Originally posted this on Reddit, people seemed to really like it though so I'm putting the unfinished version here until it's completed! :D

Both the title and covert art may change in the future, for now they're just placeholders lol

ANYWAYS here's the lyrics:

[Intro thing idk]
Ready, set, Go! Go!- Go!-

[Chorus]
I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-It's this state of mind-ind every day! ay-ay-
Think my psyche-che has turned gray! gray-gray-
Sand is slipping through my hands- hands!
Blood is pouring down the drain! drai-drai-

I am-am full of flesh and-nd guts
but you will nev- er-er viv- vi-vi- sect me!
I will never open up! up-up-
I will never open-

[Verse 1]
I-I-I-I-I-I-It's 3 AM and I'm awake
C-C-Crying bout the end-nd of my days
Think I-I'm rotting like a zo-zombie
And it's all-l-l my fault-lt-lt!

This skinny body doesn't-n't fit me
It's outgrown me yet it thrives
I'D RATHER SPILL ITS GUTS AND BLEED OUT
I'VE GOT NO WILL TO SURVI-

[idk what this part is LOL]
*glitchy screaming :)*

-IVE! I GOT NO WILL TO SURV-
-IVE! G-GOT NO WILL TO SURV-
-IVE! I-I GOT NO WILL TO SURV-
-IVE! I GOT NO WILL TO SURV-

[I don't know if this counts as a verse or an interlude or a bridge or whatever but it's there so screw song structure i guess lol]

Behind my eyes it's a whole nervous system,
complicated neurons entangled together
and I struggle to untie the knots!

I can't go on like this but every week's another taste of hell!
It's painful and bitter, I don't know where I'm going, I can't tell!

Hammer-mer nails into my head!
I won't see them till-till I'm dead!
Sh-Sh-Shards of glass from-m broken mirrors-rs
Flying straight in-into my eyes-s!

No, I can't see what's ahead-d-d,
I can only see be-behind me!
I keep twisting my spine,
just-just for-for a taste of-of nostalgia-gia!

no, I'm not alright
haven't been for years
i can't see straight
through these blurry tears

Seems like everyone is fine with their existence 'cept for me

I'm gonna lose my mind!

I THINK I'VE LOST MY MIND!!

*MORE SCREAMING YAYYY*

Wait, wha-a-a-a-a-t?

IT'S THIS STATE OF MIND EVERY DAY-AY-AY
THINK MY PSYCHE HAS TURNED GRAY-AY-AY
SAND IS SLIPPING THROUGH MY HANDS
BLOOD IS POURING DOWN THE DRAIN-AIN-AIN

I AM FULL OF FLESH AND GUTS
BUT YOU WILL NEVER VIVISECT ME
I WILL NEVER OPEN UP
I WILL NEVER OPEN UUUUUUUUU-U-U-U-U-U-U-U-U-UPPPP!!!

I'm tryna get it to sound right.. um.. okay.. *ahem*

end :3

V1V1S3CT (WIP femtanyl fansong)

✨💫Hello! Welcome to my SoundCloud!💫✨

🌟You can call me "Mira!"
🌟I'm nonbinary, my pronouns are They/Them.
🌟I use SoundTrap, Beepbox, and Bandlab to make music

+If you need to come into contact with me, here is my Discord:+

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+I have a YouTube channel! I post stuff I create, as well as music videos to my songs there. Here's a link to the channel!+

https://youtube.com/@random_pandom5388

As someone who likes to use music for things like animation, I want to make sure that my music is available to anyone who would want to create something with it! So, as long as you follow the rules I have for using my music, feel free to use my music for anything. (As long as it follows the rules I’ve set) You have my permission!

Besides the rules, all I ask is that you credit me properly! (Make sure to include the song name and artist name. Adding links to the music and my creator profile is optional. As long as people know what to search for!)

My only rules are..

• Don’t use my music to create any inappropriate or NSFW content.

• Please avoid including any swears, slurs, or profane speech with your content if my music is going to be used with it. Words like “Damn” or “Hell” I’m kinda okay with, but stronger language is something I wouldn't like my songs to be associated with. I may let it slide, but overall I would appreciate if the use of this was avoided.

• When using my music, please be respectful to everyone. Don’t use my music to make any hateful content!

• If you can’t or don’t follow these rules when using my music, I’ll have to ask you to please take down or make changes to whatever content you’ve created. If you use my music in a way that I'm not alright with that isn't listed in the rules, please know that I may still ask you to remove the content or change it. Overall, please have common sense and respect when using my music. Thank you for your understanding.


Some extra information!

• If you would like to use my music for something related to horror, blood, guts, or gore, go straight ahead. I love that stuff! Just remember to warn people about the content you are including.

• If you’d like me to see what you made with my music, go ahead and comment on one of my YouTube videos, tag me, or directly message me! I’d love to see it!

• Remixes, covers, and slowed/sped up versions of my songs are allowed! I may post slowed and sped up versions of my own songs, so please check if I have already made an official version before making your own.


💫That's pretty much it. Have a nice day! ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ💫

V1V1S3CT (WIP femtanyl fansong)

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