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SpringStock '25 Official

Fr might have a problem

If your inner demons have ever dragged you away at 2am, this song is for you. Addressing body autonomy, unhealthy coping mechanisms, and controlling relationships, this song explores the push and pull between two people who are absolutely wrong for each-other, and how that infects them as they grapple with their inner demons.

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Starlight - Single

Starlight

“Lethal Dose” is about the aftermath of a volatile codependent relationship. When a relationship like this ends, it can feel like you’re grieving the death of a loved one. Sometimes we don’t handle this break up with grace, but rather with self destructive behavior and unhealthy coping mechanisms. The main character is in a constant battle with a “demon” throughout the duration of the song. The “demon” is symbolic and represents her past struggles with alcohol, self hatred, anger issues, and pretty much all of the worst parts of her. As she’s navigating this break up, these past issues start to present themselves again in her life. She goes through a whirlwind of emotions trying to get a handle on her grief and the current situation she’s in. Each color of lighting represents a different stage of grief. Green = denial, blue = depression, and red = anger. While the 7 stages of grief can be helpful in identifying what you’re feeling, it’s important to remember, there is no “wrong” way to grieve. While greif is universal, the way we grieve is not. What may work for others, may not work for you. Be kind to yourself, nurture yourself, and ask for help. You are loved, you are important, and this world wouldn’t have the same twinkle without you.

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Lethal Dose - Single 

Lethal Dose

2 Die 4

With its feet in early 80’s Michael Jackson and its head in contemporary synth-pop, “While I’m Alive” explores the struggle of learning to love yourself when one of your only tools is an emotional crowbar. Gospel and doo-wop inspired harmonies groove on top of R&B synth-bass lines, deconstructed drum loops, drum machines, and funky guitars. With her powerful yet playful vocals, Raycheal may appear to be throwing shade at an ex, but she might just be talking about her own demons.

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by madilyn mei

lyrics:

I think I really miss my bed
Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end?
I had it good, I had it good
And yet I left and can't retrace my steps
My steps

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be faster

Run for the yard
They’ve barred up the gutter
That was our route better find another
Was that a rabbit?
Really not
Like the one I’ve seen on a cereal box

And the birds don’t talk
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me?
And the birds don’t talk
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me?

(instrumental)

Cotton tail gonna end up in jail
Wrong place wrong time
Bad tune but it rhymed
And lined up perfectly to blame
The one who is far too tame
And he say:

Out, let me in, let me in, let me out
Stop telling me all about your problems
I been to hell, still in, get me out
Whatever they are I don’t know how to solve 'em

Out, let me in, let me in, let me out
Stop telling me all about your problems
I been to hell, still in, get me out
Whatever they are I don’t know how to solve 'em

Say, is that the kid from the milk carton?
Can I do anything when I’m also missing?
Something tells me kid
Never learned to swim
But can I do anything when I’m also drowning?

(instrumental)

Think I forgot a couple things
My brain is still at home
Home's far away
I really thought that life was one big race
But now I know it's one big chase

You can still win, just gotta be faster
You can, you can, you can, you can win

You can still win, just gotta be

I think I really miss my bed
Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end?
I had it good, I had it good
And yet I left and can't retrace my steps

Think I forgot a couple things
My brain is still at home (stop telling me all about your problems)
Home's far away
I really thought that life was one big race
But now I know it's one big chase (oh)

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be

You can still win, just gotta be

Oh, the air is thick
Kinda makes me sick
Can I give CPR when I'm suffocating?

And the birds don't sing
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)

Have they really domesticated me? (faster!)

The Milk Carton

Welcome To My Island

Welcome To My Island (George Daniel & Charli XCX Remix)

Hot In It

Hot In It (feat. Charli XCX)

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by kris putter

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Lyrics:
When you’re gone I feel alone again
The voices cannot hold my hand
They keep me company at very best
Distract me from my loneliness

Maybe I’m just an anomaly
Even my demons have their families
Truly something must be wrong with me
To need you as much as I do

I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win

Shut up!

Here’s the reigns
Take ahold of me
Please don’t let me go

You do the talking
Sew up my mouth if I can’t keep it closed

There’s a dog barking right around the block
And a big ol’ whistle blow

Run for it
I’ll keep em occupied for you
Cause I love you, I love you so

Left me hangin at the station
But you’ll be back for me soon

I’m ‘bout to die
Yet the only thing I find i'm worried about is you

Something tells me you aren’t coming
Guess that I’m truly doomed

I’m 'bout to die
Yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you
I’m 'bout to die
Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you

I overhear your brain when it’s close to mine
Oh, I know that we’re not the same
My heart’s on the line

I’m just a pawn in your game
Not your partner in crime

And you’re slowly killing me
Taking your time
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your time

You’re slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)

You’re slowly killing me
And yet I don’t mind (You were never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
But please take your time

Partner in Crime

Listen

THE WOLF

Ascension

Lovegod (The Diamond Sessions)

"All We Ever Have is Time" by Zegovia

You can see your recorded lives
Just passing you by.
Today it's in your pocket
Yesterday it was in the halls.

We were warned...
One day the tides will turn
Both sides need not observe.
We were warned...
One day the tides will turn and
All we ever have is time,
All we ever have is time,
All we ever have is time.

Are you a team player
In and out of line?
Y2K born evolution,
Cybernetic crimes.

We were warned...
One day the tides will turn
Both sides need not observe.
We were warned...
One day the tides will turn and
All we ever have is time,
All we ever have is time,
All we ever have is time.

We were warned...
One day the tides will turn
Both sides need not observe.
We were warned...
One day the tides will turn and
All we ever have is time,
All we ever have is time,
All we ever have is time.

All We Ever Have is Time

All We Ever Have Is Time

Talk To Me

IMPERFECT

Erase

Seashell Factory

It starts with velvety low-pitched vocals, wrapped in layers of harmonies. Next, a retro-rave synth enters, and before you know it you’re in a swirl of 2000’s dance-pop nostalgia, and powerful vocals with the drums jumping out of the speakers. The verse lyrics address the cyclical trauma that turns the abused into abusers, and the chorus points a way forward as it explores how personal responsibility might break the cycle

Ghost in the Machine

CARPE DIEM

Criminal

Sparks

Neglected Space

Soft Sounds from Another Planet

JUST SAY THE WORD JUST SAY THE WORD JUST SAY THE WORD JUST SAY THE WORD 
PUTTING OUT AN ALBUM LATER THIS YEAR

Ghost in the Machine

Raycheal Winters