new lyfee🍀🪲 +brideboi +mainetoowavy (moonsai)

Thoughts of a servent 4 getting deeper and deeper

Thoughts Of A Servent 4

first song fully prod me. no loops or samples <3
God is good!!! hope youguys can relate in some way

lyrics:

Mirrors be my enemy
I'm trapped inside what i see

And I'm insecure don't know what to tell you
3am I sit and pace inside my bedroom 
No more space inside my heart wish I left room
Glad you left me, find a new beginning

And I'm really insecure wish it werent true 
Hair is brown and yet my face it always pales blue 
Look into the mirror wish I was a new dude
This the ending tryna find beginnings 

I'm so sorry that I talk back to you
Know you're tryna push me to a better mood
I'm depressed I'm insecure in a new moon 
Everydays the same tryna speak thru you 

Sometimes feel if I'm too open you won't bless me no more
That all I that make should be bout you and feelings should ignore

Desecrate me again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again

Lost too many of my friends
Jesus tell me will it end
Not enough once again
Swear I'm always on defense
The way I look is always dead
No emotion in my head
Try to numb it with the sound
That I play twenty 

Four seven 
I'm stuck in hell not heaven 
If you got a cure, send it 
Don't got a soul, can't sell it 

And everybody I'm around
Is so close to God 
I'm so far behind them
I always sit and stop
I'm stuck in limbo 
Where my body drops 
I wish I could be there
There close to God 
But I'm not

And I'm insecure don't know what to tell you
3am I sit and pace inside my bedroom 
No more space inside my heart wish I left room
Glad you left me, find a new beginning

And I'm really insecure wish it werent true 
Hair is brown and yet my face it always pales blue 
Look into the mirror wish I was a new dude
This the ending tryna find beginnings 

insecure

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