my life feels so out of control. I want to die so badly it's kind of pathetic at this point. I don't know what to do and I just want release from it all..

my lips are burning after i ate buldak noodles. WORST MISTAKE THOSE AINT NOODLES, THAT IS SATAN'S DIARRHEA, I FEEL IT IN MY ORGANS IT BURNS SO BAD WTF HOW DO PEOPLE EAT IT.IM SHITTING SO HARF RN I WAS IN THE TOILED FOR 7 HOURS BC OF THE NOODLES

I'm tired of doing things that my parents want me to do, I'm tired of playing sports, I'm tired of pleasing everyone, I'm tired of studying so much and still get bad grades and my parents get mad at me, I'm tired of putting a fake smile just to show that I am "ok", and I'm tired of people bullying me on social media...

this whole comment section became a venting session 😭

@abaigeal-barraza: Im so sorry i can relate if you ever wanna talk im here :)

I feel so alone, nobody even asks if im okay anymore

I’m tired of being used and not being able to do anything right anymore just because I bed rot to much cause I hate myself

song ;; my alcoholic friends
by the dresden dolls (slowed).

lyrics :
i'm counting back
the number of the steps
it took for me to get
back on the wagon of the weekend

i'll use the autotimer to prove that
i got home with my imagination
if they find the body in the basement
"in the very house that she was raised in!"

i'm taking down
the number of the times
so when we get the sign
from god i'll be the first to call them

i'm taking back the number of the beast
cause 6 is not a pretty number
8 or 3 are definitely better
a is for the address on the letter
to my alcoholic friends

i'm trying hard
not to be ashamed
not to know the name
of who is waking up beside me
or the date, the season or the city
but at least the ceilings very pretty
and if you are holding it against me

i'll be on my best behavior
taking shots for mother nature
once my fist is in the cupboard
love is never falling over

should i choose a noble occupation
if i did i'd only show up late and
sick and they would stare at me with hatred
plus my only natural talent's wasted on my alcoholic friends
my alcoholic friends.

'𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐗 𝐈𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑.

original songs:
fallen down by Toby Fox
I hear a symphony by Cody fry
made by: LilMangoMaido_o on YouTube
background: Toriel and frisk from Undertale

I hear a symphony...but something's off...

|×∆>You Are A Walking Second Place Medal.<∆×|

my alcoholic friends but its self sabotage

little girls (nightcore/sped up ver.) - cameron diaz

I'm Tired...    Vent Playlist.

🎉🎃Queen - Don't Try Suicide SPED UP🎃🎉

the bitch came back (sped up)

audio was edited by me

song is by the rare occasions

pfp is a redraw / fanart of a panel from homestuck: beyond canon or homestuck^2,

original panel from homestuck beyond canon

redraw: (unknown for now)

Remember, parents.. That children can be quite fragile.. — Notion: The Rare Occasions

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆: The Moon Will Sing
𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐒𝐓: The Crane Wives
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑(s): Maya × Zatz

THE MOON WILL SING (a song for me) | sped up

today i present u... heathers
tomorrow, who knows

I'm Tired... Vent Playlist.

Ray

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