rawlez 2022 2023

produced by me, inspired by blue eyes by ecco2k
alone pt. 2
the next song will be a hard song

lyrics:

(are you stuck in yesterday)
used to be the main one till they turned me to a sidekick
can you really tell the future or were you just lying again
it's been years since i first talked to you so are we still friends
you were acting like i couldn't use my eyes through the lens

were you sabotaging all my plans, i've been walking hours in the sand
i've been way too long without a stance, i can't tell the clones apart from fans
and it's fuck you today, and if i wake up tomorrow then that means that i'm okay
i don't even feel betrayed, can you tell that i'm insane, if i'm walking through the sidelines then you better leave my way

i watched the rain fall through my window, it was better than before
i fell out with all my day ones now they never take my word
it's a double sided sword, did you get what you wanted, i forgot what i wanted, but i got it on torrent

just like fuck it, i can't see it, not the first time that i lead it, 
if i don't get my props i'm gonna leave it
hate it, and i hate you, i don't need it
stop it, i don't wanna have to go repeat it
do it all the time but i don't even want it
did you like me better when i wasn't myself?
you want me to fix something that isn't broken
when i think about it i get so overwhelmed

sometimes, i can tell the breaker that i crossed the line
if you don't forgive me gotta say it's fine
i can go another day without my shine
it's alright
i can feel through my, spine
i thought of another option
how about we just be honest

i can't tell the situation that i got through my head
when i left my shit behind and then you found out i'm dead
i don't wanna be your friend but you can always pretend
i'll remember all the visits that you couldn't attend
get that shit through your head, i do not wanna talk
and you say that that's ok when you were never involved
they gon bring up all that shit that i don't do anymore
if you never wanna talk then that means that you bored

for someone that moves in silence imma say you talk a lot
how does it feel? you got zeros in your squad
that shit's not real, i still took it to my heart
i was picking out the flowers, do they love me, do they not?
i'm the starter, i'm default
and if i hate you, it's my fault
because i'm always wrong, that means you're always right
and nothing that i do will be enough to apologize
you're looking through my eyes, you're looking at my soul
i came this far without one night up in a studio
you're looking at my face, i'm looking at it back
you think of death and that's enough to give you heart attacks
but i saw death up close
and all the fiction makes you think that there would be a ghost
would you still die for those that wouldn't die for you?
and if this life is just a game i'm not afraid to lose

(i just fake and pause)

again 🔁

I almost puked at the mall

I almost puked at the mall prod jane

2021 NEW NEW

obvs.

new era same old moirai
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YctqEqrLJho
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6h7s7QHTBQ1os43UTEI4bY?si=69065b0ba82c476e
@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
lyrics//
[hook]
everybody looking at me from the sidelines
everyday i have this feeling that i might die 
everyday i have this feeling that you might lie 
and everyday they make me wonder why do i try
now everybody looking at me for a reason
and everyday i fucking wonder how im breathing
and everyday i fucking wonder why you need him 
and everybody says they care i don't believe them

[verse]
i can't change my past
optimistic lover with a half full glass, but
but i can't go back 
tried my best but i lost my track again 
and i don't need new friends
tried to cut you off but i woke up in your bed again
and all those texts i sent
masochistic loving that i can't forget

im so sick, i wake up, i hate it
i call her up, like no shit, im wasted
she told me "im so sick of everything you're saying"
and i ain't been to church in years but now im praying
that i don't fuck this up 
im in the bathroom of a party and im throwing up
and i just don't want you to think that im a lost cause
lost cause 
lost cause
im so sick and fucking tired of the love songs

sidelines (billsburyjoeboi + ria)

produced by:
@threedimensionsapart
@buginfestedfloorboards
@janeremover
[lyrics]
sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if i call
but i called last night and it rang so long

and all the lights in the room went out
im looking round like what do i do now
i started singing but it never made a sound
it felt like no one ever wanted me around
until i met you
you picked me up and gave me someone to confess to
and looking back i wonder if you ever meant to
cause now you're texting me "i wish i never met you"
i still- 

sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if call
but i called last night and it rang so long

september (tda + soju + jane)

exhausted
blinded by ur light
i know that
i wont be alright
broke armour
cant put up a fight
take one more ill die

said it wasn't different when u see me
but i cant even walk around the town
without u beaming
memories i thought i lost of u
still reap me
remembering as all these words come thru
don't know what to do

armour

no love (rippo + sp00)

@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
@suyuki
@1hallow
mixed by @janeremover
[lyrics]
i tried to put it in the past, it didnt work
and im too stubborn i dont think ill ever learn
and we were way too fucking stuck on the past tense
you say its our last dance, im losing my head
i pick it up, it all falls down
i try my best, and it all goes south
i went to her, cause you weren't around
its the last dance, you said its my last chance

i tried to tell you it was no good
i know you're seeing all the signs that we've been here before
i never wanted to control you
i tried to give you everything, i guess that you wanted more
and you tell me, you can't take it, fucked up lately
i cant clear my head 
i try my best to get to safety, we won't make it
i guess its the end

last chance (billsburyjoeboi + ria + suyuki + hallow)

https://solo.to/sanriorose
produced by d0llywood1 ... hosted by DJ Lumbert

thought we killed the beef but its not over
aint fw that beat i had to start over
this hellkitty got some speed so u far slower
n u thought that dissin me would make u blow up
n we shoot banana clips bitch we got close ups
i told her im tryna fuck i dont wanna get closer
im still clutchin in the club i cannot give my pole up
i jus relapsed on the drugs bitch im a smoke blower

where u get yo drugs at
they said that they want a single i said fuck that
baby kno im not tryna mingle i wanna fuck that
niggas kno im always geeked up bitch my blunts fat
ihonestlycannotgiveup im above that
baby said she tryna get fucked i would love that
niggas kno that they still need us where the love at
i can never keep my dick up cus i tuck that
bitch thats my reefer please dont touch that
they play follow the leader and they won that
i cant follow a nigga i aint done that
what would u do for a feature from the 1 yea
she jus sucked the team up and u tongue that
she said u a eater thats disgusting
i kno u wanna b us but u cant
money call n i pick up im the man

Who the hell do you think you are

Spotify

prod me

11/23/2022

lyrics:

birds when i'm looking out the window
and i see your face but i can't let go
everybody tryna be a hero
stop playing games you cant save me now
house to house and wall to wall
i can't do it anymore
and i tried so hard not to think bout it, i fold onto the floor

heard she fucking with me she go everywhere i go yeah
and it's a cold world, but i know my heart gets colder
i put on a mask and leave my house like it's october
does it feel good when you know you getting older?
i don't - i don't wanna talk i'd rather put down the controller
and my new fan back then used to be a troller
my old bitch, forgot everything i told her
not no t shirt we gon put him on a poster

talk tough and its reload
posted up with delta or im posted with the c4
jugg his shit dont think he need more
20 bands paypal the shit i love to see boy

thought he made it out the gutter 
its a decoy
running with the burner 
step up to me u get destroyed
he said he want smoke 
but i know he about to fold
opposition getting sold
im not for it ur fault

im the one whos getting calls
i dont answer cuz im not the one to stall
tell lil bro come get involved
and its gona be the last time he talks
but we not talking at all
thought i couldnt but i love to prove them wrong
nobody wana ask u, get him gone
dont try, take the fall

but i'm used to it
i saw way too much, it made me sick
i say i don't give a fuck but it still hits
i don't know if i can live life like....this
but i grow up
in the fast lane you gon see me doing donuts
i got 2 lives like a hit a fucking bonus
tarantino movie, when i pull up do the most bruh
i don't know them, why they acting like they know us?

heard she fucking with me she go everywhere i go yeah
and it's a cold world, but i know my heart gets colder
i put on a mask and leave my house like it's october
does it feel good when you know you getting older?
i don't - i don't wanna talk i'd rather put down the controller
and my new fan back then used to be a troller
my old bitch, forgot everything i told her
not no t shirt we gon put him on a poster

picture from picture, all up in my wall and,
i'm a winner but maybe not at all because,
hold onto the act up until it falls
18 still mad when they call my-

poster w/ lieu

@ihatesamara
@haveonlyonechance
@yureiclub

[eczotic]

cook u up like a lighter
got a couple guns hell no i aint a fighter
u a opp
u a biter
i b chillin wit yo girl
and we doing all nighters
yea yo btch she is tighter
pourin up tha mud
yea we mix it wit tha cider
countin bands beside her
stab me in tha back
oh no btch u fired

[samara]

yea ur fired, 
i dont rlly like u
kick u 2 tha fuckin curb, 
u cant hang w my crew
punch u in ur fucking face, 
you're askin what did i do?
turn around and make the signal 
zotic finna snipe u
yes we got them hollow points 
and them glocks with switches
do a drive by on ur crew, 
ur whole team full of bitches
my gang always castin spells, 
my team full of witches
pull up and shoot up the party 
we wont leave a witness

[eczotic]

cook u up like a lighter
got a couple guns hell no i aint a fighter
u a opp
u a biter
i b chillin wit yo girl
and we doing all nighters
yea yo btch she is tighter
pourin up tha mud
yea we mix it wit tha cider
countin bands beside her
stab me in tha back
oh no btch u fired

no witness w/samara (tenoji!)

@diegointhedark

can you take me far away
would it kill u jus a lil bit to
help me feel okay
would it kill u jus a lil bit jus to 
not act this way
jus to not act this way
bby pls come my way
dont throw me out
im scared you gon throw me out
im super paranoid
and im overwhelmed
i wan cry now x2
but i cant
can you take me far away 
to a place i can stay
can you take me far away
and hold me down
i cant do this alone
i cant x2

take me far away @diegointhedark

https://solo.to/sanriorose
Prod d0llywood1

They like Kimmy girl wspwitcha
It wont take nun to get up witcha
I was tryna find sumn different
Somehow I knew u wouldnt listen
See da red n blue n I start dippin
Worried bout my bro cus he started sippin
If I die I kno they wouldnt miss meh
Start sum shit wimme yea I hope U finish

I got sum scaRss on my wrist
But plz dont get in my business
Im Rtd until I die 
n Im sleepin wit da fishes
Im way 2busy
If U blink U might miss it
I had 2go get it
I wasnt content bitchin

How couldnt I tell this entire time

P4rkr/osquinn - Drama W Luvbackpack (4am)reupload

bloody nose think i messed up
im the hero u look like an extra
u took an L when u were next up
i took a dub onto the next one

my signals lagging out i think i lost connection
w all my bros i rly miss them
i wrung my heart they didnt listen
they rly only wanted me for all the chicken

starin at my shoes like dam thats tuff
guess wasnt i made for this stuff
breakin in was gettin fuckin rough
now i run away from what ive become

i gotta pull her in by my side
im staring into ur crytal eyes
ur lookin at me like i might die
but im jus lookin onto being alive\

like go go go i lost sense of direction
i blow blow off every bitch in my mentions
its low low low at the ground where we steppin
dont know know know where fuck that im chasin next

i lose my body im just a neck and a head
so you better show me some respect
and all these chasers are on my jock for the day
when i just wanna rly wanna get in bed

go white boy go (prod. 4am)

Love my life ❤️

Lyrics: 
many racks bout a couple mill
try hard enough imma sign your deal
call up twiki cause they way too real (holup)

you not getting money get tf out of my face 
i jus sold that loud for 30 and that shit was fucking laced
dont you go, go round and ask me how much bread i made today
i jus made another bag but i dont think i wanna do that shit today
i wont tell nobody but im fucking running to the bank
they just love to hate so im getting mf plays
they be stalking all my moves they wish that they was in place
everybody want the best of me im feeling like im ways
im not talking bout no chips but we gon find out where he lays
gotta shout out girlhefunny cause he really need a raise
tay k gotta do that fucking race or i get sprayed
everybody sleep on twiki wake up cause i need my praise
im producer turned to rapper i feel like im ronny j
and im not talking bout grafitti but he getting sprayed
only time i run a lap is when im running to the bank
only time i gotta rap is when i think im getting paid

that boy racist, like he slayter
talking shit come and meet me later
we gon light it up like a mf saber
we are not the same bitch we live in different layers
get it off the context crop it like its photoshop
you make vlogging music your shit play at coffee shops
time is running out check the clock
i feel like im ke$ha never stop
playboi carti hide it in my sock
wido they gon make my body roll

i tried to tell you and you didnt listen
hear it like a transmission
you told me your story but its fiction its fiction
better move with caution have some friction some friction
whats the point of talking never listen listen
guess im really making it i dont need your permission

feel like saturn count my rings
gonna make it any means
red light turn to green
not making money stop talking to me ah ah

you not getting money get tf out of my face 
i jus sold that loud for 30 and that shit was fucking laced
dont you go, go round and ask me how much bread i made today
i jus made another bag but i dont think i wanna do that shit today (x2)