this whole comment section became a venting session 😭

@abaigeal-barraza: Im so sorry i can relate if you ever wanna talk im here :)

I feel so alone, nobody even asks if im okay anymore

I’m tired of being used and not being able to do anything right anymore just because I bed rot to much cause I hate myself

For the sake of privacy, I will call these three [s],[n], and [c].  I used to hang out with [s] and [c] a lot and it was genuinely something I looked forward to. [s] and [c] drifted apart because of different time zones, they didnt get to talk much. This was over the summer so all our sleep schedules sucked. I still hung out with both of them. Then [s] started talking to [n] and something just changed. Whenever I came online conversations between them suddenly got quiet. I wouldn't get ANY conversation except from a "Hi [H]!!!!" even when i tried to ask them about how their days have been, about whats been going on. I started talking with [c] a lot more, because it was clear that [s] and [n] wanted nothing to do with me. I logged on today and saw that [c]s name was set to something along the lines of "If youre reading this I might not be alive".

𝓝𝓪𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓪

𝗟𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗚𝗶𝗿𝗹𝘀 ~ (𝗟𝗼𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗰𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗮𝘁𝘀)

Lyrics:
I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea
I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery
I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars
'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star?
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest
I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best
I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place
I wanna slash across what used to be my face
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie
I guess we all just fake it 'til we die
Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else
But it's harder when you have to love yourself
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

[got from google]

I Deserve To Bleed 8D Audio

|×∆>You Are A Walking Second Place Medal.<∆×|

my alcoholic friends but its self sabotage

i deserve to bleed sped up / nightcore

I'm Tired...    Vent Playlist.

audio was edited by me

song is by the rare occasions

pfp is a redraw / fanart of a panel from homestuck: beyond canon or homestuck^2,

original panel from homestuck beyond canon

redraw: (unknown for now)

I'm Tired... Vent Playlist.

Ray

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