Lyrics: 

Do you remember what you told me
That night when you were lonely
You said you had a voice in your head
And the light was going out slowly
You'd never been afraid of the dark
But had a pain in your heart and it was coming apart
I didn't know what to say, I was lost myself
Like any other day

We used to spend our afternoons
Smoking cigarettes in the other room
We'd listen to that new song on repeat
Until the lights came on
Didn't know that it was that bad
I never knew about your step-dad
When I think about what might have been
What I could have, should have done with the chance again

Doesn't seem so long
When the years are gone
Now we've all moved on
But the memories are strong
Never thought I'd see
The day that you were gone

Late nights in downtown, with the windows down
And the Denver sounds
We had a good time, with the girls looking pretty
In the lights in the city
You said you wanted to drive, we're the first to get going
But the last to arrive
We never got tired
Those nights were wired

Later on we realized what we were doing then
Was a little misguided
When I knew you couldn't hide it
You weren't going to fight it
I remember that I saw you in the middle of the night
And you weren't alright
And that's the last time
Your flame ignited

Doesn't seem so long
When the years are gone
Now we've all moved on
But the memories are strong
Never thought I'd see
The day that you were gone

Like Any Other Day

RAPV - Chaos in the Cradle

Obliodrivers by Aedos Cluster of the Waterfall

An Excited Tree

"NeurosYs" is NASP's 4th single of 2025
Next weekend it will be available on all streaming platforms, stay tuned.
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NeurosYs

"Without You" is a sonic blend of late-night nostalgia and raw emotional pulse.
Driven by a jazz-rock groove, RnB undertones, and '90s synth textures, this track speaks of loss, memory, and resilience.
A haunting female voice floats through the mix—sometimes whispering, sometimes crying out—in fragments like:
"Crazy... feel the life... make me feel the way..."

It's the echo of a love now gone, suspended in the silence that follows.

This is not just a song.
It's a bedroom at midnight.
It's a voice looking back.
It's the absence that shapes presence.

▶️ Listen. Feel. Remember.

Music composed & produced by Michel Allard

Without You

Without you - KRT Production

Bro… I don’t even know how to explain this.
I threw French Rap Sefyu – Molotov 4 on top of a techno remix of Niggas in Paris samples
Yeah… I know. It makes zero sense.
I was high as hell, bass was too heavy, and I thought: “fuck it, let’s mash it all up, worst case it bangs.”
Now it slaps, it hits, it grooves, it does everything at once.
Makes you wanna dance, run, and break shit.
It’s ugly and beautiful at the same time.
Just… play it and shut up.

Frérot… j’sais même pas comment t’expliquer.
J’ai foutu Sefyu – Molotov 4 sur un remix techno au bon sample de Niggas in Paris
Ouais, j’sais c’est nawak
J’étais foncedé, y’avait trop de basses, et j’me suis dit : « vas-y, on mélange tout, au pire ça pète ».
Maintenant ça tape, ça cogne, ça groove, ça fait tout en même temps.
T’as envie de danser, de courir et de tout casser.
C’est moche et c’est beau.
Bref  écoute et ferme ta gueule.

C'est vraiment n'importe quoi mais ça paaaaaaaaassse non ?

SEFYU - MOLOTOV 4 KRAZY TECH REMIX NIGGAS IN PARIS MASHUP EDITION

"VERONICA" THE FIRST SINGLE OFF OF THE UPCOMING ALBUM "sleepwalking" IS OUT NOW.

"sleepwalking"
My definition: The feeling of living but not fully awake, ignoring a harsh reality.

An album about my fears, uncertainty of my future and personal struggles. COMING SOON.

Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

VERONICA on a pedestal
Why am I jealous of you, I feel so small
You got the boys on their knees for you
And I'm left in the gutter blue

VERONICA I'm so happy for you
I would kill just for a sliver of the
Attention you so always receive

You'll never know my fear
Of talking to the monsters underground
You don't look in the mirror
And see a boy who's LOST NOT FOUND

VERONICA oh he calls for you
You got him on a string he adores you
To him I was just a mere experiment

VERONICA oh the girls are jealous
They want your man we're overzealous
You better watch behind his back before we attack

You'll never know my fear
Of talking to the monsters underground
You don't look in the mirror
And see a boy who's LOST NOT FOUND

You'll never know my fear
Of talking to the monsters underground
You don't look in the mirror
And see a boy who's LOST NOT FOUND

Oh and if I could I would be you
Just for a day I'd feel the power run
Deep through my veins it'd be so true
Living life without a care in the sun

Released: August 15 2025

Veronica

A song about the power of addiction and infatuation over the human condition and how obvious the right thing to do might seem, but how much we still hold on to people, habits, and things that take us down.

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LYRICS:

Intro:


Take me down...


Verse 1:


Remember when we used to stare up at the stars

Nothing in this world quite like them

Shining in the dark

Remember when we used to gaze upon the sea

Nothing in this world quite like it

Made for you and me


Pre-chorus:


So won't you hold me

Love me


Chorus 1:


Take me down (so won't you)

Take me down (so won't you)

hold me 

love me

Take me down


Verse 2:


Remember when I used to fall into you arms

Nothing in this world so lovely

Lighting every spark 

Remember when we used to gaze into the pain

Nothing in this world so closely

Find me in the dark


Chorus 2:


Take me down (so won't you)

Take me down (so won't you)

hold me 

love me

Take me down


Outro:


So won't you

So won't you

So won't you

So won't you

why don't you

Take me down

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Production: All lyrics and music by Joshua Bryan (AKA DJ Joshy B); Vocals: Synthesizer V - Minus and Weina 2 voicebanks; Software and Plugins: Cubase, Synthesizer V, Serum 2, Komplete Kontrol, Heavyocity Vocalise 2, U-he Diva, Output Arcade, Mok Miniraze, Halion Sonic, Sitala Drum Sampler, UJAM plugin series, Fabfilter Twin 3, Raum and Valhalla Supermassive reverbs.



Take Me Down

a lot of these are about a relationship falling apart or wistful reflection on one that already has, sadly...

tracklist:

1. (0:00) Crying City — "Architect"
2. (2:20) alayna and Mokita — "Blue"
3. (5:37) Isølately — "Unstable"
4. (7:57) sadgods, oh haven, steezy prime, luv pug & Late Night Tones — "shatter me"
5. (9:42) Cassiøpeia — "In Another Universe"
6. (12:59) Orchid Mantis — "Closer / Get Back"
7. (15:54) Kayou. — "I Was Wrong - slowed + reverb"
8. (18:43) dosii — "Chum"
9. (22:21) MINOVA — "I Miss You So"
10. (25:53) nilöwh. — "that's what she loved about me"
11. (28:02) VELVETEARS feat. eli filosov [ p h i l o ] — "lastnight"
12. (30:35) Orchid Mantis feat. Jordana — "my forever"
13. (33:54) Orchid Mantis feat. Mei Semones — "didn't mean"
14. (35:22) boodahki — "Swollen Eyes"
15. (37:45) Chrissy — "Say It For Me"

better audio quality download of the mix available here:
https://mega.nz/file/vQJlSaaL#6aiEFhxEFrfpQkC7m4knPhepRCxRzTIEx1c2xeeY5ME

my heart is blue: sad songs for sad people, mix no. 2

this song will be on spotify 12th of september
pre-save now: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/cloudzin/lone-tree

lone tree

Found an interesting sample on Splice in a Country Pop pack- turned it into a thing :D 