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A Lo Mejor, Es Lo Peor

GLOING PAIN$ WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING

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DRUGS

Lyrics:
I have no one that's proud of me 
no one listens to my songs 
all alone I cant stay strong 

how can I keep on grinding 
when everything feels wrong 
u can hear it in my songs 

if you'd listen, you'd hear my pain 
I'm too deep into the darkness and too deep into my veins

if you'd understand, u'd give me your hand
I'm way more broken than you think how much further can I sink?

I never thought, you'd hurt me so bad 
somedays I want u gone but you're the best I've ever had 

I don't wanna lose u, but u cut me too deep
you broke my little heart and left me when I was weak 

why do I keep on getting hurt 
by the people that I love 
damn I wish you'd treat me good

tell me when will u show me love 
in the way u should
cuz I know I treat u good 

I can't write any lyrics cause I can't get out of bed
I really wish u'd save me baby 
from the demons in my head 

I'm holding on my blade n nothing feels right 
I might kill myself tonight i really wish you'd hold me tight 

if you'd listen, you'd hear my pain 
I'm too deep into the darkness and too deep into my veins

if you'd understand, u'd give me your hand
I'm way more broken than you'd think how much further can i sink?

Hear My Pain (Prod. Deathgaiden)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

Baby all up in my face like what/
Wanna pick a fight I dont even wanna start/
Taking all the shots and Im feeling like whats up/ 
You dont know the half of it you never hear me out/

And I-I-I/
Never feel ali-i-ive/
And you always hi-i-igh/
Taken to the si-i-ide/

Rollin on keep rollin on keep figuring it out/
Feeling like im peaking but its really just enough/
You be all up in my mind just lingering it up/
Talking to myself about these feelings and this love/

And I know you feel alone and you’ve been it all day/ hate it like that so you call me like ey/
Prolly gon die if I feel this everyday/ 
Baby why you sad cause Im feeling what you say like/

Loooow life I know you feeling bad/ 
you dont gotta die cause you never take it back/
I dont want a funeral and no one ever had/
Baby keep on struggling and shit will always pass/

I-I dont want to be alone/
Can you please just try/
Cause I need you in my zone/

Baby all up in my face like what/
Wanna pick a fight I dont even wanna start/
Taking all the shots and Im feeling like whats up/ 
You dont know the half of it you never hear me out/

And I-I-I/
Never feel ali-i-ive/
And you always hi-i-igh/
Taken to the si-i-ide/

Why you on my mind like never been before/
I just need some time, I really need to know/
Really wanna play, fucking with my soul/
Tired of this game and everything you know like/

Why you never wanna ride with me/
All you wanna do is getting high with me/
Feeling like you never wanna set me free/
Baby why you making it so hard to breathe/

Im falling down/
And I cant really help it/
No I cant really help it/

You’re all I want/
But I cant really save you/
No I cant really save you/

Baby all up in my face like what/
Wanna pick a fight I dont even wanna start/
Taking all the shots and Im feeling like whats up/ 
You dont know the half of it you never hear me out/

And I-I-I/
Never feel ali-i-ive/
And you always hi-i-igh/
Taken to the si-i-ide/

alive

Release date: August 19, 2019
Label: Lowly Palace
Written by @lilprettyxox (Prettyheartbreak) and Ray Garrison
Produced by Ray Garrison
Mixed and Mastered by Cassian at WiredMasters, UK

Instagram: @raygarrison @prettyheartbreak

I h8 u

i h8 u feat. prettyheartbreak

lyrics:

treat the others with respect and take the noose up off the neck 
choking from the pain it hits the heart above the chest 
soul is somewhat empty will your love come fill the rest 
hate is just the dirt where is the love go sweep the mess 

tell the people that you love oh that you love they gonna die 
disease it fills our worlds and all the cancer suicide 
wouldn’t have the shootings if they wasn’t traumatized 
jesus cannot saves you if he can I’m baptized  

you not fucking with my mothafucking  attitude
times the been the there not nothing new
everybody lying can we tell the truth 

you just liar
give me a strap kill my desires 
devil in charge burning alive he set us on fire

think its finally time for change 
fuck I’m tired all the pain 
anger filled with so much rage
where is the love blinded by hate

gonna start and fix myself
If I’m broken ask for help
change will get me out of hell 
let’s go far far far far

im so tired of it all 
got my back against the wall 
i've been thinking
i just need something to believe in
something to love before i quit breathing

and you change like the seasons
i don't really care about the reason 
we change we grow 
everybody dies someday you know

so what do i do now 
steady dropping out of school now
everyday i'm getting ruled out
and you dont even know me 
so i dont wanna hear you talking
bout how you miss the old me

yeah i wish i could hide
somewhere you could never find 
i won't ask you for my help
cause i got it in myself

think its finnaly time for change 
fuck I’m tired all the pain 
anger filled with so much rage
where is the love blinded by hate

gonna start and fix myself
If I’m broken ask for help
change will get me out of hell 
let’s go far far far far

behind the smile

time for change ft. Lil Xtra [prod. kado]

Hotel Diablo

Candy (feat. Trippie Redd)

TOXIC LOVE [PROD. HEARTJUNKIE]

Enough's Enough

I'm Not Okay

[Lyrics]

You left me to die
Still want to be in love but I don't know why
Hits me like a drug when I look in your eyes
Devil took my luck now I'm all out of time tonight
Falling for all your deceptive ways
Crawling with all of your heavy chains
I thought of you all of those rainy days
You promised me this wasn't just a phase

Baby when I take that giant step to make the list, yeah
You know I might slap a couple thousand on my wrist, yeah
Heal my heart with spending you can only ever wish for
Not one for material, I do it for the diss
Give me four more years on the wave
And you'll be crawling back when I say
Hit a milli in the bank, that's a safe
Didn't need your help, go away

I've had too much patience 
Riding out this pain since
You played me a fool
Wasted years of needing you

I still want to be in love but I don't know why
Hits me like a drug when I look in your eyes
Devil took my luck now I'm all out of time tonight
Falling for all your deceptive ways
Crawling with all of your heavy chains
I thought of you all of those rainy days
I promise you this isn't just a phase

Blood Under Starlight

“Chemicals” by dESPAIN. Available now on all streaming platforms:

https://onerpm.lnk.to/despain

LYRICS: 

Chemicals
Running through my head again
Telling me that you’d forget me
Forget all we said

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

When I dream
I see these fucked up things
Feeling of death
At the tip of my feet 
Like a haunted fool
I Never could see
My soul to fade to black
Take a hit 
Do I react?
To the drugs in my mouth
Or do I need some more of these

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

I don’t know what trip I’ve been on
Did I fuck up again?
Tell me what really happened
Sorry for all my sins
Smoke one for me when Im dead

Feeling too faded
Maybe fucked up
I would say sorry but that’s not enough
Add this to the list of reasons why I 
Can’t sleep at night, so I hide

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

All these chemicals be in my head
When i dream I see you again
I could get fast car bae 
Act like we nascar bae
Why we gotta end this way
Why we gotta end this way

Instrumental: ProdbyKG
Recorded & Mixed/Mastered: dESPAIN

WØNDERLVND

Chemicals

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