Get Low

Not many people can avoid the struggle of heartbreak and trying to save a relationship while becoming resolved that it needs to end. There are at least 2 sides to every story, but in my experience working with countless people trying to move on, that it is not easy.The breakup - make up cycle can go on for years until for many, that day arrives. That day when you know, enough is enough and it is truly the end. You do not want to cut and run in relationships without trying to work things out - but there is also the other side of the extreme, which is overcooking and drifting into numbness. 

Wet Blurry Bright Lights Lyrics 

Wet blurry bright lights 
In my rearview mirror 
Keep reminding me
I won't be seeing ya 
Ever again (Ever again)  
I am moving on 
Moving on from you 
Moving on 
Moving on for good

They tried to warn me 
You were no good
They didn't see 
The parts of you I could 
So many glimpses 
Of what could have been
The second eye opened
To finally see 

You couldn’t even measure up 
To your own expectations 
You knew how to seal your fate
With those lame justifications
With so much fear, so much doubt
My world was spinning as I walked out

Wet blurry bright lights 
In my rearview mirror 
Keep reminding me
I won't be seeing ya 
Ever again (Ever again)  
I am moving on 
Moving on from you 
Moving on 
Moving on for good 

So much love 
When you were in the mood 
Hysterical laughter 
Aching bellies, after
I hope you miss me 
Like I think you should 
I did so much for you 
But you made it win-lose

You couldn’t even measure up 
To your own expectations 
You knew how to seal your fate
With those lame justifications
With so much fear, so much doubt
My world was spinning as I walked out

Wet blurry bright lights 
In my rearview mirror 
Keep reminding me
I won't be seeing ya 
Ever again (Ever again)  
I am moving on 
Moving on from you 
Moving on 
Moving on for good 

I feel different now 
Like its really it this time
It was that look
When I caught my eyes
In the mirror 
Too numb from the hurt  
From too many lies  
Too many times, burnt 

I tried to change you 
Thought you wanted to 
I gave way too much 
But giving was a rush 
That spoiled you rotten
Now I’ve removed the cotton
And removed myself 
Soon, you’ll be long forgotten 

You couldn’t even measure up 
To your own expectations 
You knew how to seal your fate
With those lame justifications
With so much fear, so much doubt
My world was spinning as I walked out

Wet blurry bright lights 
In my rearview mirror 
Keep reminding me
I won't be seeing ya 
Ever again (Ever again)  
I am moving on 
Moving on from you 
Moving on, moving on
Moving on for good 

Wet blurry bright lights 
In my rearview mirror 
Keep reminding me
I won't be seeing ya 
Ever again (Ever again)  
I am moving on 
Moving on from you 
Moving on, moving on
Moving on for good

Wet Blurry Bright Lights

Dead To Me

God's Child

Treat Her Like My Bike - ruby darkrose

Throttle Therapy - Ruby Darkrose

Some epic ambient metal for motivation and focus. Some more tracks to hum along to while the ashes fall. 

Buy me a coffee

Bangus Street Nangus

Some alternative versions of the track to suit different moods and vibes. Let me know which you prefer. 

Please buy me a coffee

I'm the One

FOCUS

Disaster Class

I broke the rules and broke some more - and this song popped into my top 3 of all time - I can learn a lot from just letting it flow with less concern about structure. 

Love You More Lyrics 

Mmm… I am about to lose all my cool? Like - all of it!
Yeah Ow! That’s me, right now because of you!
If I say too much, forgive me, cause I feel I am gonna start rambling
But damn, can you blame me? I mean, look at you girl it! Hot damn! 

Oh, so you looking that good
And you got the charm to match?
Get out of here, you ain’t real
You can’t be
Are you on a mission from God?
To teach me what to love?
‘Cause this must be what it is!
Somebody help me
I am falling, falling
God damn it - it’s too late!

But why am I here if loving you was not the reason?
So can you love me some, while I love you more?
Love me some, while I love you more
Love me some, while I love you more
We have to start somewhere — for goodness sake
Somewhere where love between us vibrates

Who’s keeping score?
If I could have poured any more love into you
I swear, I swear, I surely would drown you
If I was a soldier, I would love-bomb you into heaven
If I was a toddler, I would tantrum at the world
Until they saw what I see, felt what I feel, for you, baby
But I ain’t anything but the fool
That would fall in and out of love a thousand times
Heart break after heart break, whatever it takes
To finally reach the love - with you

They call me mad, they say you’re bad
But all I see is the destiny I’m all in for
Please don’t be afraid
I know I’m coming on too strong, too quick
But I’ve never been sure of anyone or anything in my entire life

But why am I here if loving you was not the reason?
So can you love me some, while I love you more?
Love me some, while I love you more?
Love me some, while I love you more?
We have to start somewhere — for goodness sake
Somewhere where love between us vibrates

I see the type of men you have had before
Not one must have a brain to let you go
Your only flaw is not seeing what we can be
If only you could know, what I know, what I know

Oh, you wanna know my age?
Never mind about that for now
Let’s play a record and watch the sunset
Will you do that for me, baby?
Let’s get timeless just like what our love is meant to be
(Oooooh weeeeh!)

But why am I here if loving you was not the reason?
So can you love me some, while I love you more?
Love me some, while I love you more?
Love me some, while I love you more?
I promise, I promise - I ain’t keeping score
I don’t care anymore - I just love

Is it that hard to love me
When I love you beyond existence and back?
Is it that hard to love me
When I would find infinity and plus-one it — for you!
Is it that hard?
Ahhhhh — my heart is exploding
And yet I still can’t give up
Because without loving you
I’ve lost reasons to exist — so I persist

I see something happening, you do deny
I know what I saw — your interest in disguise
Happening between us — it’s not? You’re not?
Well explain why you hang around
Attached to my embarrassing obsession
With your own obsessive devotion
Haha - Gotcha! 
No-no?? - Don't let your pride make love hide 
That just ain’t cool, my beautiful queen of cool

Please love me just one time
See how it feels, maybe it’ll stay awhile
Please love me just one time
See how it feels, maybe it’ll stay awhile
But it’s okay if it don’t

Love me, love just one time
Just the one
It doesn’t have to be long
It doesn’t have to last
If I blink and you become my ex
I’ll still be grateful I got to get your love
For a glimpse, frozen in soul time
Into forever (Ahhhhh)

When I die, I ask for just one thing
On my tombstone I want deeply engraved
Exactly what I feel and think
Before my soul is taken away -
This man loved a woman
Greater than existence itself
And was willing to love
And take that love into the afterlife
For his lady that loved him
For about a glimpse
As witnessed by his grateful heart
Now and forever
Amen

Love You More

I'm generating the soundtrack for my own life, Yes, I'm using AI to translate my lyrics into music but I see it as just an exciting and new instrument to add to the repertoire. Ultimately, I'd rather listen to something real annd personal than the artificial songs pushed by the 'real' mainstream media. At least these songs connect to me. I hope they connect to you, too, and if they do then it really doesn't matter how they get generated, does it?

While these are a personal passion project, I am trying to capture things that I believe resonate with other people's experiences. Music is communication, after all. 

Please enjoy picking up the fragments of my mind. 

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Disaster Class

Ray Zorbach