really proud of this one 
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is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

SHIT VENT MUSIC BY KD WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

when has healthy ever been my priority

more shit vent music by kd this one from this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOHBAl-zzow

even when im not ok ill be ok

i got wasps in my brain yea theyre stinging up my insides
waiting for a time where everybody wants me to die
i might lose my temper for a little bit then close my eyes
one more second passes where im thinking bout these damn lies

FUCK YOU BITCH LOOK INSIDE THE MIRROR LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID
HAUNTED BY OUR PAST FOREVER I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY JUST DONT EXPECT THEM TO FORGIVE
U MAY BE UNIVERSAL BUT THE UNIVERSE DONT GIVE A SHIT

watch the blood drain down watch your soul climb out
fuck it up in the studio, let all these bitches drown
wasps in my head crucify me with the thorns
they gon pray on your downfall but goin down ill be reborn

wasps in my brain

stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

Light Show (feat. Kittydog and nekozuna)

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

Fill my timeline /sx

VACUO HIPNOTICO

Fuck this is awful lmao im sorry i only make autotune garbage nowadays

lyrics:
u miss 100% of the shots u dont take
and baby i didnt take shit when i saw ur face
i get so damn overwhelmed thinkin bout outcomes
that i forgot to do anything in the first place
i got a hundred regrets yea baby i know that
"shes not the right one" get it in my head yea
i tried to make something happen but tryings not enough
you cant make someone love you thats the truth of what im saying

im not in love im just a mixed bag
mixed up
cant tell u the outcome
schrodingers cat schrodingers dog
uncertainty comforts 
i might be a retard
i might be a freak
a little pathetic person that cant explain what i mean

im not in love im just a
bitch that wants to be loved truly 
someone i can love as much as they love me
hoping i can fix my self enough
to be loved

im not in love im just a mixed bag

more autotune music yaaayyy i wrote and sang this last year but it didnt rly have an instrumental so i tried  to add one

//

2009 to 2013 i was
drawing on my dsi screen now im
crying was it all just a dream
its been 7 whole years since ive been happy
where have the good times gone?
emotions that i lack
dont even care about false reporters or star beggars
i just want hatena back

i just want hatena back

mAin acount: @kittydog098
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wasps in my brain

rarded