happy for you

credits : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RtjzLiGK4mk

sewerperson - rubbing alcohol (slowed)

original song
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/this-is-where-i-belong-1

Heylog - This Is Where I Belong (slowed)

Demon ft. nvr nvmbr (prodsustain)

just a number [prod. Damn $on]

splitscreen

copy + paste (feat. AViT)

Verse: 
I don't believe I'll ever find the closure
can't even begin to convince myself it's over
And falling asleep never felt more harder
It kills me to death to know you're happier

I swear my bodys never felt so weak
Haven't had no motivation in fucking weeks
And every night, you've been in my dreams 
It's been hard enough when you're all that I think

chorus: 
I don't miss us 
I miss when I felt enough
it's like I lost myself 
when I lost you
now I'm grasping at the shadows
of you 

verse 2:
It's hard to accept
We will never happen again
I can't just leave it in the past
I don't want to forget 
My hearts been through some tests
But this one is the toughest yet
Most the time I'm by myself
It feels like I have no friends

(bridge)
I hope I learn to love again 
I hope it's better in the end 
I know you left for a reason 
but I can't seem to shake it

I hope that in another life 
my tearful eyes are filled with light
I hope it's true when people say 
it just takes time 

Chorus: 
I don't miss us 
I miss when I felt enough
it's like I lost myself 
when I lost you
now, I'm grasping at the shadows
of you

Shadows Of Us (feat. Haven's Perspective)

Prod by me

lyrics:

I don't even know what time it is anymore
I feel so alone, I need you here
I wish you wanted to call me

you in my bed,
stay tonight
take off your shirt
I wish you didn't have to leave


I want to live, so I made this beat
singing about something that I don't even know if I feel

Sometimes at night I wonder if I'm really real
If there's something real I feel, it's that I'm not here

[chorus]

I feel like my face is falling the pieces

So I need to look in the mirror to make sure I'm still in one piece
and it doesn't hurt

I will make you remember me

I'm lost, I'm going to count to 10 at least
So don't worry, not even your presence could keep the peace


not all the money could be enough
nothing is the same, so let it hurt
I want to say that nothing could do me good
nothing in this world could
nothing in this world could

I don't even know what time it is anymore
I feel so alone, I need you here
I wish you wanted to call me

you in my bed,
stay tonight
take off your shirt
I wish you didn't have to leave


I want to live, so I made this beat
singing about something that I don't even know if I feel

Sometimes at night I wonder if I'm really real
If there's something real I feel, it's that I'm not here



(I feel like my face is falling the pieces)

my face is falling the pieces

leap of faith (prod. hurtwinds)

28 Oct - Greenhouse

track 1 of “ LONELY BALLADS “
produced by UNLUCKY 

lyrics -




crawling up my skin as i try to sleep
she knows she can win cause i’m way too weak 
tells me to get up and on my feet
but i don’t wanna know what she has for me

she’s the reason why i want to die 
she’s the one that makes me lose my mind

she feeds off all of my energy
leaving me with nothing left to breathe
stab me in the chest and watch me bleed
do it two more times to make it three

she’s the one who’s wasting all my time
she’s the one that’s stuck with me for life

just a number [prod. Damn $on]

Lil Rashy