oh 
there I go again 
watching windows  
when I should be 
dead
(You are now logged in)

You Are Now Logged In (Hugo Moroux/Ben Levin Song Challenge Oct 2022)

Heard It All Before (you are now logged in)

This month's song challenge, issued by Hugo Moroux and Ben Levin, was to make a song titled You are Now Logged In, with that title as the theme. My mind immediate went to the sound the original Playstation makes when you turned it on, so I used that for a bit of inspiration behind my song. For the lyrics, I just wrote some words that I felt fit the atmosphere.

Lyrics

You are now logged in
Everyone is waiting for you
You need not bring your things
You are now logged in
Everything known or unknown
Will become a part of you
You are now logged in
Have faith, for
You will not be lost
Amongst the clouds and stars
You are now logged in
We are now logged in

A song challenge track with the prompt simply being the title "You Are Now Logged In". Somewhere along the way, that turned into "Thank You for Logging In" in my head, lol. For me it conjured up an image of a hacker trying to get access to a server(or The Matrix itself) and getting more than they bargained for!

Musically, this turned out to be a disco track with quite a few time signature changes behind the scenes. Still pretty danceable, methinks!

Thank You For Logging In

inst: shxxkoh1da
tg: shxxkoh1daaa

lyrics: https://genius.com/Shxxkoh1da-pacification-lyrics

https://open.spotify.com/track/1D0hoC0ab97vySiRBYn3Lq?si=297e73120eaf4cf4

умиротворение

Seita /// ft. corpsekyo

Mostly for Hugo Moroux/Ben Levin/Justice Cow song challenges. Lotsa rough ideas. 

for my main output go to randie.bandcamp.com

You Are Now Logged In (Hugo Moroux/Ben Levin Song Challenge Oct 2022)

Randie (demos and song challenges)